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Conclusion of my study that was inspired by @/plusvanity & @/the-old-mayhem : His hair is a fucking enigma, no further notes
I wanted to put it all into one single image to show the fucking range of his damn hair
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Yes I disappeared during January and February, I got completely busy with exams :(
Iâll probably disappear again in the following weeks for the same reason đ«
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MINORS DNI 18+ WORD COUNT: 8.4k SUMMARY: the neighborhood serial killer has a soft spot for you. you didnât realize how really close you were to him. after your best friend confesses his feelings for you, he confesses something else as well. something far more sinister. NOTES: this piece features dark themes in honor of halloween. anakin based on sam monroe from life as a house. both in appearance and personality. (as giffed above). so itâs like a modern, college, no jedi au hehe | my kinktober fic for the month bcos i couldnât participate in the full month đ | i made a playlist & listened to it religiously while i wrote this piece :) i also imagine itâs the halloween partyâs playlist | @6september was kind enough to make a pinterest board for the vibe!! also she proofread/edited this post for me!! <33 im a huge mel fan. WARNINGS: dead dove do not eat | explicit sex | dark themes | serial killer things | f!reader | dom!anakin | breath play (choking + suffocation) | features murder by blunt force trauma so blood (reader is unscathed btw) | touching blood + blood consumption | size difference, impact play: slapping (f + m receiving), tit slapping | unprotected sex | exhibitionism | dirty talk/degradation | no specific ask for consent + slight coercion | features drinking & smoking weed/nic.
âCan you imagine it? I just feel like our town isnât the type to have a serial killer.â
âOh, shut up, Jeremy, itâs not that big of a deal,â you replied. âItâs probably just some crime of passion blown out of proportion.â The plastic of your chip bag crackled when your fingers dug in for more.
Jeremy nudged you, his strong arm jostling you in a way you wouldâve disliked if it wasnât coming from him. âAw, youâre just saying that âcause you have that nasty serial killer obsession,â he teased, grinning down at you from his seat above you on the concrete steps.
âItâs not like that! I just study the thought process because of purely scientific fascination.â You did not appreciate the way you could see Jeremyâs dimples when he smiled at you like that, unable to meet his gaze for longer than a couple seconds. âI major in psychology for a reason,â you muttered sheepishly, aware of how flushed you were getting.
ANAKIN SKYWALKER, whoâd remained quiet as he listened in, nursed his cigarette. When he spoke, the smoke blew from his lips, âYeah, (y/n), Iâd say youâve got a pretty nasty affliction. You donât remember when we watched Scream and you told me you thought Ghostface was hot?â That brooding look shifted in judgement, arching his brow at you.
âDonât say that!â you leaned over to push him, making him snicker at you. It was too early to reveal that to someone like Jeremy.
As you expected, Jeremy reacted with an exclamation, eyeing you accusingly, âOh, you do, do you?â
âDonât you have class to get to, man? Head out,â you shoved your thumb over your shoulder, and he stood from the steps. You couldnât help but notice how cute he looked in his jacket. He was a pretty big guy, broad and muscled. It was easy to deduce he played some football in high school. Tilting your head at him as he adjusted his clothes, both Jeremy and Anakin saw the way you were checking him out.
Jeremy moistened his lips. âIâll see you later then?â
Before you could respond, Anakin chimed in, âYeah, man, donât forget. My place, eleven.â With Anakinâs good natured pat on Jeremyâs backpack, he got him to move on, hopping down the steps.
âYeah, see you guys.â
While Jeremy traveled further out, yet another one of your opportunities to say goodbye was squandered when Anakin added another thing, âDonât forget to dress up~!â he called in a cant, and you recognized it as his way of making fun of you.
âAni,â you scolded through a clenched jaw, âcan you stop?â
Anakin merely frowned, screwing the end of his cig into the concrete, staining it with ash to put it out. âWhy do we hang out with that guy?â He repositioned himself, leaning back onto the concrete with his arms up, and legs spread.
âI think heâs cute, and I like him. Iâm hanging out with him, nobody said you have to.â
Anakin pouted his lips, shrugging minutely, âThese are my steps.â
âYou canât monopolize concrete stairs.â
âI can if I piss on them. Doubt youâd come near them thenââ
âAnakin!â your scold dissolved into laughter.
Youâd known Anakin for years. You were in college together now, but you met when you were children. Living next door most of your life, you spent a lot of time with the kid whose parents were never home. It became an effortless habit to invite him over, where the two of you would spend time together silently, whether it was to work on homework alongside one another or while he messed with his guitar, you listening to music in your earbuds, or movie nights. Your parents took pity on him, and youâd learned firsthand that Anakin wasnât easy to love or get along with for the most part. However, they tried, and in no time heâd warmed up to them with enough family dinners.
Heâd been your closest friend, and he was fiercely loyal. The memories of how reckless heâd been on your behalf were some of your least favorite: the bloody noses heâs gotten, the broken armâone time he split your skateboard over someoneâs back when theyâd pushed you down as young teens. As you grew up alongside one another, you had a front row seat to watch how he altered himself. He dyed his hair, got all those piercings, and wore eyeliner for no other reason than dramatism.
Frightfully intense was another descriptor youâd use. Anakin felt your eyes on him as he drove you home from campus. âSure are staring a lot for someone who canât fight,â he muttered, and your lips curled in amusement at how he read your mind.
