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chat help I’ve fallen down the rabbit hole of Dogman X Petey

Late night thoughts post and I'm eepy so if I sound deluded that's why but like, I just discovered fictionhearted and I am currently questioning if I'm fictionhearted with Basil as the character and that could be part of the reason why I'm so freaking defensive of him and get so upset when people misinterpret his character 💀

People are not defined by their addictions.

Someone who is an alcoholic isn’t just an alcoholic. Someone who’s hooked on opioids isn’t necessarily a bad person. Someone who can’t help but shoot up on heroin isn’t necessarily crazy. SOMEONE WHO IS ADDICTED TO DRUGS ISN’T A BAD PERSON JUST BECAUSE THEY DO DRUGS. And even if they are a bad person? They should still be entitled to get help. If the cops arrest someone for possession of drugs, that person shouldn’t just be charged for the crime. They should be given legitimate help to stop the addiction. And because this isn’t done, at least where I live in the US, my Papa (mom’s stepdad) is now dead. Today’s his birthday, and two days ago, he committed suicide. He was an alcoholic, who was arrested multiple times, and one of those times was for possession of drugs. I don’t know what kind. All I know is, very little was done to help him, if anything at all was done. Just because someone has an addiction does not make them a bad person. I can say this with confidence because, when I was little, my Papa was one of the funniest people in my life. He made me and my cousins giggle a lot, by telling jokes and making funny faces and tickling us silly. I don’t have many memories of him beyond that, because once he and my Nana (mom’s mom) got divorced a few years back, we only saw him twice. We tried to schedule time to spend with him, but a lot of the times, he would cancel last minute. He would stop reaching out to people as much. He had to give away his cat and move out from the house he and my Nana had lived in. He moved into an apartment. Multiple times, my aunts who lived nearby called for police welfare checks on him.

Two days ago, on March 20th, my Papa was found dead. I don’t feel comfortable sharing how he did it, but he did leave a suicide note- a note that none of my family had access to for about 24 hours or so after we found out what had happened. Chances were that he was intoxicated, due to the location he was found, though we haven’t gotten back the toxicology report yet to confirm this. The day before, one of my aunts had called the police to do a welfare check on him, as he wasn’t answering his phone. Five minutes later, the officer she’d gotten in contact with responded- a time short enough for us to believe that the officer(s) involved in the welfare check were negligent. My personal opinion, though biased, is that since he had been arrested before (not for any sort of major charges to my knowledge), the police were starting to be tired of him, and think of him almost as a nuisance. Like I said, however, this is just my opinion.

People with addictions need to be treated as what they are- people. Good or bad or anything in between, everyone deserves to get treatment for an addiction, and to have their health taken care of. Otherwise, the consequences can hurt not just the person themselves, and not just the people who love them, but our entire society as a whole.

Rest in peace, Papa, and happy birthday. I love you, and I hope you knew that. 🤍

Sunflower Appreciation

They're best friends, they share a dark secret, and they feel safe with each other. If you like sunflower, you love friends to lovers and boys who'll go through hell for each other

Sunny and Basil love each other deeply, and they are the center of each other's lives. They were best friends before the incident, and Basil often visited Sunny's house to support him and Mari and their music practice. Basil shared his books with Sunny to read and felt safe to vent to his best friend, and Sunny memorized all the things Basil would tell him about his gardening and what his favorite flowers meant

Sunny's escapist dreams were filled with Basil and everything he loves about Basil. He could've ignored his existence, but he instead put him safely with Mari on the picnic blanket. Basil gave his most important belonging to Sunny and stayed alive hoping that he'd make up with Sunny again, believing they both deserved to be forgiven and to make new memories together. Even when they had to hide a dark secret together, they missed each other and a red string of fate tied them together

And, which other duo has figurines that come with a custom handholding piece that was made for each other?

What do you like about sunflower?

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S p r o u t m o l e

CHAT I GOT THE “HOME FOR FLOWERS” SWEATER (OMORI MERCH) LETS GOOO-

I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THE DAISES EMBROIDERED IN THE BACK OF THE NECK AREA AKFJFJSJDJFJVJDUD IT’S SO CUTE ISTG

I can’t get a good photo bc positioning and also I don’t wanna do a face reveal or anything of the sort sooo here’s a sleeve image lol

Guess who? 🍊

Guess who’s been writing “My body, my choice” on sticky notes and taping them in bathroom stalls at my school bc they’re angry with the world? 🤪

update: when I checked at the end of the day, at least two were gone, and quite possibly a third. So I did another in one of the stalls where it had been taken down and promptly ran out of tape ✌️

It appears sooo 😔 /j

chat help I’ve fallen down the rabbit hole of Dogman X Petey

My dumb@$$ self forgot to add some shading to Sayori’s outfit (the shading for her jacket’s shadow on her skirt, and I probably could’ve made it more visible on her shirt too 💀

Good to know for next time! :3