That Scene Hurt Me.

"I Wish I Could Make My Friends This Happy Forever."
"I Wish I Could Make My Friends This Happy Forever."

"I wish I could make my friends this happy forever."

That scene hurt me.

When I first watched that scene. Read that text. Seeing how Iggy only wanted his friends to be happy, putting their wants and needs above his own, seeing how he only thinks about them...It made my heart ached. I didn't even notice that I was crying myself until I saw my keyboard getting wet lol.

After watching that scene, that aching in my heart and the confusion on why I cried didn't fade away. I think it took me about a week or two to know why. Maybe because I felt that familiarity and similarity of wanting to put others happiness before my own.

Before 2025, before finally breaking the walls I've created, I've always felt the need to put others happiness before my own. My family's and friends'needs and wants over my own that I forgot what I had wanted. Until I went to High School and reality punched me in the head. When my old friends drifted away, the connection I felt broke from my grasp. I was lost.

Lost, confused, scared and isolated for one and a half years. Pretending to be someone that they wanted me to be, hiding away the person with their own dreams. I've always been so fucking anxious on what my future will be, on what others think of me, and scared on what my friends think of me. It's hard to explain how I finally escaped on the cage I've built but I think the realisation that what I was doing isn't what I wanted but what others wanted me to be, finally broken the shell.

Now, I'm happy. Grateful for my life, grateful to be around people who understand and care about me for just being me, for understanding my own needs and wants, for putting up my weird ass humour.

I think the reason why that scene, that sentence, stabbed my heart was because I was just like Iggy. Wanting to please others, wanting his friends to be happy despite himself. I never thought that I would have a connection to Iggy. And I never read/played a visual novel that kissed a brick and bash into my heart repeatedly. Which, I meant was, I never played a visual novel that touched my heart...

I'm happy that Iggy got to find his own happiness and make his own choices.

I'm happy that I found my own happiness and made my own choices.

Life is precious. Cherish every single moment of it. Make your own choices. Find your own happiness. ♥️

"I Wish I Could Make My Friends This Happy Forever."

Gosh. Our Wonderland really is an emotional rollercoaster. 🌹

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My sister playing Arc 3;

Her; I have a theory

Me; Oh great another one- What's up?

Her; Could Orlam and Genzou be half brothers? Like, they both have beef with each other so much-

Me; No.


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2 months ago

DELETED ARC 5 SCENE⁉️

(obviously this is a joke post)

I was watching Steven Universe and thought of this. Yes, the video is short and VERY cringe. I laughed, cried and cringed while making this.

{My favourite drawings that I had drew for this video}

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DELETED ARC 5 SCENE⁉️
DELETED ARC 5 SCENE⁉️

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2 months ago

W.I.P

A small project(video series???) I'm planning to do! Will it drain my phone's life? Yes. Will it hurt my fingers? Yes.

But will it make you laugh? Honestly, I don't know but I DO KNOW IT'LL MAKE YOU CRINGE!

UPDATE: I switched to Kinemaster due to problems on Capcut.


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1 month ago
Day 19: Has Ow Have A Positive Impact?

Day 19: Has Ow have a positive impact?

When I first played Our Wonderland, I was incredibly sick. Like very sick. VERY SICK. Like, 'My bones are weak and I can't walk and talk' sick....Also, I was going through a burn out and I hadn't drawn anything for ages. Like since last year.

But while playing Our Wonderland, it gave me a large amount of comfort during the rough time and I always have something to look forward to whenever laying in bed, acting like a sick Victorian child.

Thanks to Our Wonderland, I made some new friends, connected best to my other friends (who I haven't seen or talked to in ages) and got me to be more understanding and such.

Despite me making quite an awkward first impression to the OW community, literally y'all are nothing but kind. (Or maybe I've been in shitty communities before ;3;)

But yeah, Our Wonderland did have a large positive impact on my life, and I do not regret playing it >:D

Despite me wheezing, coughing, staying up (somehow) for 24 hour-


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3 weeks ago
DAY 25: Parts I Don't Like Replaying.

DAY 25: Parts I don't like replaying.

sighs.

Arc 1 - Gidget and Iggy in the Inn.

Arc 2 - Genzou's death

Arc 3 - The Dinner Scene

Arc 4 - Gidget and Iggy in the cabin.

Arc 5 - THE FUCKING TOMATO AMBUSH (Holding a grudge against the red oompa loompas >:/ )


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1 month ago

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1 month ago

Uhmmm..

