I Swear Every Day We’re Inching Closer And Closer To “Idiocracy”

Hahahahahahha

Ngl i fucking hate this idea. Cause I’m pretty sure I’d end up In Ohio

US state borders but they are based off rivers and mountains

Lmao I used to be obsessed with this show as a kid.

Time to move on!

This rug really ties the room together, dude.

So I’ve been in some of the best mental space of my life. (Atleast since I can remember) for the last few weeks.

The biggest contributor to this is that I quit drinking liquor…. I was drinking way too much and I physically and mentally started to feel it take its toll on me. I was irritable, physically felt like shit, mental cobwebs, and just generally feeling like shit Ontop of that just constantly craving my next drink.

I quit, 2 weeks ago; not cold turkey, I’m still drinking a bit of wine and beer but no where even close to what I was, which was 2 bottles a week minimum for the past several years. But I haven’t touched a bit of liquor since.

Let me tell you….. what a difference. Literally all of those negatives went away after like the 4th day and now I’m feeling so good!

In the meantime, regaining a bit of self control I also haven’t pleasured myself like a “man” since I quit the liquor….

Dont worry. I’m still having regular orgasms… which is yet another bonus to my mental state.

The “sissygasms”, gods I hate that term… but I’m at a loss for another word here, are so satisfying and leaving me in a state of bliss and clarity.

Also gradually accepting that I’ll never be a specimen of femininity, so I can either just lean back into the hyper masculine “gay man”. Or try and weave in a few strands of androgyny. Of which I’m currently leaning into the latter.

I FINALLY got some jeans that fit me so well… (American eagle).

A simple task for some, but I’ve been struggling for years to find the proper fit and length as I have a 36” inseam…. Tall gurl struggles Minor thing but feels like such a huge victory!

Really just wanted to get this out, Mostly for my own reasons of sorting things out.

Time to have a smoke, a glass of wine, and catch up on some rings of power.

Hope yall have a good night!

-Jessica

This is true but…. ahem……. WHAT DOES THE FOX SAY!?