âYouâre one to talk,â you replied, inclining in his direction to run your fingers through his hair. âYou gonna keep the black and blue?â
Your nails sent chills down his spine, and he batted your hand away, âQuit touchinâ me. Iâll shave it off if you donât stop grabbing at it like that.â
âI bet youâd still look good,â you said without thinking, turning your attention to your phone in your hand. Anakin lingered on that compliment, and pulled into his driveway.
âAlright, get out,â he ordered, gathering his stuff. The doors of this old, beat-up truck creaked as the two of you exited.
âYouâre not gonna walk me to my door?â you teased, clutching your books to your chest. Rounding the car, he squinted at you.
âDonât be a ninny.â
âYouâre bossy today. Whatâs gotten your panties in a twist?â
Anakinâs large hands found your waist, pushing you in the direction of your house next door. You swallowed, but your mouth was dry, wide eyes staring at him. He didnât seem to notice.
âGet your little ass inside, (y/n).â
âYou stressed âcause of the party? Didnât finish your engineering homework? I can help you, you know!â
â(y/n),â he said warningly, impatience setting in because of your idling. His expression was endearing to you, and you chuckled.
âOkay, okay.â
Since Anakinâs parents were never home, he had free range of the house, and in honor of Halloween, he wanted to trash the place with a party. Neither of you knew a lot of people, but once word got out of a Halloween party, it snowballed. As soon as youâd finished getting ready, you admired yourself in the mirror. Youâd thrown together the costume out of anything you found in your closet, the subtle makeup holding the character together. Twirling, the white dress bore an uncanny resemblance to that one famous picture, not to mention flattered your figure.
â(y/n)!â your friend called you over from the porch, and your heels clicked against the pavement.
âHey! So glad you could make it!â
âOf course! Anything for Anakin,â she responded so carelessly, your countenance flashed a furrowed brow. It dissolved into a smile, shaking your head at your reaction.
âYeah⊠Yeah! Right?â You were surprised at how such a subtle comment caught you off guard, and your friend said nothing else as you entered. What could she want with your Anakin?
Compared to the cold weather outside, the inside was boiling. Bodies were pressed together, dancing to the pounding music. The bass shook the house, strobing lights confusing you. You identified that Anakinâs huge speakers from his studio had been moved from his room down to the living room, and it impressed you that heâd done it himself. It wasnât like Anakin to accept help.
There was beer pong and a circle smoking a joint in the kitchen alongside a punch bowl that was mostly straight up vodka at this point. Since the girl on the porch, you didnât see anybody you recognized. When two fingers poked into your sides, you jumped, startled. You whirled around, âAni, I was looking for youââ you began to say, but cut yourself off at the sight.
A tall figure, dressed in black and a chest holster, long sleeves rolled up to the elbows, gloves, shirt tucked into pants⊠with a Ghostface mask. A fake knife twirling in his hand. Speechless, you stared, âIs thatâŠ?â you were about to ask Anakin if this was really his costume, when he reached up to take the mask off. Jeremyâs face met your gaze.
âItâs me!â He grinned at you, âWhat do you think?â Clearly, he wanted you to know he wore it for you, especially because of what Anakin had mentioned.
A disappointment hung in your chest at the fact he wasnât Anakin. You mustered a weak smile. âWow! You look great,â you responded, trying not to be rude. He did look hot, the outfit fit him great, the mask is a kink of yours, but something felt off. It was missing something. He sheathed the fake knife and took your hand in his free one.
âYou too~â he purred, guiding you to twirl for him when he held your arm over your head. You did so, relaxing into it. âMarilyn Monroe?â
âYes! Great guess.â
He inclined in your direction, âItâs the eye makeup that gave it away.â
âThank you! I tried so hard.â Instinctively, you backed up a step.
It was hard to speak over the din of the room, but you two managed since he insisted on standing close to you.
That lingering unease was impossible to shake, and you questioned if you should be feeling this way about the guy you liked. Here he was, dressed better than you expected he could be, in this character no less, but Anakin occupied your thoughts. Part of you wanted Jeremy to put the mask back on.
âHave you seen Anakin? I canât find him,â
Jeremy let you speak in his ear, and pulled back to shake his head. âNo, I havenât. Letâs look over here,â his hand stayed in yours, leading you through the crowd.
âHold on, Jeremy, this is hard!â you referred to attempting to cut through the crowds. He merely shrugged at you.
âDance through it!â
You had to admit, it was a smooth trick, because instead of looking for Anakin, you were now dancing with Jeremy.
It was packed tightly, and it was the perfect excuse for Jeremy to move in. Since it was fun, you allowed it. Within armâs reach of each other, it quickly turned to pressing up against one another. The music took over, blaring, bleeding into your thoughts as you let it move your body for you, swaying with the beat. Effortlessly, Jeremy had your back to his chest, bunching up your skirt in his hands, guiding your hips to move against him. The act had butterflies erupting in your stomach, how he danced so fluidly betrayed the control he held over it, and it had your mind drifting to how else he could put it to use for you.
Much to your dismay, heâd discarded the Ghostface mask, but itâs not like you saw his face while you were grinding on him.
Anakin, who had been so wrapped up in getting his house ready for the onslaught of guests, didnât have a costume, and didnât care to buy one. It was one less thing on his to-do list. Jogging down his stairs with his guitar in hand, a stranger offered him a hit of a joint which he took, nodding to them in gratitude before continuing his search for you. Youâd texted him you were here a while ago but he was occupied, knowing youâd busy yourself. He laid his guitar down onto the counter by the side door.
