SORRY FOR MISSING THE FIRST 2 DAYS OF WEEK 2 i didn’t really understand the prompt for week two so I’m just gonna draw the sides withe the flags I identify with (or used to identify with) so here it is
This looks so freaky
my favorite place on the dream smp right now is abandoned pogtopia.
it is truly the one place that has been completely frozen in time. it hasn't been touched since November 16th, and you can feel the pain of that day embedded in the walls.
it feels wrong to even go back to it. you'd have see the remnants of c!wilbur. the buttons on the walls, the messy tunnel from pogtopia to manberg, the old potato farm, the pit, the spiral staircase used to even reach it. the chests and bed are still sitting at its entrance, almost completely untouched. the entire place essentially documents c!wilbur's descent into paranoia and mental decline, with c!tommy being a witness and a victim to all of it.
and yet, when people do revisit, they don't stay for long. it just feels so haunting. as if you shouldn't go back to it. you shouldn't be there, and the ambiance of the place let's you know that.
Some days, it’s a ‘i feel the rage of a thousand burning suns encase me in their suffocating warmth until I choke with the desire to burn down everything and everyone in my path’ day until I get home, drink water, eat and sleep and then I’m like ‘nvm I’m fine I guess’
School: we have fun, don’t we?
Me: I have never been more stressed in my entire life
“Why did you?” Asked Patton once again, tears blossoming in his eyes. He often wondered why Logan did it, even though two years have passed the question still lingered in his mind, why would he do such a horrible thing? “I had no choice, you are a lucky person, you are amazing in every way, but I couldn’t stay, I wish I could but I couldn’t. It was for your sake, your safety”. Patton couldn’t believe it, after he left him behind, hurt him, al the respect, love and care he gave him, this was his excuse? Saying he was furious was an understatement. “Why would you leave me there, so suddenly, like I were nothing? Like we were nothing?!? And all you have to say is you had no choice?!?” “BECAUSE THEN I WOULD HAVE TO FACE MY FEARS!” Logan finally screamed. Patton was shocked at the other side, the tears still streaming down his face, making his cheeks and nose a beautiful rosey red, muted by the salty water coming from his eyes. “Fears?” Was the only word that could come out of his throat, draining all the pain and anger and replacing it with confusion. “I feared of a lot of things while we were together, the most prominent ones are hurting you or letting you down, so I did the only logical thing I knew, and I terribly regret that. Patton, I am sorry, you were the only good thing that came out of it. I thought you were always proud of that” Logan sighed, he really did love Patton very much, but his fear of facing his fears are worse, hell, he was terrified by the idea of disappointing his lovely Patton, so he ‘dumped’ him, regretting every second of it. “Even on the darkest days you still make Steven Universe references” Patton commented. Logan realized what he said and covered his mouth immediately. “I sincerely apologize for my actions, if I could take it all back I would, only if you want, can we?” Logan asked, knowing that Patton knew what the rest of the question was. “Of course” Patton whispered, “I would love to” he jumped over to Logan, wrapping his arms around the other sides neck, kissing him gently but lovingly. Logan was shocked at first but quickly kissed back, enjoying the tast of Patton lips, he wondered how he survived without him two years, but there were two prominent thought in his mind: 1. Patton tasted like strawberry cheesecake and chocolate chip cookies. 2. He has finally gotten over his fears.
“According to you, I’m a lucky person,” Patton hums, looking up at the sky, “Then why do I cry myself to sleep every night? Why did you break my heart the way you did?”
Logan stayed quiet, looking away from him.
“But it was never about the burgers, was it?” That quote fucking killed me omg
I. AM. N O T OKAY. WILBURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
I say read ut as ecsetra
do u ppl ***think “etic” or “eee tee sea” when u read this? -> etc.
my day be so fine
the pokémon people:
everyone, immediately:
back to school reminders:
your grades don’t define you
mental health is a priority
not doing some homework assignments isn’t the end of the world
turn things in on time even if they aren’t completely done
you don’t need a perfect GPA to go to college
apply for scholarships
drama is exhausting; try to avoid it
ask for help when you need it
you aren’t stupid for not knowing everything
not every friend is a real one
teachers aren’t always right
everyone makes mistakes
you can do it
They/them | I switch fandoms like the wind don’t come at me bro This acc is old so like if you knew me at my sander sides obsession no you don’t :)
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