I've Always Wanted To Live Or Go To Japan They Have Moving Trains I Would Have Loved To Jump In, You

How are you

Good... I'm not actually I'm not okay

I hate feeling so alive, I want to be a corpse cold, pale, and sleeping.

These infusions and pills... it's making my body feel human. I look healthy, I don't like it it's ruining my image

I don't want this i want to be back feeling dead and not healthy looking like. I hate being and looking like a human.

ALMOST THERE!!! #anorexia

I just wanna say, if anything happens... to me. Thank you. All these thinspo pictures and photos are so motivational and inspiring and so very beautiful. But I'm slowly dying and might go to a hospital for force feed. I don't want to go to the hospital nor i do really want to die, the doctors said for me to open my eyes and change and get my head screwed on because I'm in danger to myself. Haha! Trust me, I know what I'm doing. i don't need you guys to yell at me because I already know what I am doing to myself, but nobody will understand, but myself. I'm not sure what will happen later, tomorrow, somewhere in the future, but I'm not going anywhere (I hope) again. Thank you.

Don't you just hate when your family talks shit about you even tho you never seen them nor talk to them sense you were born, like I'm sorry I never did anything but exist, sorry if my existence bothers you that much ill just try to kms or something to get out of your way ig. Tbh I don't even want to be here so.

I took my first shot of Coke.... I HATED IT!!!! BLAAAAAAHHHHHHAGH!!!!!!!! 🤮 now i gotta work my ass off to lose 50 pounds today! THANKS FOR RUINING MY FIGURE AND DIET

HAPPY GAY MONTH BABES🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️💋🫰

Sorry to vent again! I'm sorry

What hurts to is that I planned a family with them but now it's gone. I will need time to heal but I kinda need a guide and some sort of motivation to help me move forward and to have a better relationship with that person. 4/8/24

#help

Never thought that I would be this hurt. I think we broke up, I just didn't think that they would do this to me in a most painful way. I really did love them I really do it does hurt. Now I have no friends at all it would still be nice to at least have a stranger comfort me for a second. Tho I will remember them for the good times and happiness. It hurts but I wanted to say thank you. Thank you❤️

4/8/24

Whats better then sex?

SIMPLE :D not eating or cutting, sleeping, crying and dying! :]