[ Broken Grim Reaper ]

Ch215, Modri as an s2 parallel or similar

If Modri's memories are modified, or if he's been brainwashed, then it could be like how Claude made Jim/Alois believe that Sebastian was the one who burned down his village and killed his little brother (when it was really Hannah). Perhaps Modri has been given false memories to believe Sebastian is the same demon he'd had some past encounter with.

It's also possible he's been led to believe that he and Sebastian had a past encounter, but that he doesn't even know Sebastian is an actual demon. He could be using the word figuratively, not literally, like he's just name-calling. And our earl and Sebastian are taking it literally, since they have no reason to think otherwise.

Back to the literal use of "demon", it just occurred to me that there's one reaper we know of who would have access to the cinematic records of former demon contractors: Othello. But since Othello doesn't seem to be a double agent (that we can tell, so far), I don't see how Undertaker would get such snippets/episodes from Othello or the forensic lab. Does Undertaker have his own access to the cinematic records of at least one person who has had an encounter with a demon, or would these memories have to be completely fabricated? 🤔

We also don't know if the infusion he's getting is blood, saline, medicine he needs... or drugs that force him to behave this way.

And then there's the "smoking room". I'll post about that soon....

Elizabeth Midford, and her mourning.

LONG POST!! Spoilers ahead!!

The amount of grief that is shown within Elizabeth truly makes my heart ache. Such a small girl mourning not only her own identity that was forged for a boy, but for the boy that she once loved and who she thought she knew. 

Seeing her grief, her turmoil, how she sees being a woman, her perception of physical strength, is absolutely depressing. Her grief, her perspective is portrayed in such a mournful way that it is absolutely important to her character entirely. 

She is full of grief and mourning. But still, the biggest question I hold for her character is, does she hold any individuality of herself. It feels to me that she is mourning all the things she's left behind at times. To me she is a character mourning her own identity.

(I'd like to apologise for how I set up images, I haven't done this before.) When we take a good look at the scenes of Elizabeth receiving shoes from her father, when hearing about a height change she abruptly abandons her excitement to adapt to something more suited for what she desires for being Ciel's wife.

It is no matter what she desires; she’ll turn her desires to something else to suit somebody she holds to her heart, expecting nothing in return. 

It really is a sad type of love. No matter what happens, what changes, what develops, the news, she’ll always lack one thing. A true identity. Her identity is tailored to suit another, which will always cause mourning. 

What she sees as ‘cute’ will always need to be tailored to suit the type of wife she must become!! She must develop in a way to suit Ciel!! This sort of development for such a young girl, for such a mournful girl, will always cause a lack of true identity. 

Her talents at fencing much like her mother are put away in a bottle of sorts, only to be drunk to protect her beloved. Her entire life is tailored to suit what her main goal seems to be. To be a bride that will protect her groom. 

This causes obvious issues, these issues mainly arise when we see the conflict between R!Ciel and O!Ciel meeting once again due to Undertakers excellent puppeteering. No matter what Elizabeth faces her entire world is destroyed when coming to the fact that the man she loved was being impersonated by his younger brother. 

We can see this not only in her dialogue, but her facial expressions. I will show both!!

Ah, Yana does such a beautiful job at portraying such somber emotions. Elizabeth mourns everything she's abandoned, herself, her love, her ignorance, the truth, the lies she mourns it all. She wears her grief on her sleeve.

"Now R!Ciel can be with Lizzy and O!Ciel can be with Sullivan!!"

Over my dead body.

Over my absolutely COLD. DEAD. NOT EVEN REVIVABLE BY UNRERTAKER HIMSELF. BODY.

y'all were right, it was psychosis Dave all along

ok ok so there were some differences in the anime's version of Lizzy's flashback i found interesting:

Like look at what this scene implies here. That Lizzy was grieving so much that she was stuck to the graves constantly until Ciel came back, like lifting off a curse. And she was still wearing black, which yes she should've been. I think it was odd that she didn't in the manga, but it was likely because she was told her fiance was back, so her mourning garbs weren't necessary.

Also I like how Ciel has to lean up to Lizzy here, showing her maturity/size is something he has to measure up to, so she makes sure to shorten that distance as much as possible.

Last detail, it's cute how instead of Ciel checking on Lizzy falling behind, he points out a dress she might like. Definitely shows how she associates her sacrifice with being rewarded with his affection.

Ekuoto shitpost season part ?/? Idk

Mather's two stars ⭐⭐

[ the day Frances was born ]

happy birthday to our girl, Francis🎉

this art also the same with a poll [ the day Frances was born ] but I see if today is her birthday, so I thought I'd post it today.

I was today years old when I realized the reason why ciel is only wearing one shoe while lizzy wears two is because the twin is wearing the other one 🥺🥺

That's the first thing I thought of when I saw chapter 215 - Young master, forgive me, I'm going to write a rap about my difficult demonic life…