Did Something Dumb With My Food And Nearly Dropped My Sandwich. Then Proceeded To Call Myself Crazy In

My roommate doesn’t want to keep our friendship up right now. They said that we each need our own space to work things out.

I am currently at the worst spot I have ever been mentally, to the point where I’ve been hospitalized, and he is just up and leaving.

I’ve texted them fun things, things I’m thinking, just to have some reason to talk to him but he doesn’t respond to more than half of the things I send. And when I told him that I was hurting and feeling ignored because of him not responding, they told me to think about myself right now and to work on getting better myself before pushing me off to go tell my family and get support from them instead.

I don’t want to talk to my family or tell them that I’m here. That seems like the worst thing I could possibly do right now.

Like usually I just get fucking hysterical and stupid and emotional and say dumb shit. I told them I wouldn’t tell my family cause I’m just a fucking failure. He gave me a better option to tell them I have been battling clinical depression to the point that I’ve been hospitalized. I just said no.

He turned on me and told me that he’d need my mom’s and sister’s phone number since he’s my emergency contact. And because I’m an idiot I told him to fuck off.

40 minutes later he sent me a long message saying that I do not get to speak to them like that and that he will be finding a way to contact my sister no matter what. He won’t be contacting my mom. They left of saying that we need some space from each other for both of our sakes.

I hate myself.

stonefuh :3

what is he thinking about

da da da~

OH MY GOD

Never kill yourself.

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This is gorgeous!

Definitely my new phone background <3

my fashionably late take on the darkstalker graphic novel cover redraw trend

also, just finished that darkstalker server i mentioned~

here's the invite:

WoF: Darkness

This server takes place in an AU where Darkstalker never ate the strawberry - instead, Darkstalker succeeds in taking over the continent, imprisoning those who would choose to oppose him and waging war against the tribes who would not submit to his rule. Not everything goes smoothly for him though - with skyfire and the copies of Qibli’s enchanted earring, dragons have tools against Darkstalker’s tyranny, and a rebellion is stirring beneath his feet.

In this server, we offer:

- An LGBTQ+ friendly community

- Two very cool co-owners (this is a totally unbiased statement)

- The opportunity to get your little hands on special abilities like animus magic

- Semi literate to literate roleplayers

- Many roleplay channels for your perusal

The server has just opened and so many roles need to be filled (from the princes and princesses to Darkstalker himself!), so perhaps consider joining to get your hands on one.

Discord

Join the Wings of Fire - Darkness Discord Server!

Check out the Wings of Fire - Darkness community on Discord – hang out with 12 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

absolutely hate being into mcyt why am i scrolling on my phone smiling at pictures of a bald middle aged man with a tortilla on his head like a swooning teenage girl

WIP desert backgrounds!

Studies ⬇️

I designed a super detailed monopoly mountain but it’s probably only gonna be in like 1 shot in less detail lmao