The people heâd asked hadnât seen you or didnât know who you were. Anakin wasnât worried, but lit a cigarette anyway. It balanced in between his lips, and a random girl from the smoke circle offered a light, holding it up to him. He flashed her a quizzical look, but leaned in anyway, puffing to ignite the end, and pinching it in his fingers. On the table near her was a discarded Ghostface mask.
His chain rattled against his leg, striding through the crowds, gradually tightening together as he traveled further in. He looked over the bouncing heads, the music surging.
Jeremy was the first face he recognized, and then you, pressed up against him. His eyebrows pinched together, eyeing the two of you, noting how naturally you molded together. Anakinâs jaw clenched.
The instant Jeremyâs lips latched onto your neck, and you tilted your head to grant him the access, Anakin shot his hand up in the air. It was just his luck that Jeremy saw him before you did.
So Jeremy acknowledged him, having not realized what heâd just been caught doing, he muttered to you that heâll be right back. He managed to squeeze through, leaving you to dance alone as he approached Anakin, who towered over everyone.
âHey, whatâs up, man? Lookinâ for (y/n)?â It was an expected question, considering Anakin and Jeremy never interacted outside of you.
Anakin pulled the cig from his mouth. âNo, actually,â he replied over the music, slinging an arm around Jeremyâs shoulders to pull him further away from you. âWas looking for you. Youâre strong, right?â
âI mean,â Jeremy gave himself a once over, âyeah. What do you need?â
âCâmere, man, someone passed out in the bushes, need you to help me carry him inside so I can sober him up.â As Anakin explained, he led Jeremy to the side door. To fill in the silences as they made their way through the sea of people, his curiosity got the better of him, âWhatâre you supposed to be, anyway?â
âOh, uh, Ghostface. Canât tell without the mask,â Jeremy answered with a chuckle in spite of himself, scratching the back of his head. âTotal coincidence you mentioned him earlier.â
Yeah, total coincidence, Anakin thought, taking a drag from his cigarette as the wheels in his head turned. His lips held the cigarette as he grabbed hold of the Ghostface mask from the table as they passed by, stuffing it into his back pocket.
Awkward, Jeremy added, ââCourse, we just have to be quick âcause I wanna get back toââ
âTo grinding on my friend?â Anakin finished for him, staring at him with raised brows while Jeremy sheepishly could not meet his intense gaze. âDonât worry, weâll get you back to the dance floor in no time,â He patted Jeremyâs chest once and detached from him. Eager to get this over with, Jeremy strode in front, heading out the side door.
Anakin lingered, puffing his cig to hear the crackle of paper. He held it in between his lips, and he flexed his hand to pop the joints. Deft fingers enclosed around the neck of his guitar heâd left on the counter, and followed Jeremy out.
âHey, man, I think the guy left on his own,â Jeremy began to say, turning to face Anakin who had raised his electric guitar, and swung.
The body of the instrument shattered against Jeremyâs cheek, the sickening crack of bones sounding as the body slammed against the outside wall of the house, sliding down to streak the wood in red. Anakin, splattered with blood, tossed what was left of his guitar, held together by the wire strings, into the bushes.
No one was sober, and it was a Halloween party. Blood on the wall was not an uncommon decoration, nor was a seemingly dead body crumpled on the ground. Anakin knelt down, replacing the Ghostface mask back over Jeremyâs smashed-in head, the cowl concealing the deed.
Anakin blew smoke from his pursed lips, and put the cigarette out onto the maskâs forehead. He rejoined the party.
Youâd gotten tired of waiting easily, and you escaped the dancing bodies. Not being much of a drinker didnât stop you from making yourself a drink. Since the punch bowl was vodka, you rifled through Anakinâs fridge to grab cranberry juice, pouring it into your red solo cup to make the horrid taste of alcohol go down. Having been left alone, your nerves were getting to you, and you enlisted the help of liquid courage in order to face Jeremy again. Nothing was wrong, but since you were getting closer to him, that pit in your stomach grew at the thought of him asking to take you home. It wouldnât be a stretch since the two of you danced so closely together, and it wouldâve been in character from your experience with men. It wasnât like you hadn't considered going home with Jeremy, you liked him, but you hoped he wouldnât askâyou needed more time to get to know him.
Your brain had run away with you, guzzling down the drink to calm yourself. When a hand is wrapped around your waist to get your attention. Startled for a second time tonight, you assumed it was your dance partner, âJeremyâ!â Your hand braced yourself on his chest and came eye to chest with Anakin.
âJohn F. Kennedy,â he corrected like it was obvious. âI just had to keep my head on.â
Relieved to see your friend, you instantly relaxed, your expression softening to break into a grin. âSo you justâŠâ you gestured to him, his normal clothes splattered with red, âcovered yourself in fake blood, Mr. President?â
Anakin shrugged, dragging you from the kitchen by your waist. âI wanted to match with you, Marilyn.â
âHow so?â
âThey boned.â
âJohn and Marilyn did not have an affair!â you replied incredulously, allowing him to lead you, not registering it when his large fingers splayed around the rim of the solo cup, plucking it from your hands to set it on the table that you passed by.
âOh, câmon,â he goaded, shaking his head with a frown. Heightening his voice to pitch light and airy, he sang the famous song, âHappy birthday~ Mr. President~â It made you giggle and hit his chest.
