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Yessssssssssssssd please

It's strange, I have such a deep desire for someone to view me romantically yet I have no desire to love someone romantically myself. I want to be loved like a matriarch. Loved by a man who worships her despite her wildness. Yet, I would hate to love like that. I could never love him as he loved me. After a time, I feel I would become uneasy with the attention I would receive. It's an amatonormative and heteronormative ideal. I desire the compassion and motherhood that I've seen matriarchs hold. I desire the headstrong opinions of those women. I want to be the matriarch. But I can't love a partner like that. I've never been able to. I desire a friend to climb through bear country with, bells at our waists. I desire a friend to watch the sunset with. But I fear I will never be a matriarch in that world. I must forge the path between the two, the path strewn with leaves and broken glass. I will be relentless, compassionate, and headstrong until the day I die.

Slay I put like 4 random numbers and had to check what I asked lol

4, 35, 92, 57

4 my dead name? fuck nooooooooooo, its feminine and also i just hate it in general.

Noah, though. its easy, genderneutral and just cool :3.

35 mal bertha ehheeh (wait lemme put a picture)

(shes from descendant and like, god, you gotta love her aestethic (and shes sweet and will do anything for her friends))

57 no. i dont even use them we always take our own

92 well i've gotten sleepdrunk and i have this thing where i get like drunkish/high on cola, lol

Nuh huh you are awesome and if you do that then you could seriously hurt yourself I know you’ve never actually met me but I care you are a wonderful person and deserve the world

What if I just made one more wound?

A really big one, right across my chest

Just one?

Deep enough for it to bleed heavy

So it can stain my shirt with blood

Carved in a way my bra can cover it up

Who will care anyway?

Craig is the voices in my head (he’s easier to deal with now he has a name and pronouns cause I can just say Craig shut the fuck up no one likes you and it gives me a laugh)

You must now list five things that make you happy, as well as send an ask into the inbox of the last ten people who reblogged from you, asking them to do the same!!!

I choose to ignore this as I’ve been up since 4

Any one just wanna randomly start a cult

I second that opinion

I’ve decided I just only look hot in these shirts lmao

(Basically just a photo dump lmao)

(someone tell me why i pose the same every single time lol)

Forgets to peel my lemon *nom* I want friends

So.. *bites into whole green pepper* what brings you to my blog?

I brushed my teeth today are you proud

Gimme

post redo:

GUESS WHAT I HAVE???

a huge di-

jk it’s a blahaj

thxie ma ( @narniasclosetvoltron )