.zhongli, childe
A/N. angst time baby >:) writing angst is so fun ngl …(・◡・) requests are open btw! also if you’ve seen this before then this is from my other acc that I deleted! i’m just reposting them lol
.angst
zhongli—
He wished he didn’t have to, he wished this would go away—that there would be peace again. But only destruction would happen if he didn’t do his job. He tells you this—but he knows your not listening. Especially with the hatred and tears in your eyes as you back away from him in your palace.
“Leave! You don’t have to do this—your spitting nonsense, morax!” you yell, still backing away—yet he moves closer, with guilt and remorse in his eyes, tears building up in the process.
He stops in his tracks when you back up in to the wall. He contemplates. “It’s you—or your people.” his eyes are lidded as they look down at you. You let out a small offended gasp, but you quickly clench your jaw, and your hands turn in to fists.
You walk over to him and whisper in to his ear— “I still love you..but you deserve to live with the guilt of having to kill your own significant other..” he gulps, he can feel your tears burning his skin. He hates it, he hates you—why do you make him feel like this!?
He looks down at you as you smile up at him. “I never loved you” he looks straight ahead as he says this—and plunges his spear in to your heart. Blood spouts from your mouth as you fall in to his arms. A dead, cold look in your eye, as your body lays cold in his arms.
A sacrifice that had to be made…
childe—
Oh..how he hated you..or, more really, how he wish he hated you right now. But the tears running down his cheeks, and how he yells and screams your name betrays his hatred—He is angry, at you, for pulling something this stupid.
He watches you drop your claymore, walking towards the ocean at the mass destruction he has pulled. He should have listened—he should have listened when you told him not to pull this “ruling the world” act. It was selfish. and he knew. These are the consequences of his own actions.
He watches the water beast stare down at you, he hears your voice one last time—
“If I give you my life—Spare everyone else’s!”
—you were the one important thing to the person who brought the water beast back, he never wanted to be brought back. So this is his pay back.
Childe is shaking heavily, he’s frozen in place. He’s watching wide eyed as he watches the sea monster Slaughter you in the most painful—brutal way. He Watches as blood stains the ocean. He watches as the sea monster disappears in to the vast ocean.
All he can feel is the rain stabbing him as it falls. There’s a dull look in his eye as he stares at the ground—tears refusing to spill, guessing that he’s cried too much to cry anymore.
“I guess the rain isn’t perfect for bloodshed after all..”
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6:30 am 9/6/2022
GRRRAAAAAHHHH
silco x afab! reader (drabble)
cw: oral sex/cunnilingus, face sitting
thinking about how long Silco was able to hold his breath at that chem baron meeting, and realizing, holy shit. this man could probably stay below you for a damn good amount of time.
I mean come on now, just imagine....
he'd be so coercive, easing all your worries about him and easing you into sinking yourself right atop his face, instead of your previous, hovering state. he'd sense just how tense your thighs are and give them a reassuring squeeze.
this man is a gentleman in bed and I will die on that hill.
he's so gentle at first, placing soft kisses on the expanse of your inner thighs, making a trail towards your pussy. slow and sensual suckling at your clit, tracing little circles on your thighs, wrapped oh so tightly around his head. telling you to relax without saying a word.
but once he puts you at ease he gets bolder, savoring you. circling his tongue around your entrance before he fucks you with his tongue, exploring as far as he could. his hands practically anchoring you down to him, not letting you get away.
he'd have you tugging at his hair, messing his meticulously slicked back do. and he'd just look so good, hair sticking out and on his face, something about him being all messed up just has a chokehold on you.
he'd have your eyes rolling back, toes curled too. you've probably cum already, detached from his lips and all he'd take is a deep inhale, not even rushed or panting. just one long drag of oxygen.
diluc x fem!reader
summary—> one day you decide to get a tattoo of diluc’s bird of flame aka “Dawn” (that’s what his Q/ ultimate elemental attack is called, with the bird thingy, yeah you get it)
warnings—> non, pure fluff, maybe a tiny bit suggestive? nothing to bad
A/N; Sorry this is kinda short, idk how i feel about this fan fic but i hope you guys like it </3
You have thought about getting a tattoo for some time now, but you never actually found the time to get the tattoo(s). After seeing one of your friends get a tattoo, you finally decided on what tattoo to get, inspired by diluc’s ultimate attack. You wanted to consult with diluc before you went and got it.
You walked into angels share, walked up to the bar where diluc was. smiling and saying, “I’m getting a tattoo!” He raised his eyebrow and look up at you, he hummed in response and went back to cleaning the glass he was holding. He didn’t take you seriously, honestly he thought you were just joking, that’s until he came home to you with just a bathrobe on, your chest visible with a red/orange bird across just above your breasts.
