That's what I wanna hear..
I can always come to her
But never cry leaning on her shoulder
Because we don't do that
We don't show emotions mutually
I'll never do that
Because I can control
Jeene ki tamanna & marne ka iraada be fighting in my brain everyday
Aditya tare
Pink Sugar Cookies
“Don’t hold on to someone who’s leaving, otherwise you won’t meet the one who’s coming.”
— Carl Gustav Jung
I CAN ,I CAN ,I CAN, I CAN,
I CAN DO IT
I fear ..if i am gonna lose everything that I have now. (Friends are temporary )
I fear, whether i will be left behind by my peers one day out of choice.
My mind always knocks on to this question ❓ Will I be anyone's first choice?
I hate sympathetic people just be empathetic
That day when I told you about my school days..how miserable I felt when the friends that I called mine neglected and sidelined me..how broken I was to believe them as my friends..how stupid I felt to trust them. How my whole academic years in school was a total hell and the pain I suffered was unimaginable for my younger self to handle at such a tender age...yet I passed through all these difficult phases of my life without sharing it with anyone..or trying to unburden myself from these trashy truths that never left me alone even during good days. I shared all these with the hope that at least you could understand the pain I endured during those shitty days of my life. I felt so relieved that I do have you in my life who's ready to offer a ear to all the agony I had to go through silently. For a second I was relieved thinking that no more teary nights..coz I hav you to share my tiniest problems with you.. for a second I thought..I am not alone . I HAVE YOU to listen and understand me inside out.
I was happy, yk!! Until you just flipped the coin. Until you u used my feelings as ur weapon to attack against me , blame me for being in a certain way and not attracting friends. All of a sudden, i realized that I was wrong about you... you weren't empathomizing with me, rather just sympathizing. I was an utter fool to believe that you would always be there for me.
I lost it...and it's so disappointing that you're no longer the person I loved deeply . I always felt that you would get me more than my parents ever could . I could never hate you because I do love you for being a good human being to others. I no longer wanna keep any kind of close connection with you..but you are so old to handle such a coldness from me.
I don't wanna be like you..nor I wanna hurt you, I will be there for you even if I lost trust in you💔
WAITING...
Okay baaaaaai
Go back to what u were doin Darling!
And tht became a biggest problems of mine
I talk too much when I like someone.