5.24- Saturday

19.9.22

the least helpful study buddy

i don't belong and my beloved neither do you

2023.09.25 // 17:00 literature review time! i get to learn so many details about a rare little sparrow

pic: new york public library schwarzman building, manhattan, n.y.

One day you think: I want to die. And then you think, very quietly, actually I want a coffee. I want a nap. A sandwich. A book. And I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friends, I want to sit in the sun. I want a cleaner room, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else, I want to live.

Day 45 🍓

2025.4.17

mid sem week wasnt so fun 🚬📚🎧🕯️

27.03.2025

UK tbt. Missing London, and missing Scotland even more.

focus on the likes and not the wants

you may not want to clean your room, but you like the peace and call it brings you after

you may not want to study, but you like the confidence and satisfaction you get from being prepared

you may not not want to apologise, but you like the relief and connection that reconciliation brings

you may not want to cook, but you like the satisfaction of eating a healthy come cooked meal prepared with love

you may not want to exercise, but you like how you feel afterwards and how it makes you confident

you may not want to journal or write, but you like the reflection and calm it brings you

you may not want to step out of your comfort zone, but you like the new experiences and growth you gain from it

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