âShut up!â
Anakin continued his trek, and you were grateful he kept his arm around you as the front door came into view. âCome on, I wanna go to your house for a second. Itâs too much in here.â
âI shouldnât leave,â you looked over his shoulder, finally remembering Jeremy whoâd said heâd be back. An additional wave of anxiety washed over you, and you decided a break would be best. âYeah, okay.â
Your hesitance followed by compliance was noted by your best friend, and when the two of you reached the porch, you were somewhat disappointed to not see your friend from earlier. An intrusive thought popped into your head that you wished she couldâve seen you and Anakin leaving together. The music leaked from his house, some remix of Katy Perryâs E.T.
âDid you make a playlist for this?â
âYeah.â
âI showed you this song.â
âYou want me to interrupt the music to tell everybody which songs you showed me?â
âItâd be nice to be credited.â
He scoffed. âItâs freezing out here, letâs just get inside.â
The alcohol kept you warm, however you hadnât had enough to be too buzzed. âIs there a reason youâre avoiding your own Halloween party?â
Anakin had settled into your bed, tossing a ball up to catch it repeatedly. âIt was too loud.â
You took this opportunity to fix your makeup in the mirror. âWhere were you? When I got there I couldnât find you.â
âSeemed like you found a way to occupy yourself.â
At the mention, you realized Jeremy must be looking for you. Youâd only been here for a few minutes, but it was rude to keep him waiting. âHey, we should get back soon.â Anakinâs expression shifted to something indecipherable, flashing furrowed brows when he cleared his throat. The makeup brush in your hand made a sound when you dropped your arm, frustrated with him. âLook, you donât have to like him, I like him, andââ
âWhere are your parents at?â Anakin interrupted you, and you lost your train of thought.
âOh, theyâre out tonight. Business trip somewhere on the east coast and gone for the weekend. I didnât tell you?â The emotion that had coursed through you dissolved, and you went back to powdering subtle blush onto your cheeks. He tossed the ball up one last time, letting it fall and roll from his chest and he brought his fingers up to chew the sides of them. A single glance at him told you he was nervous about something. âWhatâs up, Ani? You wanna tell me whatâs been getting you so worked up lately?â you spoke through your parted lips, focusing on re-applying your eyeliner.
He sighed hard through his nose. âNothing, Iâm justâŠâ His hands came to grip his hair, tugging on it. Itâs always been hard for Anakin to express himself verbally, and to make it easier you came over, kneeling at your bedside.
âWhat?â you encouraged, taking his hand in yours.
It was a quiet moment as he inhaled deeply, meeting your soft gaze.
He leaned inâyou didnât pull awayâuntil his lips were on yours. It was tentative, and you felt his warm breath fan over you as you kissed him back, as if it was the easiest thing in the world. His palm cupped your cheek, tilting his head and intensifying the kiss.
It felt so good. So right. Your hand tangled in his black hair at the nape of his neck, and when his lips parted in surprise, on instinct your tongue invited itself in. It unlocked something within him because his tongue met yours with fervor, and his thick arm wrapped around your waist. Unable to get the contact he wanted, he pulled apart from you, cutting the string of saliva connecting you two. You panted as he ripped off his flannel, setting his boots down onto the ground to lean over and go for you again. Finally realizing what had just occurred, your hand shot out, halting him by his chest. Without heeding your warning, his hands handled your waist, pulling you to your feet as he stood. The action had you fluttering, but this was wrong.
âWait, wait, Ani, waitââ
âSee thatâs the thing, I donât want to wait anymore.â Since you would not give him your mouth, his lips latched onto your neck, rewriting whatever Jeremy had left there, sending tingles throughout your body. Weakly, you pressed your palm against him.
âListen, Anakin, this isnât right. I should get back because Jeremyâs waiting for me.â
That caught his attention, and he recoiled, hands squeezing your upper arms. âYou wanna know what Jeremyâs doing right now? You wanna know?â he asked, anger shining through in his voice at being rejected, his firm grasp remaining on one of your arms to yank you along with him out of your room. Your bewildered countenance stained your face as he brought you to another window, showing you the side of his house. âLook out.â It didnât make sense to you, his behavior. You faced him, attempting to put a calming hand on him but instead he jerked you in the direction of the window, jamming his finger against the glass. âLook. Now.â
Unappreciative of the way he treated you, you did as he requested to get this over with. At first, you saw nothing, âI donât see anythingâŠâ until a body on the ground came into focus from behind some foliage, a Ghostface mask, and a sense of worry overtook you. âOh, my God, heâs passed out,â you exhaled, moving to leave the house, âI have to go help him.â
Anakin stepped in front of you.
Your frown hardened, âWhat?â
âI canât let you do that, (y/n).â
âYouâre being weird, he could be hurt. I need to go see him. ThereâsâŠâ You pivoted your head, hair falling over your shoulder from the motion, and once your gaze settled onto the streak of red on the wall, panic replaced worry. âBlood on the wall⊠Anakin! Thereâs blood on the wall!â You turned to him, pushing at his shoulders when your fingers came into contact with something cold and wet.
Your friend was silent.
You pulled your hands from him, examining the blood on your trembling hands.
Stomach dropping, you stepped back from him. Your head spinning so fast you dizzied, you braced yourself on the window behind you. He knew and he didnât tell you that Jeremy was hurt. Was he the one that did that to Jeremy? He couldnât have. Could he? Heâd always been protective. Did he knock him out? What reason could he have?
It was not the fact it was plausible that scared you. What scared you was the fact there was blood on your hands from touching him.
It was not fake.
It had to be Jeremyâs.
You could be next for knowing.
