nearly 2 momthes of daily edging. new record! 😋
its actualy pretty true. maybe not for all but for many
i have somewhere read that girls have smaller brains then Men. and when you look at Men and girls in everyday life its seems pretty true there too
many girls dont see it because of something called the "duning krugger effect" or something like that
yesterday i trashed some stuff out. its a good feeling to conect with myself more and be myself. its mostly stuff i didnt used anyway and was more deco as anything else and clothes which are too boring. it stressed me kind of too to see them and so its good the are gone.
the funny thing is what #degradedominatehumiliat says is true. a girl who happily submit to her man and men in general is the worst thing in the eyes of a feminist. i learnt that the hard way as i begun to accept the patriachy. the hate i got from this feminists who were my friends i thought was great.
i just need to reblog it again because its so true!
since i stoped being someone i thought i need to be what in parts the world around me said i need to be. i m much more happier and found new things about myself.
i like to make myself pretty. i like sexy clothes. i like make up. i like this all girly stuff people say its stupid. i like to please people. i like to make people happy. and i like to be liked.
i dont need to be tought. i dont need to be a smartypants. i dont need to be in a compedition with men. i dont need to be equale with men.
i cant say this about all girls but for me it is like that.
maybe i never become like the bimbos here maybe i will. i dont know.
but i m happy and i think i begin to be true with myself.
It didn't realize who it was ..................
until it stopped being who it wasn't ................
...... all through its conversations with its Black Master / Owner / Trainer, slavetrainer24
i worked really hard this year on myself even with all this trouble i had in 2024. from body and mind. there is still much to do but still i m very happy with myself and the path i go.
some Men and girls here asked me what were the things i struggled the most as i acceped the patrichat and rejected feminisn.
here are some of the things:
*to shut up when Men are talking
that was something i struggled alot because i thought i had something important to say which was equale to Men
*obeying orders from Men
from work to my freetime. i thought too much for myself and thought i know better which was sooo wrong
*focus more on the Men in my life
it was very hard to get ride of my selfish behauvior
*stoping to comped with Men
i thought i need to be good with stuff. but thats not true at all. the only things which realy matter are how good i look, how obeydiant i m and how i make the Men in my life happier.
*focus on the things which are suited for me
i did many things which arent realy good for girls from the wrong sport to how i spend my free time. this took realy realy a long time till i get used to it.
*exepting my boundarys and dont try to go behound them
from education, to my job and many other things
i can read and write and with help easy math thats more then enought. i dont need to know more and focus on other things. i dont need a promotion. its better when people tell me what to do. i cant lead and its even dangoures when i try it.
thats some of the things i struggled alotvat the beginning. some i still do
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