He stared at you, standing in the door way. You looked up from your book and raised an brow at him. You smile and place your book down. Opening your robe a little more to see, “Do you like it?” your boyfriend looks at you, face almost as red as his hair, steps closer to you, “You..you actually got it..” You giggle in response, “Did you not believe me when i told you? come here.” he walks over to you and sits on the edge of the bed, he raises his hand to touch the tattoo, he hesitates, gives you a look for approval, You nod and feel as his hot finger tips braise your chest over the tattoo. You blush at the contact, but it feels nice, you take his free hand in yours and kiss his knuckles, “I’m glad you like it” He kisses your chest where the tattoo lays and says, “I love it..”
I wanna hear about your poly ocs :)
OMG YAY !!
ok so I haven’t drawn them out yet (but they are in the process of being drawn in my new sketchbook)
So there’s Jace (?? Idk how to spell), Ethan, and Elektra sam ! 2 guys 1 girl 😈 none of these people are actually real tho..ALSO HALF OF THIS SHIT DIDNT SAVE SO I HAD TO RE WRITE IT IM SO MAD. help it’s like 2 months later sense i wrote this bc i got so mad that nothing saved so i’m doing it now !! [11-30]
Tw// abuse, alcohol, drugs, divorces, Basically a lot of Oc trauma cursing,,
Elektra is based on a persona I had (on discord) because I saw someone with the name ‘Elektra Kirby and Kirby is my name and I loved the name Elektra so instead of Kirby I put sam. Then I catfish people with a cute brown wig I had 😈 and that’s how The famous Oc Elektra sam was born (also the song water fountain by alec benjamin did a lot for her too). She was adopted by a woman and her husband; the wife died of alcohol/drug abuse so she was left to live with her adopted father, who was addicted to drugs + alcohol and abused her. (mainly mentally but sometimes he did hit her) there’s more to her backstory about her birth family but half of it is hard to explain so..
she usually spent her free time at the park with the boys that lived across the street. The park was within walking distance and had a swing set, with basketball courts, and other stuff. (based on the park down the street from my house 😻). Until freshman year of high school (aka 9nth grade also this takes place in Boston Massachusetts) her father decided to move to —(uh literally took me 10 minutes to figure out where they moved?? I should write this shit down)— Europe. Until her first year in college, she finally moved back into her old house, with her roommate, Ash. And she finally got reunited with her boys again 😈 Also forgot to add: She has dark brown hair, kind of like a mix of dark brown & chestnut, mid length with bangs. She wears glasses and she has hazel eyes. Average height?? like 5’0 or 5’1 (idk if that’s average but let’s go with it). Her personality is shy and timid, but also bubbly and expressive. Also she’s panromantic + demisexual. She blames herself a lot, even if it isn’t her fault, even if she’s the victim. She grew up thinking every little thing that went wrong was always her fault (thank her father for that 🙁). Idk what her race/ethnicity is yet?? Still imagining her real mother/family (basically all I have about her family is that it’s very big, she has a big family. And her family is very accepting. It’s also very diverse in race, ethnicity, religion, gender, sexuality, all of the above)
I’m thinking about making her a white hispanic? i’m not sure. I just know what she looks like. Mutuals give me Ideas on what she can be bc i really don’t know. She’s a smartie. very intelligent she is. She is an English major, and a psychology major; also a Straight A student. She’s also a model? she models for magazine covers and stuff. Mainly fashion magazines; swimsuit model, winter clothes model, summer/spring fashion, fall etc etc. She always gets the magazine shipped to her for free. She gave a copy of her swimsuit model magazine to ethan and jace and..Jace was smirking while looking threw it while Ethans face was red as a tomato. She’s a very sweet and helpful girl, but she knows her limits, and if she needs to get her hands dirty she will.
next is Ethan !! sorry to disappoint but Ethan is a white boy, but it's ok because he's a good-looking white boy. He Is actually from Orlando Florida (because his parents were on vacation then A WHITE BOY decided to pay a visit). They raised Ethan in Boston, and he has known Jace since they were in diapers (Jace is older by like a month). His parents often fought; they ended up getting a divorce a couple months after Elektra moved. Jace helped him through this traumatic time (Ethan was super close with both his parents). He ended up staying with his mom full time but saw his dad on some weekends and holidays or any vacations off of school. (Important tip: Ethan's parents would always fight a lot during snowstorms, therefore, he developed a fear of snowstorms).
