"You Can’t Separate Us, Not Unless We’re Willing To Do So."

Scrapped the other design-

'The Red Tapestry'. Jaime Corum. 2011.

“is this character good or bad” “is this ship unproblematic or not” “is this arc deserving of redemption or not” girl…

i hate taking western riding lessons because the club boards in a Serious sportsmanship school so i am constantly surrounded by huge, glossy, powerful purebred horses. it was a goddamn miracle that i was able to concentrate on my learning process and the trainer's commands while sharing the arena with a clydesdale (i haven't seen one irl before). same with friesians like holy shit

I hope charthur fans will enjoy this one❤️

Catch Up Tag

tagged by @flownwrong (<3)

Last song I listened to: Last.fm says it's Phtalates by Uboa. who knows how many times i tried to get into this exact album with no much success

Favourite colour: i'd say blue and all its hues

Currently watching: rewatching BrBa + watched first season of better call saul yeeeeeee

Last movie: i honestly don't remember leeeets say it was either brokeback mountain or the power of the dog bc i saw both of these in one day but i don't remember the order

Currently reading: The Road by cormac mccarthy and animal farm by george orwell and some horror story from r/nosleep (yes at the same time yes i fail spectacularly at keeping my attention on at least one of these for more than 5 minutes)

Coffee or Tea: savage question. i mostly drink tea throughout my day but i will die without my iced lattes or espresso tonic. i'd say. energy drinks. monster energy strawberry dreams

Current obsessions: rdr2 DUH i am not THAT insane as i used to be less than a month ago but this is still the thing that i think the most about

Last Googled: gustav gun + was gale brba was in love with walt like you don't just gift leaves of grass to your colleague whom you adore gale i know what you are

Last thing you ate and really enjoyed: macdondalds beesechurger

Currently working on: NOT DYING + ,my work tasks + not dying I GUESS idk my anxiety is through the roof this week i got nausea just from calling my riding school to book a lesson tomorrow please let me crawl under a rock and stay there until the end of times

im not tagging anyone!!!!!!!! because i am anxious. if you want to participate you might take it from my blogf or idk

do you ever think how there’s a part of the moon named after Francis Crozier and just cry

the holy grail types of fanfic

NOT EVERY REMINDER YOU GET IS GOING TO BE "GENTLE"

idk comic about how I need to learn to take it easier on myself

actually wait no i WILL elaborate. i am myself taking it with a grain of salt because i am no psychiatrist + there are too many ways to interpret any character in this game but my key arguments are:

• horribly traumatic childhood, then years and years being completely alone. living through his formative years without the crucial component: actual and genuine connection. banging my head on the wall as we speak

• sudden and powerful anger outbursts. sometimes justified, but what was that chair scene lmao

• the campfire monologue? evident of his feelings of detachment, emptiness, failing to see any purpose in life or in himself

• he absolutely has a favorite person in the gang lol

• i tend to project on my favorite characters a lot so he is practically me period

charles smith, the bpd king