Is Somebody Gonna Match My Freak? (Double Suicide)

binging: 😄😁

my thighs are touching again: 🤬🤯😳😣

Not worth it. Kill yourself today.!!

i thought of something funny༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ

Any food avoiding tips to recommend?

Dirty your plate to avoid eating

Over salt your food

Drink 2-3 sips of water every bite

Clean something super dirty to put you off eating

Chew sugar free gum

If anyone ever offers you food to eat, always reply with "I just ate". Keep doing that till it naturally comes out (condition yourself)

If you're hungry. Wait 5 minutes

Fall in love with the feeling of hunger

Measure yourself before you eat to put you off eating

If you're seriously hungry, chew on a cucumber

Feel free to add more 🌸

i look so bad tan 😭 also kinda bodycheck sorta

how the hell can I figure out a good angle for pictures omg

I wanna be able to see my ribs again so bad but I dont wanna lose my boobs or butt so im scarsd of losing more weight 🙁

Thought I looked cute

I'll probably want to delete later but it somehow seems so embarrassing to do that

i really like my hat

this is mostly directed towards the 3d babes but like..

idk where y'all are getting that obesity is "glorified" in our society?

I really don't think obesity is promoted in our society, or at least not in the way that people say it is. I think it's a much more sinister reflection on capitalism.

1) obesity is something that systemically affects poorer communities because the food they can afford is worse for them.

2) we have created a society that makes it extremely hard to afford the time to exercise, eat properly, take care of your family, take care of yourself, and deal with all the other stressors of life. a top contributor to obesity is stress, and that's not to be taken lightly.

3) people who are even a little overweight are proven to be treated worse in the medical industry.

so these people get stuck in a loop of eating things that aren't good for them, stressing out constant, and then paying a bunch for often expensive and ineffective medical help, eating the same shit, stressing, and coming back, over and over again.

but when you go to a doctor, and you are even a little high on the BMI scale (which is an inaccurate system anyways) they will treat you like shit, often ignoring conditions that have nothing to do with your weight, even if they are life threatening. I've experienced it myself and watched my family experience it.

this is all to say that saying obesity is being glorified, or saying that being anorexic is healthier than being obese (which is factually untrue, you can die from anorexia way easier and way quicker than being obese) is just a reflection of not thinking deeper about these issues, and not caring about people struggling.

when you see a large group of people engaging in a destructive behavior and your first thought isn't "why?" but to rather hate on the people suffering, there is a problem there.

you are not better than anyone else for struggling with an eating disorder. you are not better than someone who "lets food control their life." food controls your life too, because you are still constantly thinking about it and restricting and counting calories and obsessing. if anything, it takes up way more space in your head than it does theirs.

the enemy shouldn't be each other, it should be capitalism. the same people that make you feel like shit so badly you abstain from one of the basic things needed to live are the same people who are systemically causing obesity to profit off of people's suffering. they make us hate each other because a society divided on every front is easier to control and make money off of.

you are a victim. and so are they. we all are.

random outfits 😝 tw for talking about Ed stuff under it tho

that is a actual wedding dress lol

I need to find better places to take pictures omg

I had the best vacation but I can't wait to eat less again 😭😭 it's so weird to eat 3 meals a day

does anyone else just want to purge? I just really want to at random times and it's really hard not to 😕

ATTENTION ALL GIRLS AND LADIES: if you walk from home, school, office or anywhere and you are alone and you come across a little boy crying holding a piece of paper with an address on it, DO NOT TAKE HIM THERE! take him straight to the police station for this is the new 'gang' way of rape. The incident is getting worse. Warn your families. Reblog this so this message can get accross to everyone.