Head case.
The truth is I cannot sleep
It feels as though I'm in trouble
Trouble that's too deep
So what I do is just keep my repeat
And pretend it's all fine
When this is ALL I have to pass time.
All the colors I see don't match a thing
Mixed and not bright but subdue
No blues, just grey over me
Stuck in the middle not able to move
Try to escape this feeling, my heart beats
Beating and pounds in my chest
It is very overwhelming, too much stress
I want to run and forget the rest
I'm stuck as the lightning strikes
Rain falls and I am still awake
Thunder rolls while I do the same
Toss and turn in this bed
Sadly, this is what goes on in my head.
Written on: November 29th, 2016.
Glitter His Scene, Rebirth.
Glitter that forgets the darken space
Heaven's hell bent forward once
A state of blackness doomed
Dare I overdose by a heroin
Drug that poked skin deep
A scare that luckily brought back
To learn a purpose not retracing
Trust was taken like my life
The solar Luna of midsummer flee
Flown too high and regret
But now a story to tell
Doesn't make it safe to expose
So I'll just begin left to run
Roaming the gaze too blue
Shot to die that missed
Thankful for father God
Amen to His scientific glory
And not ready for me..
Just yet.
Pinky's Brain
As I bump my head the pain lingers,
I slowly feel my scalp with my fingers
The touch of hair and skin
But what I want to feel, is the brain within
I try to imagine the texture under skull
Shall I grab a knife not sharpened but dull?
To make the incision more difficult
Nothing easy, more complex like my mind
I want this task to take time.
Get down to each section, starting left
Then right. Cut it through the center
Of my crown that has surrendered.
Giving up a piece of myself to fully
Understand myself I am my own..
Experiment. I am the rat.
Written on: August, 21st 2016.
I need to diet and exercise.
Lost her way, scream
The screams are ringing
Under the echo's calling
She pled my fifth element
To come in and disrupt
I wish her a hoarse throat
To shallow the deep volume
She paid a crunch of freedom
That had fought out restraint
Trap her core to padded walls
To punish her beast
Defeat the demonic yells
As we watch the sanity
No longer remain obtained
She has lost her way
No fighting a devil
So her battlecry must be
An overwhelming
Uniformed plea
Understand psycho
Too default a dismay
By: John Tyler Mounce
Gulp of Zinc Lips
The curve of midnight
Rains over a sunny dismay
Fields to dream aloof
After praise of action redeem
The fellowship lurk maiden
Whose right hand left stuck
In a maze of fingerprints
Put towards a delicate touch
Too much soft harden glaze
A crunch the time set
Like playing Monopoly
Without thy winner's luck
A ponder a chance
To twinkle the decrease
Loosen the manic ready
For a pill took too
Late to savior A
Gulp of Zinc left
On a taste of lips.
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