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‼️Dead bird warning‼️

Today wandered the street when i saw a dead bird in the middle of it. It made me feel sorrow and pity, and seeing ants crawling on it’s head bothered me in a weird way.

I decided to take the bird to lay beneath a nearby tree, instead of being stepped on by walkers or eaten by dogs or street cats.

Holding it’s soft motionless body, making sure it’s head doesn’t falls back and giving it a proper burial made me feel better with myself.

I also thought about how one day i’ll be that bird, laying lifeless to rot, with people looking down at me, pitying me. How i need to make a change, to take my goals more seriously and approach situations differently.

So when the day comes and i’m that dead bird, people won’t feel pity and sorrow when they look down at me.

I guess i got my little “Disney princess- Main character moment” and i felt special and smart(๑´ㅂ`๑)

Here is a picture of the bird before i buried it:

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idkokfu

1 month ago

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sloth sloths i love sloths

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idkokfu

1 month ago

today i met some friends and whenever i even mentioned my crush’s name they started yelling and hitting me.

apparently i got a bit too drunk at my friend birthday party last night, and couldn’t stop talking about him and what i wants to do with him for three hours straight until i finally went home…

oh well, it happens i guess (๑•́ ₃ •̀๑)

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idkokfu

1 month ago

about me:

age: 16

female

pronouns: she/her

straight

my dear bsf: @lizziebee0ll ♥︎

fav color: white/red/and purple

fav animal: Sloths 🦥

fav singers: Lana del rey, Björk, Yoni Bloch,

fav movies: Star Wars (all the movies), Clueless, Gladiator, Dune, all Studio Ghibli movies

fav musicals: Beetlejuice, Heathers, Chicago, Hamilton, Epic, Dear Evan Hansen, Hadestown

fav shows: tokyo revengers, bsd, madoka magica, heavenly delusion

relationship status: obsessing over someone’s son (single🎀)

I HATE SCHOOL‼️‼️‼️ヽ( `д´*)ノ

random facts about me: i’m a Taurus, i have a pretty big Sylvanian Families collection, i watched on Broadway; The LionKing, Six, Beetlejuice, and Wicked. I love poetry, and i don’t get the obsession people have with Horror movies.

Instagram: roni_s_09

ישראלים של טומבלר שלום(⊃^o^)⊃

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idkokfu

1 month ago

𝜗𝜚 — i love pinterest.

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idkokfu

3 months ago

me: “i don’t have a type!”

also the fictional men i fav:

(i don’t support any of those men nor their actions i only find them attractive!!)

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idkokfu

1 month ago

i love the weekends when i can just ignore all my responsibilities and sleep late, no exams no boring classes, no homework.

i wish i could do it everyday🌟

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idkokfu

1 month ago

Idk why but this song makes me so emotional i sometimes start crying when i listen to it

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