“i’m Not Different, Am I?”

girls crying while putting on makeup is one thing but what about girls angrily sobbing while aggressively brushing their hair

I just finished reading The bell jar and I feel so lost, the ending was nothing like I expected bc since Joan’s death i didn’t knew what to think so I wasn’t expecting anything tbh. It make me so sad knowing that the bell jar is the only novel of sylvia and that while she was trying to write a second she killed herself

no matters what is going on with me, mitski always makes me feel understood.

“I rolled onto my back again and made my voice casual “if you were going to kill yourself, how would you do it?” Cal seemed pleased. “I’ve often thought of that, I’d blow my brains out with a gun” I was disappointed. It was just like a man to do it with a gun.”

The bell Jar. Sylvia Plath.

sometimes i feel so drained that i don’t even have the energy to get out of bed and i just stay there rotting and looking at the ceiling for some sort of i don’t even know what.

my roman empire like fr are those two, i love them with all my heart and soul, the before trilogy is the best thing in the world and the best moment of my life was watching it for the very first time.

~homework tips~

establish a workplace- clean your desk, line up your materials and make sure you’re working in a clean, organized environment

light a candle- have soft, cozy lighting! a sweet-scented autumn candle will definitely help :)

have snacks- a warm drink and some healthy snacks are always good when you’re getting work done

eliminate distractions- put your phone on do not disturb and make sure to put away any other distractions

write a to-do list- having a visual reminder of the work you have to do will ensure that you don’t miss anything. as you get working- cross off the tasks you finished

listen to a non-distracting playlist- this time of year i love listening to vintage autumn music! it just fits the whole vibe and makes homework/studying very fun :)

take breaks- when you really feel burnt out, take a break- walk around, take some time off, then get back to work

stay mindful- if you feel yourself getting distracted, do a quick meditation. remember WHY you’re working hard, WHY you’re studying. this will help you self-motivate

build a routine- once you find a routine that helps YOU study, stay with it. for example, i like to keep the lighting soft, open my windows, close my door and listen to music while i work. i never take breaks, but my approach will obviously be different, because we all learn differently.