AH YEAH! KEEP THOSE THINSPO'S COMING IM FEELING IT!

I'm not good enough

Don't you just look at food and go EUGGHHHHH🤢🤮

#anorexia #feeling

I want to run towards something, Not away (Sorta)

Literally the only thing that's keeping me sane on not trying to end myself is him. I try so hard just for him... ♡

I so bad wish I was on hormones/testosterone. I want that beautiful male voice i hate staying quiet and trying to deepen my voice i hate this voice i want a adams apple to show my neck off. I hate living in this fantasy that I am, I hate taking medication that makes me think it's testosterone. I hate cutting my chest/genitalia and trying to sew it. I hate crying myself to sleep every night hoping i die and be the boy i am in heaven or somewhere else. I truly hate myself. #vent

I took my first shot of Coke.... I HATED IT!!!! BLAAAAAAHHHHHHAGH!!!!!!!! 🤮 now i gotta work my ass off to lose 50 pounds today! THANKS FOR RUINING MY FIGURE AND DIET

I see you online. Those messages I sent never seen for hours, days. I get that your busy. But being online for hours and don't have a chance to talk to me?

I just wanna say, if anything happens... to me. Thank you. All these thinspo pictures and photos are so motivational and inspiring and so very beautiful. But I'm slowly dying and might go to a hospital for force feed. I don't want to go to the hospital nor i do really want to die, the doctors said for me to open my eyes and change and get my head screwed on because I'm in danger to myself. Haha! Trust me, I know what I'm doing. i don't need you guys to yell at me because I already know what I am doing to myself, but nobody will understand, but myself. I'm not sure what will happen later, tomorrow, somewhere in the future, but I'm not going anywhere (I hope) again. Thank you.

What i want so badly is my nose to be perfect, beautiful skin(face)(no acne), very boney skinny, naturally blonde white hair, blue eyes, long nails, soft pale white skin, top surgery and a beautiful male soft voice