Threw the years of waiting for elektra to come back, he gave up in his last year of high school (12th grade) and started dating this blonde chick named Claire. Which, the relationship was fine. Until during (spring..?) break, Elektra came back and he was in complete shock. Like hello?? the girl i’ve been crushing on sense i was 10 came back after i lost all hope?? Yeah. He got jealous that Jace was getting all of her attention because Jace was single and and he, himself wasn’t. (that’s because you decided to date an ugly hog Ethan 🙄) Ends up finding out (with the help of elektra and her observation skills and the fact she’s taking psychology and human behavior classes) that Claire wasn’t actually into Ethan, she just had a major crush on Jace and was using Ethan to get closer to him (not that it worked lol)
Btw Ethan and Jace have a lot of sexual and romantic tension (well mainly jace because he’s just horny and Ethan is just like “yeah, I deal with this bullshit because I’m secretly in love with him—but I’m not gonna let him know that??”) yeah, that’s them. Also how Ethan acts to jace is like: “I’m mean to you but nice to everyone else because I love you but I can’t stand you and I want to kiss your mouth so you shut up” and Jace is just like “Ik he loves me he’s just a pussy to admit it so I’m gonna keep teasing him until he does” yeah..😻 Anyway Back to Ethan. Ethans personality it’s quiet and reserved/closed off. He’s not the shy quiet, he’s just the “I don’t want to have conversation with you because If you make me too angry/annoyed i’ll punch you in the face” types. Yeah he also has anger issues but can suppress them half of the time. He has brownish-blondish hair, it's not too long and not too short. He’s Average height for a guy, maybe a little over average height. Let’s just say he’s got a pretty good height; not too tall, not too short. He’s also Biromantic + demisexual (with a preference for girls). Kind of protective. not like Jace, he’s more like he stares daggers in to the person that’s bothering elektra or jace (it’s more then often elektra because ethan knows Jace can take care of himself) and if the person doesn’t get the hint by his intimidating flares then he steps in between the person and elektra/jace and shove them lightly away telling them to piss off. Actually let’s talk about his anger issues?? because jeez, it’s kind of bad, but controlled half the time. He just doesn’t talk to control his anger issues. but one time he was so stressed one day that he accidentally let his anger issues out on elektra. Safe to say he wanted to jump off a bridge bc he felt so guilty once he calmed down. Elektra obviously forgave him bc it’s not exactly something you can control all the time.
Ok last but not least, JACE !! ok I love jace, he was very fun to imagine and make up. His appearance changed MULTIPLE times during the construction of his character; He had very long white hair, then short white hair, then I changed it to half white and half black that was mid length, Now it’s just blackish brownish and he has one of those hot sexy wolf cut hair styles. I’m starting with his personality and looks first because why not?? anyway He’s hispanic, fluent in Spanish, also has a very big family!! his dad died tho, he lived with his mum and twin sister, and little brother. After he went into his last year of high school they moved to new york where the rest of the family was. But he was DEAD SET on waiting for elektra so he was like “hmm, nah i’m not leavin’” so his mom cursed a bunch of spanish words at him, then said don’t get yourself killed and then moved to new york with her other two kids 😻 (his mom is actually the best, also an amazing cook??) Ok enough of his family, let’s get in to his sexuality breakdown: Bisexual with no preference and VERY HORNY. 😻 I mean atleast Jace is an open horny/perv, Ethan is a reserved perv and gets embarrassed and mad whenever Jace and elektra call him a perv to tease him (they found sexy girl magazines and smut manga in his basement) also Jace was actually born in boston, unlike the other two. (Idk where elektra is originally from yet) Also he’s really really tall, like 6’0
likes to tease ethan the most, and dotes on elektra. He gets in to many fights at school and elektra has to patch him up while ethan reprimands him every time. Once Jace somehow dragged ethan in to a fight and they both got smacked behind the head by elektra. Very protective of them both. But he’s like the friendly type of protective? instead of fighting a person that’s bothering them, he’s just nonchalantly walk up to ethan or elektra, put his arm around their shoulder or waist, and be like “sorry, they’re taken, now screw off will ya?” with a scary smile. It usually does the trick because he’s a pretty tall/intimidating guy. Not really the jealous type, but Ethan is and he teases him for it. Sometimes Jace and ethan try to get elektra jealous but they can’t seem to get her to be jealous. (she’s either to oblivious or too trusting).
For jace’s job/home life, He’s a twitch streamer + youtuber, a famous one at that. (he’s kind of like markplier but streams more often). Sense he works at home, he usually is the one to clean, do laundry, wash the cars, and run errands/get groceries. He also picks elektra up from her job as a barista at a local coffee shop. Ethan takes his own car to work, but he mostly works nights at a bar as a bartender. (he makes such good nonalcoholic/alcoholic drinks; he also dedicated a drink to elektra on a special menu). Ethan and elektra also has their own twitch channels—but ethan just streams him making drinks (not that often)—and elektra streams either of her doing covers of songs, or gaming with Jace. Jace almost always drags elektra or ethan in to his streams. One time Ethan didn’t know Jace was streaming, so he walked in to their room with Jace’s food wearing a pink apron that says “kiss the chef” that elektra got him for his birthday 💀 safe to say Ethan was red in the face from embarrassment and smacked Jace on the back of his head. (yes Jace did infact “kiss the chef”).
