1 and 1/2 years clean……..
1 AnD 1/2 yEaRs ClEaN………….
1 AND 1/2 YEARS FUCKING CLEAN……………..
CAN YOU BELIEVE I DIDN’T CUT MYSELF FOR 1 AND 1/2 FUCKING YEARS AFTER ALL THIS FUCKIN THERAPY AND ALL THESE FUCKING MEDS THE MINUTE ME AND MY PARENTS START FIGHTING IT ALL GOES TO SHIT………….FUCK
Me: Study for the big test that will literally determine if you pass or not
Inner me: Get high
Constantly going between (the stages of) hating going to college (being afraid and all that shit) and being so (incredibly) happy for it
I would definitely try to kill myself before school; if that didn’t work I’d just slap on a bandaid and get on the bus like nothing happened.