He didnât take his eyes off of you, and you crept against the wall slowly, staying as far away from him as possible.
â(y/n),â he said warningly, trained on the route you could be taking.
âI need to go.â You watched his tongue poke out to moisten his lips, and you went for the exit.
â(y/n)!â His arms wrapped around your torso, lifting you from the floor as you thrashed in his grip.
âLet me go! Let me go!â
âLet me explain!â
âNo!â Your body was moving for you out of fear, and when he set you down you tried to elbow him. Anakin was much larger than you, and much stronger. He maneuvered you to face him, and allowed you to bang your hands against his chest. âYouâ! I canât believe you!â
âI know, I know, just stop. Stop!â
âNo!â Your heel came down hard on the top of his foot, and he cried out, grabbing hold of it while you fled. Unfortunately more athletically inclined, Anakin swooped in, cutting your path off to the stairs. You screamed, passing him before he could clutch you.
â(y/n)! Come here!â His heavy steps thundered after you as you dove for your room, whirling around to slam the door when his hand shot out to catch it before it closed. You shoved as hard as you could but he kept it open, wedging it open. âDonât run away from me, sweetheart, you know how much I like it.â
You knit your eyebrows together, incredulously questioning, âYouâre joking at a time like this?â Taking advantage of your guard down, he grabbed your wrist, and like a little doll, he tugged you over to lock the other one in his harsh hold. âHey!â
âI canât let you leave,â Anakin told you, a solemn lilt to his voice and your first thought was how he was going to hurt you too.
Somehow, you still believed he wouldnât be capable of that.
âAni, Ani, please,â you pleaded. âBefore you do anything or say anything, please hear me when I say I love you, I love you and I mean it, and I can help you, please just donâtââ
âI know, I know,â Anakin rolled his eyes as he backed you up, your knees hitting the side of your bed, tripping over it and he pinned you there. A much more sinister assumption replaced your old one. Your wide eyes stared up at him as he straddled you and locked your hands over your head. âGod, (y/n), do you have any idea how fucking sexy it is when you beg like that?â
Your mouth fell open at how he spoke to you, âWhat are you talking about?â
âFuck, baby,â he leaned down, lips connecting to your jaw and you jerked away. It only gave him more access to your neck, peppering kisses along the column.
âStop, stop, Anakin, donât do this.â
âWould you rather I keep chasing you?â he reproached and that familiar heat pooled in between your legs. It was like your body recognized this as some sort of sexual act, whereas your brain was in a frenzy at the unsafety.
âDid you hurt Jeremy? You can tell me,â you told him, lips quivering as you fought tears. You couldnât cry right now. Not in front of him.
âAw, I got blood all over your pretty dress,â he cooed, eyeing you up generously. One of the sleeves had fallen off your shoulders. âYou know a white dress like this makes you look like a little virgin,â he mused, a crooked grin adorning his lips.
âI know you defend me. Did Jeremy do something? Tell me, Anakin!â
âJeremy didnât do a damn thing,â he told you, meeting your gaze as you were silenced. âExcept think he could put his hands on you.â
âYouâreâ!â you wiggled underneath him, attempting to worm your way out of his hold, ââ crazy!â He dodged your head from butting him, and you managed to roll the two of you to the side and off your bed. Landing on top of him, knocking the wind from him, you scrambled up. Somehow, you were able to slip your hands from his frantic latchings and beelined for the stairs. You skipped some, and landing funny on the floor, you regained your footing as he called after you. He wasnât far behind, and you werenât going to get to the front door in time. You opted to hide. In a dark room, you slid behind a door, and your heavy breathing would give you away if you didnât calm it.
His voice raised to ensure youâd hear him. âYou donât feel safe, angel? Not even with me?â he grinned sinisterly as he searched his surroundings.
You prayed.
Squeezing your eyes shut, you forced yourself to draw in a slow deep inhale.
Heavy boots echoed.
âGot to admit, this is turning me on a little bit,â he mused, that familiar playful tone controlling you like always, gasping to speak before you realized you were giving away your position. Frozen in place, you couldnât bring your feet to move. Silence from him indicated he hadnât heard you, and you thanked your lucky stars.
Anakinâs head snapped in your direction at the noise of your breath, and picked up a stray item from the kitchen table. Heâd pinpointed you were somewhere in corridor that connected rooms, and he pressed himself against the wall by that doorway. Glancing inside, he tossed the item across and hid.
The sound told you heâd passed by the open door you were concealed behind. Gently, you removed your heels, your feet against the tile as quiet as a field mouse as you crept around to see he wasnât in the room where the noise was made. You dashed for the front door, and when you passed the doorway, a large hand clapped around your mouth, muffling your scream as he locked you in his embrace.
âHey, shh, shh,â he soothed, slamming your back against the wall with his palm at your upper chest and shoulder. Fighting for oxygen, you clawed at his fingers. âListen to me, baby, listen,â Anakin could see how dilated your pupils were in your wide eyes, pleading to him to release you as you futilely fought against him for air. The way he stalked you, caught you, and stared at you like you were his prey had your heart beating so fast you could pass out. The notion distracted you from doing anything effective against him. âIâm not going to hurt you, (y/n), and Iâll let go if you promise to behave.â
Lashes fluttered as you neared your end, vision blurring, driving you to nod furiously at him. You were released and you fell against him, his towering frame supporting you as you gasped for air. As you recovered, Anakin tongued the inside of his cheek, pinching your jaw to force you to look at him. Lazily, you allowed him, lightheaded. âNow that Iâve got your attention, pretty girl, I need you to hear this. Did you mean it back there? When you said you loved me?â
He clenched his teeth, and you lingered on his lips, reminiscing on the kiss youâd shared with him and the influence it had over you. It was no secret you were attracted to him, you loved him as a friend, and you got jealous when the girl on the porch talked about him.