Uhmmm..

Was I the only one who was vibing at the ending music?

Ifuckinglovethissidegameomfgi'llcherishthiswithmyheartthroughmyentirelife.


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2 months ago
Small Art To The...faceless Smiley Guy In The New Broomtail Episode.
Small Art To The...faceless Smiley Guy In The New Broomtail Episode.

Small art to the...faceless smiley guy in the new Broomtail episode.

Now. I have some theories(Thoughts?) about the new episode and its brief flashbacks to Genzou's past.

1) The involvement of the Faceless Smiley Guy.

Small Art To The...faceless Smiley Guy In The New Broomtail Episode.

In this panel, there's a text that says; "I must perform a thorough examination". I'm assuming that it was the smiley guy that told Genzou that because afterwards, Genzou (I assumed) replied; "what did you do?"

The mysterious man seems to either be a 'doctor' or some 'scientist' or, what I like to call, false healers(people who lies about one's health for money and sells false medicine.)

In the background though, it seems like that Genzou had confronted the man either outside another place or his house(or maybe his mother's?).

2) The involvement of the Mystery Man of Genzou's Mother's death(?)

Small Art To The...faceless Smiley Guy In The New Broomtail Episode.

In this Panel. It seems that the 'examination' the Smiling man did was a downer. Maybe he didn't bother helping Genzou's mother, maybe the smiling guy did something to Genzou's mother to increase whatever illness she was going through, or something far worse that I don't want to write it on here.

But obviously, whatever the Smiling Guy done. Genzou was forced/felt the need to put his own mother out of her suffering. I'm guessing that Genzou mercy-killed his own Mother. In the panel below the imagery of the brief image of his mother, Genzou seemed hesitant. Was it Genzou's mother begging her own son to kill her? Maybe.

3). Is the Smiley Guy a Top Hat person.

I mean. Come on. Doesn't that guy gives off Top Hat vibes? The crazy smile, the small silk hair and the shirt collar??

I have a feeling that this mystery guy has a cocky personality due to that grin. I mean, I "studied" a few characters with grins/smirk/smiles on their face (constantly) and they end up to be that one cocky, sly, bastardly character.

Small Art To The...faceless Smiley Guy In The New Broomtail Episode.

But hey.

That's just a theory.

A Game Theory‼️

Ahem...uhm. My thumb slipped.

My predictions may be wrong but eh. :]


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1 month ago
Day 8; CGs/scenes That Made You Cry Or Affected You Deeply.

Day 8; CGs/scenes that made you cry or affected you deeply.

I rambled about crying over a few OWs CGs however, I'll actually talk about the ones that either made me go through the five stages of grief or have an emotional breakdown.

The ending of Arc 1, brought back unpleasant memories. By that, I mean, the days I've spent in my room, the days I blamed myself for something I didn't even do and simply wishing that I never existed in the first place. Maybe everyone will be better off without me. Maybe.

In Arc 2, when it got to Gidgets scene in the bedroom. Even though Iggy tried to refuse/reject them, they continue on, harming Iggy, making him 'ugly' so that they can only have him. It really gave me the ick that I just saved the game before taking a breather.

It's hard to explain the emotions I felt in Arc 5, but Imma try anyways. :P

When Iggy confronted Bucks, making her remember. The flashbacks of the amount of times that people had called her a monster, even when she turned into an adult, I...I don't know why but I felt a hint of familiarity. I don't know if it's because of the fact that I've been labelled as a freak multiple times or maybe something that I can't really recall.

Although, when Iggy at the beginning of Arc 5 (not really), when he and Genzou were on the boat, he told Genzou that everything is his fault and how everyone is better off without him. It really tugged at my heartstrings that I literally had to take a moment to breathe AGAIN before continuing on.

At the end of Arc 5 though...Was honestly the best VN ending I have ever played/watched...Oh my fucking lord, the amount of times I cried when Iggy makes his own choices, how he finally chose for Himself! (I totally didn't get fooled by the fake choices-). I felt so much joy that tears were even flooding down my cheeks. I'm happy he chose for himself. It reminds me of how I finally freed myself from the prison I had created myself. The urge to please others and everyone.

Welp. That's all. -3-"

I'm going back to sleep.


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2 weeks ago

I feel like Shayfer James songs fit with the White King Ignatius (Iggy) Maxwell.

Although, I feel like these two songs MOSTLY fit with my au of Iggy (aka that White King).


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