Day 34/100
Day 34/100
// 04/09/23// - TW ED - I'm writing several days after this, I can't even remember what I did during that day, the only thing I remember is having the biggest breakdown over many thing but also over food. My parents went to my room and talked to me while I cried in my bed, they worried a lot and I'm grateful because sometimes they are part of my problems but they took the time to listen and be there for me and even saying sorry. Even my cat who's not the most affectionate came and lied on my lap looking at me, just like my dog but he's always there for me.
After that I had the breakdown over food. My mom told me that she left me something to eat if I felt better later and I felt like I had to eat it because she took the time to do it for me but also didn't wanted to eat bc of my body. I ended up calming down and finally ate it and I'm glad I did
So! Basically what I remember I did was:
Work
Ate
Open to parents
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Day 79/100
// 19/10/23// I haven't been studying that much and obviously I was super scared of the midterm I was about to take but as God is good the teacher only asked 2 questions about only one topic, the easiest one! I'm pretty sure I did everything right so I hope I pass (with a good grade/high score)
Took a midterm
Worked (+30 mins)
Day 47/100
// 17/09/23//
Went to Bastet, the cat shelter, after months
Ate
Day 43/100
// 13/09/23// - TW Pet health issues / seizures - today was a good day in general but when I was almost done at work my mom called and told me that Odie had another seizure and this time lasted longer than the one he had last month. he's okay tho, after some minutes he was fully recovered after the dizziness of that and he even chased the cat around the house and asked for food as usual. I hope that this won't be so usual but he's still going to the vet
Gif is how he received me when I got home <3
Worked
Went to class
Ate
Give Odie his food and medicine
Day 104/100
// 13/11/23//
Worked
Ate
Day 92/100
// 01/11/23//
Went to the theater
Learned Slay by Everglow's break for the next day's practice
Ate
Day 61/100
// 01/10/23// - TW MENTAL HEALTH - a really tough but needed day. I had a mental breakdown due to something super small and stupid my dad told me (literally, I'm even embarrassed to say it lol) so I took a nap. When I woke up I was feeling better but then they arrived and I was being hostile against them and they didn't understand why. I went to my room and dad went to talk to me, he asked what was wrong and after some time trying to explain how I felt about that stupid thing I started crying and being honest, telling him how I really feel and how I know I need help but I'm scared of it. Them mom came, we talked more and after denying it I agreed to seek for help. They'll text a psychologist because I don't feel comfortable to do it myself and they'll pay for the therapy... so yeah, let's see what happens
Went to practice
Open up to my parents and agreed to go to therapy
Ate
Day 125/1000
// 04/12/23// after work I came across this man playing the violin in the bus stop and was really beautiful, he made me feel safe with his music and I gave him some money I had
Worked
Clean up
Cooked
Took Odie for a walk
Did groceries
Bought food for the tortoises
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