Impatience got the better of him, and he jostled you to wake you from your trance, âAnswer me, princess.â
The way he was speaking to you, the thrill of the chase youâd just enduredâit had the hairs at the back of your neck standing as a chill ran up your spine. âMhm,â you nodded at him.
âYou liked kissing me.â It was a statement.
You nodded anyway.
âYou kissed me back.â
You couldnât tear your eyes away from him, shame setting in at the truth he made you face.
âWhat else did you want to do?â
Why were there tears pricking the corner of your eyes?
âNone of that, (y/n), Iâd like the waterworks later.â
âI wanted to keep kissing you,â you replied reluctantly, knowing heâd sense it if you lied.
âYeah, I know,â he slumped in place, rolling his eyes. When he straightened, his hands slammed at the sides of your head, startling you. âI donât always like it when you play hard-to-get,â he warned.
Opening your mouth to ask what he meant by that, you listened to your better judgement. âI wanted you to touch me.â
This pleased him, perking up with interest. âWhere?â
Apprehension claimed you, eyebrows knitted together in worry. âI donât know,â you told him with a hint of incredulousness, afraid of the point he was traveling towards.
âYou wanted me to touch your pussy, right?â
His harsh words and lack of romance made you flinch, but hearing him say it at all sent heat pooling in between your legs.
âSay it, (y/n), and I might just give it to you.â
âI donât want it!â
He grabbed hold of your upper arms, circling you around him, and you arched away. âYouâre lying.â You were never good at lying to Anakin.
Shying away, you cried, âFine! Yes! I wanted you to touch me like that!â You squeezed your eyes shut as your words grew bolder, âI wanted your hands on me, Anakin, I always have. I like it when you touch my waist,â you looked at him, âand I liked it the one time you smacked my ass even though I threatened you afterwards!â The backs of your hands swept his off your arms. âAnd I liked your tongue in my mouth,â you stepped to him, backing him up, âand Iâve touched myself imagining it was your hands and your mouth and your dick getting me off!â
That was all Anakin needed to hear because with lust-blown eyes he clutched onto you, drawing you back to his lips, reconnecting to finish what you two started earlier. You accepted it, accepted him, fisting his shirt to press him nearer. He backed you against the kitchen table, parting your lips with his to explore your mouth with his tongue again. This kiss was different. It was hard, demanding, and unapologetic. His writhing tongue inside of you was desperate, and you matched his enthusiasm. When you sucked on it, he slowed out of curiosity, and you bobbed your head as if you were giving him oral. The moan that emitted from him shot straight down to your cunt. His hand came to tangle in your hair, tugging you off him with a sting of your scalp.
âItâs hot when you fight back, you know. I wouldnât mind a little challenge.â A breathless chuckle escaped him as he spoke, and you hit his chest at the suggestion. âGo on,â panting, he stepped back, gesturing to the stairs. âBe a good girl and run along now.â When you stared him down in disbelief, he spun you to face the steps, smacking your ass to get his sincerity across.
You jumped on the opportunity, dashing for the stairs. You were not granted a head start when he came barreling after you, a hairâs width away from you up the steps. Squealing in excitement from the thrill he put in your belly, he laughed at you, chasing you up, âItâs so hot when you run from me.â Inexplicably, it worsened the desire for him, facing him when you reached your bedroom doorway. Anakin didnât slow, practically running into you and scooping you up. Your back hit the wall, and his hands bunched up in the skirt of your dress, riding it up as he settled it around your waist. When you gasped, he dove in, swallowing your surprised sounds as he lapped at your open mouth.
You cupped the nape of his neck, fingers tangling in the soft hair there and tugging when his tongue slid against yours in a way you liked. He moaned for you, senses heightened from the excitement. Breaking the kiss, he stooped to be eye level, his fingers rifling underneath your skirt, and ignoring your squirm, he asked, âYou think I didnât notice you whoring yourself out to everyone but me?â He bit his plump bottom lip as he wrapped his digits in the strings of your panties. On instinct your mouth fell open, scrambling to grab at his arms. âHuh?â He wanted you to answer, goading you, âYou wore these for someone else, right?â he provoked, tugging until you heard the thin strap snap apart. It made him scoff. âYeah, I know you did. You wanted precious little Jeremy to get in your pants tonight, isnât that right?â he mocked the name, and he got on his knees in front of you, hiking up your dress around your waist again. âIâll get you ready for him,â he told you as your hands braced on his shoulders. There was an undertone in his voice that conveyed something more sinister. You didnât have time to contemplate it when his mouth latched onto the folds of your pussy. Warm spit coated your insides that he greedily pet with his desperate tongue.
In your experience, it wasnât often that a man just dove in headfirst, but youâd had plenty of anticipation that built a need up within you. Anakin was quick to comment on it after he moaned into you and vibrated you with his voice, âFuck, baby, fuck. Already so wet for me, huh? I canât believe what a freak you are.â
You keened in response, desperately grasping onto the windowsill next to you for purchase as he made your legs shake, the tip of his nose poking into your clit as he devoured you. There was no doubt in your mind you were a freak, getting turned on by the chase, and now the predator was on his knees for you. The eye contact he made over your mound drove you crazy, your hand now finding a place at the back of his head, stroking through his hair to grip it which earned you his hum of approval. As if to shut him up, you pressed him further into you. A flash of mischief in his eyes told you he was into your actions.
