The worst part about Liam Payne dying is that people are posting about “the switch up is crazy”
Like no. He was an abuser and made horrible decisions, but nobody wanted him to die. He was getting hate for an INCREDIBLY valid reason, but we all recognized that he needed mental and physical help. He needed to go to rehab. He needed to get away from drugs and alcohol and improve upon himself away from the public. No one wanted him to die.
We’re not mourning the life of an abuser, we are mourning the part of him that we adored and looked up to for a massive part of our childhood/ teenage years. He was a huge part of how I was introduced to my love of music. And yes, he did horrible things and made horrible decisions and over the last few years has been anything but admirable, but none of us wanted this.
Maya didn’t want this. And everyone saying that it’s her fault can actually go burn in hell. She likely already blames herself enough. She likely already wishes she hadn’t spoken up about it out of the guilt that she likely feels. You guys commenting all over the socials about how this is her fault and “are you happy now?” Are actually horrible people.
A 7 year old boy just lost his father. A woman just lost her long term boyfriend. Two parents just lost their son. Several young children just lost their uncle. Show some fucking respect. Joking about it and hating on people who had nothing to do with what happened is not doing anything but twist the knife for the people who this has ACTUALLY effected.
Xdinary Heroes BEGINS (2021) -> Troubleshooting (2024)
I was wondering if you were gonna still post the continuation of that Elippo fic ? No pressure / not trying to rush , just wanna make sure I don’t miss it if you’re still planning on posting it
I know! We had some minor delays on account of studying and life, but here go with the continuation of THIS ELIPPO FIC.
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Filippo feels…
Well Filippo doesn’t really know if he’s felt much of anything recently.
The first week– when Elia left him alone in his apartment with a half-eaten, meticulously chosen meal and a half-empty bottle of wine– is kind of a blur.
He and Elia had been apart for longer than a week when they were whatever. Granted, not much recently, but one week wasn’t such a stress. But then the next week hit and Filippo just felt weird. Like he’d see something in the park or hear a funny joke and his thumb would immediately flit to Elia’s contact icon to…
To what? Tell him? Let him know that he was thinking about him? To want to share bits of his day with him?
Whatever it was, he couldn’t do that anymore. Which was… whatever. It was fine– it was–it was Elia’s choice because he wanted more than Filippo was willing to give.
It was fine.
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42 or 48 dealers choice
I picked elippo for you!
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As much as Elia hated studying for finals, it was even worse when he had to pass this exam or he might actually fail out of university. So far, his grades hadn’t exactly been stellar. Which was why he actually found himself at home on a Saturday night, studying. He couldn’t think of a worse way to spend the evening.
“When are you gonna be done?” Filippo asked as he draped himself across the couch, practically in Elia’s lap like a cat with boundary issues.
“When I know everything there is to know about chemical compositions,” Elia muttered, shifting his book out from under Filippo. His boyfriend wasn’t always one to take a hint.
“How about you take a break?” Filippo asked, pushing himself up and stroking through Elia’s hair as he tried to concentrate on reading his notes. “Five minutes. Ten minutes.”
“No minutes,” Elia replied, grabbing his book and flipping through the pages. As much as he would have preferred to pull Filippo on top of him and forget all about the exam, he couldn’t.
For a second, Filippo paused, watching Elia flipping through his book. “I got some new lube today,” he said, leaning into Elia’s ear. “Flavored.”
Elia bit back his smile as he turned to Filippo. “If you want to get me naked, you’ll have to convince me it’ll be worth my time.”
“I’m always worth your time,” Filippo reminded him, grabbing his book and shifting it from his lap. “You’d be amazed what I can do in ten minutes.”
Elia knew he shouldn’t give in, shouldn’t let Filippo worm his way onto his lap like he was doing right now, but he couldn’t bring himself to shove him away.
“I have to study,” he said, though he tilted his neck back for Filippo’s mouth to brush kisses up his throat.
“And research shows taking regular breaks helps you retain more information,” Filippo breathed, reaching for Elia’s shirt, tugging it up.
Biting his lip, Elia shook his head, sucking in a breath as Filippo’s mouth along his jaw.
“You’ve got ten minutes,” he murmured, and he felt Filippo smirk against his neck.
“Prepare to be amazed,” he said, and Elia laughed, fingers curling into his hair as his eyes closed. He was always amazed when it came to Filippo and he doubted this time would be any different.
I did not ask for this. To be plagued by these feelings. Being driven to distraction every time you enter the room.
VDS Week 2021
Day 5: Secret / Forbidden (it also fits Vacation, but the greater theme here is the secret so I’m posting this today)
Word Count: 2995
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This is torture, Jens decides when he sees Sander and Robbe across the campfire cuddled up under a blanket, trading soft touches and lingering kisses. A feeling of want and longing overcomes him and he can’t help himself when he continues to watch them for a little while longer, only indistinctly aware of the conversation around him and not really listening to the story of how Aaron managed to piss off Amber once again. He gives into the urge to let his eyes wonder across the campfire from the only couple at their brothers vacation, well only official couple, to Lucas, who’s sitting next to Moyo, seemingly very engaged in conversation. Behind Lucas, he can just make out the line where the ocean hits the land and hear the distant sound of waves crashing at the shore. It’s a beautiful night, the sun has set nearly an hour ago and slowly but surely the night sky is illuminated by more and more stars.
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So I've been watching Henry Danger and how come people don't talk about how funny and chaotic these guys are?!
i can’t
Elippo Week 8/7: Friends
Warning: Contains mature content, though nothing explicit.
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Filippo introduces Elia as ‘a friend’ to the people around the table, ignores Elia’s eyebrows lifting, the look he shoots his way.
‘A friend’ isn’t what Elia would call it, not in the way Filippo is obviously friends with these people, the people having a great time at the restaurant, eating and drinking and teasing each other the same way Elia does with the boys.
Friendly, maybe. The kind of friends who go down on each other in the bathrooms of clubs, the kind of friends who send a text at midnight to come over, the kind of friend willing to sit on his face until he can barely breathe, heart pounding, blood rushing, so close to something new.
Maybe they’re that kind of friends, Elia admits between glasses of wine and plates of pasta, Filippo’s friends asking about Uni, telling some story about Filippo and a guy named Vincenzo.
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In their alternative universe they were able to go to pride together this year. 🌈