the hate in his heart is just an indication for how loving he can be
i love how they tell me i should not be daydreaming all the time
but once i am in my room,, surrounded by all the posters of videogames&animes i love i cannot stop thinking about the „real“ world, about things ppl told me
today i learnt about pyrrhon - a philosopher who seemed indifferent to the dangers of this world, yet he was not.
he was constantly philosophying, obsessed with the idea to find out the truth. because he knew, coming to conclusions quick is not good for your soul.
pyrrhon believes that you should not show any reaction; he always stayed calm, even while being on a ship on a stormy day.
he said how wise people always stay calm in every situation-
i dont like them.
not at all
we may walk the same path but surely dont breathe the same air
even the color of the sky influences the mood -
lisa told me that its not possible to live in a world with no influence at all -
i knew she was right the second she finished her sentence
the mood took me to this conflict of mine & today i know i shouldnt be surprised about peoples power - people talk & influence other people that will also influence other people etc etc etc
why did this confuse me back then?
when even the sound of the wind makes us feel things?
why did it confuse me when even the sound of the rain is heard?
it confused me although the white skies could change my whole mood-
today i know how i act in this world influences others
i say things and they get repeated
i have silent admirers because admirers are always silent
just like i am when i admire someone
the question that remains is whether it is lack of courage, shyness, jealousy or pride that makes us stay silent
lack of courage often is rewritten as pride - just to make it easier for the ego to understand
Wish you were here..(II).
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7/30/2022
You have to have a dream so you can get up in the morning.
Billy Wilder (via stay-close)