He flattened his tongue, drawing from the bottom to the top, wiggling it against your clit and you trembled. Youâve never had your pussy eaten out like this before, and it made you wonder where he picked this up⊠How long had he been waiting to do this to you?
Anakin noted how your gaze grew hazy, his large handâpanties hanging from the webbingâcame to grip your chin to warn you, and patted your cheek hard. âPay attention to me, princess,â he spoke against you, sucking hard on your sensitive bud. The motion had your face stinging slightly, but it was the shock of it that widened your eyes. âDonât look so surprised,â your gaze trailed from his fingers to the panties that hung from them. âI want everything from you.â
Your face twisted in pleasure as he returned to eating you out like his life depended on it. The way his tongue swirled and jabbed inside of you had your back arching and the coil in your belly wound tight. Both hands came to your thighs, gripping hard to indent the porcelain flesh, sensing your proximity to your release. Your fist in his hair clenched, and he stuck his tongue as far as he could inside, nuzzling your bud with his nose again. âIâm-Iâm going to⊠if you keepââ Your sentences couldnât form, and you cried out in frustration when he pulled away from you completely, your slick shining on his face.
âOh, no, youâre not,â he replied so derisively, straightening up, ripping your chances of an orgasm away from you. âFirst time Iâm gonna make you cum, Iâm gonna make you cum on my cock. Iâve waited too damn long for this,â His strong hands slid up to squeeze your hips, and he pressed your wet heat against his erection in his jeans, the denim dampening with your secretion. It was easier to grind into you that way. âYou were so scared earlier, what happened?â
The reminder had your hands bunching up in his shirt, weakly pushing at him. He pressed on. âCâmon, baby, feel it. Feel what youâve done to me. Such a tease, making me chase after you like that.â You pivoted your head away, gasping when the ache inside you dulled with a splendid swipe of your clit against his hard cock.
Youâd seen Anakin naked before, but youâd never seen him hard. The thought had you wiggling your hips against him, anxious to egg him on.
âThatâs my girl,â he praised. âIâm desperate to hear that pretty voice of yours. Tell me what you want. You want my cock?â
You, desperate for anything, nodded your head. Again, he forced you to look at him, another firm pat on your cheek. âAnswer me, brat.â
âYes!â
âYes, what?â
âWhat? Am I supposed to say âpleaseâ?â
His rut slowed, snatching up your wrists to direct your hands to his jeans. âGo on.â
Obediently, despite glaring at him, you undid his button and zipper. You were angry at him for prolonging your release, for causing you such distress, and for refusing to fix it for you until you begged for it. You tugged down his pants and boxers until just his member was free. Seeing it in itâs erected glory had a pain shoot through you from the mere anticipation of it burying inside of you, your eyes widened at the sight, a demand emitting from you, âJust fuck me already!â Youâd barely finished speaking before he ripped the front of your dress down, freeing your tits. He spun you to the side, pressing your bare chest against the cold of the window. âWhat are youâ?â The temperature perked your nipples up painfully, and when he slid his cock inside, your head bumped against the glass.
At first heâd rocked about half of himself in, gradually adding more until he bottomed out, and your eyes rolled into the back of your head. âYouâre so big, Ani,â you purred, hot breath fogging up the window.
âI know. A shame you didnât hop on my dick sooner, yeah?â
The cockiness had you breathlessly scoffing, but when his pace increased, things were suddenly not so funny anymore. Your mind was bursting with things more important than the fact you were against a window where anyone could see you if they simply looked up. You could still hear the music from Anakinâs house, the multicolored lights pouring through and staining the pavement. You were called back to the present by the way your pussy slurped him up. âFuck, Anakin!â
âYeah, thatâs it, baby. I like my name on your lips,â he purred, snapping his hips against your ass. His shirt got in the way so he picked up the hem to tuck in between his teeth, watching how his member was swallowed up by your greedy cunt.
Cock drunk, you couldnât stay up, leaning into the window until what was left of your red lipstick stained the glass. A familiar face exited the house from the porch, and you recognized it to be your friend that had made you realize your jealousy earlier. At the risk someone would see you like this, you reached back weakly. âAni! Ani, wait, someone could see!â
He merely continued, railing into you harder. You cried out, enraptured with how he filled you completely. As if she could hear you, the girl looked up and locked eyes with your lust blown gaze. She was suspended in disbelief, seeing Anakin fucking into you. Anakin, who took notice of this, merely grinned biting his t-shirt, and waved flirtatiously at her. The interaction had your wet heat dripping. He spat out the fabric, and clapped a hand over your throat to bring you away from the window, redirecting you. He pulled out to spin you, pinning your back to your bed and picking up your legs to hover as he re-entered you. The new position made your eyes roll into the back of your head, his hand coming to wrap around your neck again. âDid you like that? Huh? Could feel you clenching down on me like a vice.â
You whined, begging for a release.
âIâm so into you, (y/n), Iâve always been into you. Youâre so fucking hot,â His fingers dug into your hip painfully, watching your tits bounce with his thrusts. You lazily reached out to him, running your claws down his abdomen taught with his movements. âIâve gotta tell you another secret.â
He was taking advantage of how silent you were, unable to form words like a dumb whore speared on his cock. âYou were right, they were crimes of passion. All of them.â You furrowed your brows at him quizzically, mouth having fallen open to emit any sinful sounds he dragged from you with the scrape of his dick petting your insides. âEvery single one. Passion. Passion for you.â
âWhat are you talking about, Ani?â Finally youâd sobered up enough to say something.
