So , You Get Up Early With The Hope That It Will Be A Good Day.

I want to write a poem for you

so I did this thing awhile back and it’s been a hot minute, so I’m restarting it

Reblog this post and I will stalk your tumblr and write a poem based on your aesthetic

Kya aapke toothpaste mein namak hai?

Namak ki zaroorat nahi 😉

Talking to someone is always a therapy.

Heyy !!

So the sauce can be of your choice (white or red). I prefer to have that creamy texture so I make both and then mix them.

First, boil your pasta by adding one tbsp of Olive Oil and some salt. Make sure you keep an eye on how it's holding up otherwise it might get soggy and start breaking.

Now to make white sauce:

1) add one tbsp of butter on a hot pan and then add one tbsp of maida and mix them until it is combined well. Now, add milk (one cup) and mix vigorously. Make sure you don't have any lumps. If you have, just try to mix them. The consistency of the sauce should be thick but not too thick. (This can be adjusted by adding more milk).

2) Now add some salt and black pepper and keep the sauce aside once you think it has reached your desired consistency

--> Add Italian Seasoning and Salt as per your taste and at this point your white sauce is ready. Just add some grated cheese and mix your pasta in it if you prefer White sauce pasta.

To make red sauce :

1) Add one tbsp of olive oil on a pan and once it is hot add one tbsp of ginger+garlic paste.

2) wait till it is golden brown add tomato puree (1 1/2 tomatoes are more than enough for two people)

3) Add your veggies ( I prefer spinach, capsicum & corn). Add your Italian seasoning, some black pepper and some salt. Cook them until the oil is separated.

Now, on a low heat mix your white and red sauce. Check for salt and if it's fine just add your boiled pasta to it.

Now start plating, click a picture and upload on Tumblr 🙃

Let me know if you have any more questions :)

Thank you so much , you are so sweet 🥺 ..... I will try soon and let you know ... Thank you once again ✨✨✨✨✨.

“I’ve found that growing up means being honest. About what I want. What I need. What I feel. Who I am.”

— Epiphany

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

How to live ?

On your own terms… Even if you try to be perfect, there will be someone that does not agree. Do not care what others think… to a degree. The people that you loves’ opinions are important and valued. Live inspired, goal-oriented, geared towards self-improvement… there is something to be learned every single day, and from every person that you meet. Live open-minded, and open to hearing different beliefs, opinions, and perspectives even if they do not match your own. Know that everyone in the world is completely, uniquely different— being aware and content with this, makes it easier to live in harmony with others. Live with love, understanding, and non-judgement— life is too short, and will be over before you know it. ❤️

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