How We Started

How we started

Understand this is in 1986 no internet, no dating sites. Things were different. I had been divorced for 3 years. My ex left and was never heard from again. I didn’t even care about him I wanted to be self sufficient and take care of me and my son. I was pushing 40  and felt 80 I didn’t think anyone would want me anymore. I was getting depressed and cried myself to sleep many nights.

My son saw this and tried to cheer me up. He asked me to go to dinner and we had a wonderful time. I had not been out in a while and it felt good to do my hair and makeup not just for work. So the end of the night I drove into my garage and he asked for a kiss goodnight. I turned my cheek but instead he reached and turned my head and kissed me on the lips and I kissed him back. Then I caught myself and pushed him away. I went inside to my room and he went to his

The next morning I asked him if he was ok. He said he was fine so I told him what happen last night was just between us and no one could ever know. He agreed and said he wouldn’t tell. So asked if he had plans for the day and he said no. So I asked him on a date. We drove up to Boston and spent the day  in the city. It was wonderful. Took my mind off of so many things. One the way home he was very quiet I asked him what was the matter. He asked if we were going to kiss tonight. I asked if he wanted to. He asked if I did and I said yes but lets go inside the house this time

So we got home and went inside and he ran to the couch. I followed and sat beside him and we shared a deep passionate kiss. But I told him again no one could know about this and he said he would never tell anyone. So we kissed for a while. I could tell her was trying to feel my breasts but he was tentative so I took his hand and put it on my right breast. When he squeezed it felt like an electric shock went through my body. It scared me actually so I took his hand back and said maybe we should slow down. My heart was pounding and my body was shaking but I stopped it.

I went to bed and all I could think about was him touching me. The next morning I asked if he was ok again he just smiled and hugged me very close and asked if we were going out again. I said maybe we should stay home and smiled at him. My heart started pounding again  Then I said “I’m going in my room now You can come in if you want”. The words just came out of my mouth. He looked at me and said “I want you so bad”. So I took his hand and we went in the bedroom. 29 years later he’s still in my bed.