âI took Jeremy out back, and I bashed his fucking head in.â An evil glint flashed in Anakinâs eyes, thrill shooting through him as you stuttered. âYouâve got shit taste in friends, you know that?â Did he mean in Jeremy or in him?
He killed him. Had he really just admitted that to you?
âIf this is,â Anakin adjusted his hips, the new angle causing your voice to crack, âis one of your jokes⊠Anakin⊠itâs not funny.â
âNo joke, sweet girl, itâs me.â Iâm the killer, the unsaid words hung in the air for a moment before you threw your head back, unable to respond appropriately when he increased his pace, fucking you like a little toy after heâd just confessed his darkest secret.
âAnakin!â you cried out, and he kept you pinned down by your throat, squeezing while his other covered your mouth again so he could speak.
âI never did like Jeremy, Iâm surprised you didnât see it coming. How Iâve been protecting you.â Wide eyes met gaze over his hand, your body was not one with your mind because it still reacted to Anakin positively, your orgasm building and nearing. âDonât tell me you donât like it. I do it for you, you know.â
Your fingers clutched onto the sheets, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes again from the overwhelming emotions. You shouldnât like this, but you do.
âI can feel how wet you are for me. So fucking filthy, I canât believe youâre into this. I was right about you being a little whore.â
Futilely, you moaned against his hand, so his fingers brushed over your lips, dipping into your mouth. Obediently, you sucked on them, swirling your tongue around them to taste something metallic. His hazy gaze on you told you heâd had blood on his hands, and youâd done something to him by cleaning them off for him. âHowâs he taste, baby?â he cooed. Once he was satisfied you wouldnât talk back, he removed them for you, running down your chest to squeeze at your breast, smacking it. It moved downwards until it reached in between you two, rubbing circles into your clit. âLeading me on the way you did. Touching me, letting me touch you. All those late night conversations about kinks and who or what you were into. You had to know I watched you change. Why else would you change in front of your stupid bedroom window?â
At the mention, your hand grew a mind of its own, coming up to slap him across the face for spyingâas if that was the worst thing heâs done. âYouâre so gross!â He moistened his lips, coming to look back at you with a newfound vigor.
âFeistyâŠâ he groaned, rolling into you to hit that spongy spot inside of you with his tip.
You writhed, jerking your head to the side to squeeze your eyes shut.
âYouâre close, huh? I can feel you fluttering. You feel better than I ever imagined,â he breathed, groaning low in his throat after he let himself really cherish you. âThese hands have done unspeakable things. Strangled the life out of people, and here you are, letting them wrap around you so trustingly.â His finger came from your neck to your jaw, guiding you to look at him. âYou trust me, right? Baby?â
âJust let me come, please, Ani, please just let me cumâŠâ
You felt it in your legs first, how they trembled when your high crashed through you. It traveled throughout your whole body, seeing stars as you thrashed involuntarily, clenching down on him hard without warning. It felt so damn good, Anakin fucked you through it, tipping over the edge himself and spilling inside of you while you were panting underneath him. You threw your arm over your eyes, lip quivering from the overstimulation. He leaned over, chest to chest as he rocked into you lazily, his finish oozing from your entrance.
His face buried into your neck, hands caressing your body, massaging you as the last remnants of your orgasm passed through you. Pleasant tingles calmed you as his kisses pressed against your jawline and temple. âYou wanna go again?â
âGo again?â you parroted.
He stayed sheathed inside you, the feeling bringing you both comfort, humming in confirmation to your question.
âWe need to talk.â
Lil practice w Pelle
His hair is looking like pure chaos sorry
Happy Birthday đđ„
He would have been 56 if he was still alive so I drew this in memory of him. I incorporated his drawing with the iconic "I â€ïž Transylvania" line on it. I'm praying the quality doesn't get ruined like on other apps since it's resolution is high. Again rest in peace to this black metal legend we still miss him, also he would have hated digital art
also to keep my yapping short yes you are free to use this drawing as a pfp, tumblr background (or any other social media) you can also use it as a wallpaper just make sure to credit me (except for the wallpaper one)
E U R O N Y M O U S
My quick chaotic sketch. FANFACT: I didn't like Ăystein Aarseth from the word at all. But every day I unconsciously thought about him, I don't know why...
Hi there, I forgot to introduce myself
⊠The nameâs Morgan, Iâm a French female artist & metalhead.
Iâm actually kinda introverted, but feel free to send ask/messages!
Iâll mostly post my art or others work here.
More infos abt me below the cut
You can use these tags :
#my art - to see my finished works
#doodles - low efforts prods
#others art - self explanatory
#fanfics - not mine
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âč Curent fav bands :
Mayhem, Alcest, Slipknot, Iron Maiden, Cannibal Corpse, KĂ«kht ArĂ€kh, Lorna Shore, Avatar, Ghost, Dimmu Borgir, Falling in ReverseâŠ
âč Facts :
I study graphic design and art
Have a huge collection of metal bands shirts
Grandma back ache
5â1
Love horror games but too scared to play them
My bed is my best friend
Long haired metalheads are my big soft spot
Goofy dark humor
Love Films/video games OSTs
âč coming soonâŠ? any ideas ?
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