“love is worthless” said by sukuna..
yet turns into a “after all this time, i did love you.” he mumbles while holding a cheek into his palm. “naturally, i was going to love you.” fluff but angsty.
“did you ever love me, sukuna?” you mumble, watching him stand with a small smiled face, but remained straight.
“i suppose so.” he shrugs, having a young uruame in his hand as they stood next to him. “thats.. what i guess love feels like.”
“how the hell should i know what love feels like for you?” you spit, his face not wavering, but your heart demanding answers. “you have left me on my own many times before. even in death.”
“i didnt want to do so, y/n.” he says, looking down in his true state. “there were many times i wanted to protect you.”
“and yet, you didnt.”
“when i should have, if i say that i did .. love you.” he admits, patting the childs head and still watching you breakdown. “it felt wrong when you died, i mean that.”
“and yet, who allowed that to happen, ryomen?” you spit, turning your back and wiping your water line of your eyes.
a hand is on your shoulder, and you turn to see him.
“it felt right when you were around, for so long.” he says, a straight but fruitful face. “you had been with me for years, even when i tried to banish you.” he pulls you in closer.
you only listen, hearing uruame sniffle.
“if i vowed you something—“ he says, bending down to your height. “would you believe everything?”
“i might as well, you wouldnt let me not believe it.”
“i vow to love you.” he says, a few fingers meddling in your hair. “i vow to actually protect you. now, and in a new life. ill choose a different path.”
you remain quiet, watching his hand reach out and beg for you to take his. you place your hand into his, and sigh. “you vow?”
“ill seal it.”
_Wildflower_
Everytime you touch me I wonder how he felt
Pairs: #Satoruxreader and Suguruxreader
Tw: angst, literally sad
Inspired by the song Wildflower by Billie Eilish, you know it's about to be heavy on the heart
_14th February 2017_
"Suguru?"
The quick breath he let out was immediately sucked back into his throat as he raised a rough palm over his face making sure to wipe at the bottom of his eyelids, he was already short of breath and his head felt heavy of the constant-
"Are... Are you crying?"
At his side in less than a second you wrapped your arms around his frame and hugged him, his been alone for alittle bit to long in the bedroom of the hotel you booked for valentines day
"I got some of that heart shaped chocolates from the store down at the lobby"
Your voice soft and your tender hands rubbed at his temples to soothe any ache, fingers softly caressing his head and lead down to his soft, slightly wet from the shower he took, long strands of hair.
"The ones with the caramel inside?"
His voice was hoarse and cracked with each word, just how long has he been crying by himself?
"Yeah, you wanna talk about what's wro-"
"I found this movie Satoru suggested we could watch"
Suguru's warmth left your body as he got up from the bed and walked to the TV to set it up, Satoru hasn't spoken to him-or you since you announced your relationship.
_30th June 2016_
"I don't-I don't fucking understand why... Why she would just up and L-leave like that"
A angry huff of air escaped his nose, he paced the hard wood floor and dragged a hand down his face, his teeth clenched so hard he could break his molers, Satoru was pissed and fucking heartbroken, it hurt so bad that he couldn't breathe properly
"Satoru... I'm sorry"
"No suguru it's not... It's not your fault, I fucking I fucking l-loved her so much"
Gojo couldn't stop the crack in his voice for the second time, unbeknownst to himself a lone tear from his face down his pale cheek and til he tasted the salty liquid he shook his head and covered his face with both of his hands
Crouched down into Suguru's arms he wailed til his body shook, his tall frame felt so small into his best friends arms. Even though you left Satoru, Suguru have never seen him cry
"It's gonna be okay I promise, you'll get through this"
_July 2016_
Blue eyes met Purple irises, Gojo bumped his shoulder against Geto as he passed him
"Wait-Satoru.."
"Shut up"
Suguru choked up and he clutched his phone tighter, Satoru saw your ID caller on his phone as they stood outside the candy store before the start of the movie
"... What about the movie"
"I thought... Fuck the movie, don't ever fucking speak to me again-You... YOU FUCKING HEAR DON'T FUCKING SPEAK TO ME!"
Blue eyes blown out in anger, the silence so loud Suguru could practically hear the shatter of his heart, couldn't even speak a word to stop Satoru from walking away from him. He tried, he really tried to say something to ease some hurt to not get that fucking look from his best friend each time they crossed paths.
_December 2018_
"Suguru... I love you"
The warmth that spread across his chest made him feel so hot that the redness was evident from his eyes to his neck and cheeks
"I-im sorry for springing this on so quickly I just really wanted to express my feelings I know it's been really awkward this year but I feel so... I feel so comfortable with you, your so understanding and and helpful and I couldn't imagine being with someone else-"
The feeling of his lips onto your own felt like a rush of cool air on a hot day, like warmth on a snow day, it felt like it was meant to be. You made mistakes in the past but Suguru is not going to be another mistake that's a promise.
His hands smoothed over your flushed cheek as you slept fast asleep, your swollen lips dried with the mixture of his and your saliva, your skin tattered with his marks. Satoru... Why does he think of Satoru everytime you are together, it hurts sometimes, like he was burning on the inside
"I know... I crossed the line-"
Suguru spoke against your hair as he moved closer and hugged your body closer to his own
"But... Do you ever think of him... See him in the back of your mind when you look at me too?"
Subconsciously he hugged your body tighter against his own muttering how he should just put it all behind him. It's been two years since he last saw his best friend and you were already... Carrying something so precious inside you.
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⇝ PAIRING: timeskip!biker!mikey x fem!reader
⇝ Length: 17.4k (ongoing)
SYNOPSIS: after moving by yourself to tokyo, you black out at a party and wake up with a new friend. as she sweeps you up in her fast-paced city life, you feel yourself falling deeper and deeper for her mysterious brother. but something dark is brewing in the city. as his past threatens to resurface, mikey must fight not only physical enemies but the mental battle of his feelings for you. he can't resist you , but could he ever forgive himself if something happened to you? he'll love you selfishly and protect you savagely.
GENRE: slow burn, possessive mikey, yearning, porn with plot, biker Mikey, Toman boss Mikey, alternate universe - canon divergent
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