Me Trying To Explain To My Parents That The Fact That I Can Taste Oranges In My Dreams Proves That All

I want to finish university in three years and I want to be 20 and move to Boston or Cambridge or Rome. I want to have a house of my own, one that I can call home. I want a wishbone drying on the windowsill of my kitchen, just in case I wake up and realize I’ve chosen wrong. I want to brew coffee in the morning and drink it in the expensive china my mum bought when I was 16. I want to dye my hair blonde at 19 and dye it again at 20 because I want to be okay with not being those blondes who always have fun. I want a navy blue or an emerald green or a tangerine orange sofa to lie on, on the nights the bed feels too heavy and the kitchen floor feels more cynical than I do. I want a pink wall and a yellow one. I want there to be a candy bowl on the center table, always. I want to wear slip dresses and long, heavy boots under big coats. I want to like my flushed nose and red cherry-stained lips. I want to get a million little tattoos. And a piercing or two; or four. I want to love but god, love is a phantom that dances just beyond my reach.

“How wonderful to be alive, he thought. But why does it always hurt?” ― Boris Pasternak, Doctor Zhivago

first read on @exitmusicfrafilm’s post about 2023

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subway hands, a aesthetic

i love you. on purpose.

need to do math but this loneliness is all-consuming

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BoJack Horseman Ending Explained: What Happens & What It Really Means

BoJack Horseman comes to an end with season 6. Here's what happens in the series ending, and what it means for each character.

In the final scenes of the BoJack Horseman ending, the show plays out with Catherine Feeny’s song “Mr. Blue”, which becomes a poignant capstone on his relationship with Diane. The song speaks of a tumultuous yet loving relationship, when they care for one another, but it’s ultimately unhealthy. The lyrics, such as “I have to go now,” reference Diane’s move to Texas, and leaving BoJack and "Hollywoo" behind. It backs up just how important her decision is for her own health and happiness.

The lyrics of "Mr. Blue" also refer to BoJack’s own future, and how though audiences have to leave him behind, it's clear he'll actually be alright. "Mr. Blue, Don't hold your head so low that you can't see the sky / Mr. Blue, It ain't so long since you were flying high.”

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