Okay So Apparently I'm A Mean Abusive Horrible Person Now 😍😍😍

I hate caring so much about people who don’t care about me. I would stop if I could, I’m just so desperate for someone to love me as much as I love them

Not really human enough, I guess.

Just a monster.

"It made me so happy to hear you laugh again" Yet you are the only reason I even did. You make me so happy yet you make me so angry, so sad and so hurt. I don't want to lose yourself, but I can't lose myself more in the process of trying to keep you close.

I try and try and try, yet you seem to move further away from me after every try.

Why won't you let me love you?

Please don't tell me that this is all just a sick and twisted game that you are playing, because the game you would be playing is called "My feelings" and I would lose every time.

I wish she would have killed me so I won't have to do it myself

Just kill me if you're planning to leave. Please don't let me experience life without you.

i'm a terrible human being

fuck i’m so fucking unlovable i wanna fucking kill myself so fucking violently FUCK i love hurting myself

I wanna fuck up my arms so bad tehe:3

I'd cut my heart out for you

I just love you so much..

Being traumatized from an early age is strange.

I long for a home I never had.

fighting the urge to say thank you for talking to me