Thank you for reading !! <33
11 - 30 - 2021 9:00 am
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diluc x gn!reader
warning(s)/genre: Fluff, proof read but not proof read? I’m kinda lazy so i probably won’t fix any spelling errors so my bad 💀 also i’m experimenting with different writing styles so it may be a little wonky
summary—> you ask him to sit on his lap for the first time.
You were fairly new into your relationship with diluc, you guys took it slow the first three months, then progressed into more intimate actions such as: sharing kisses to the lips, forehead, cheeks etc, slight hand holding and pinky holding. Small things such as that.
Though you were bold and not one to be flustered easily, you still took it slow for your boyfriend. But starting to get impatient, you wanted to be a bit more bold and push his limits a little.
You and diluc were at the Dawn winery relaxing in the living room. Him being on his favorite arm chair, while you were spread out on the couch. You studied your boyfriends features as he concentrates on the book he is currently reading. nah cause he would look so pretty reading but also look dumb.
He looks so comfortable..you thought to yourself. How can you resists the urge to join him in being comfortable?? so, you got up and stood in front of diluc, hands on your hips, “hey diluc?”…“hmm..?” he answered, “can I sit on your lap?” .. “hmm..” he wasn’t actually paying attention to you..he was to focused on that book. You grab the book from his hands, marking the page he was on and placing it on the table, only to look back at a very confused and semi-upset diluc. (he was really into that book!!)
You climb on to his lap, and adjust yourself so your legs are wrapped around his waist, and your face is in the crook of his neck. Inhaling his scent and wrapping your arms around him and squeezing him a little. “thanks, your super comfortable..” you say.
diluc.exe. has stopped working.
yo wtf?? you just?? climbed into his lap?? out of no where?? My guy’s face is red to the tip of his ears, out of embarrassment, confusion, and because he’s flustered, all at the same time, all because of you!
He’s very confused on where to put his hands, on your waist? your back? on the arms of the chair? “Uhm..y/n..? wh..what are you doing?” you giggle in response to his question, pulling back from his neck and slowly guiding his hands to your waist, “basking in my lover’s presence, why? something wrong, diluc?” you smirk a little. “No..there’s nothing wrong..you just, caught me off guard. That’s all.” he holds you in his arms and he buries his face in your hair. You two basking in each other’s presence like this for the rest of the evening.
Childe x reader
summary—> your out shopping with childe and you catch a girl flirting with him..
warning/genre—> fluff, jealousy, arguing. Pronouns not mentioned. Not proof read. Violence.
A/N; I kind of don’t like how this has turned out but I have nothing else to post so I’m gonna post it anyway!!
It was supposed to be a nice day just spending time with your boyfriend after he got back from a mission from the fatui. He took you out shopping to spend time with you for the day, before soon having to go back to his duties.
Currently, your at a fancy restaurant getting something to eat before going home for the day. But you couldn’t help but notice the waitress being a bit, too friendly with your boyfriend. She was practically ignoring your existence and mainly focusing on childe. You asked for a coke and she brought you a water with lemon?? yeah, she definitely didn’t pay any attention to you, which was getting on your nerves.
From friendly compliments, to flirty compliments. your blood started to boil and you felt you were going to explode. Trying to turn her attention to you, you cleared your throat and started. “Ahem..Uhm Miss? I asked for a Diet coke, but your brought me a water with lemon..” She rolls her eyes and turns to you, “oh..yeah sorry about that.” she grabs the cup from your hand and stormed off to the kitchen. a couple minutes later she comes back with a cocktail.. what. A COCKTAIL?? HOW COULD SHE HAVE POSSIBLY GOT IT WRONG??
“This better?” she placed the drink in front of you and turns her full attention back to childe, and places her disgusting, dirty little hand, on his shoulder, messaging it. Ok, that’s it. No reasonable thought went threw your mind as you got up, grabbed her wrist and yanked it away from childe. “Touch him, or even look at him again, and I will cut all your fingers, toes, tongue off, pluck out your eyes from your head, and make you eat them. Understood?” you gripped her wrist harder, resulting her in rapidly nodding, “Yes! I understand! now let go of me you crazy bitch!!” reluctantly, you let go, and watched her scramble away. You sighed and sat back down, taking a sip out of the cocktail.
Childe was staring at you, with the widest smirk on his face. “What a show you put on for me. You look very sexy when your upset, I wonder if your the same when your in battle? hm?” you looked up at him chuckling a little, “no childe, I am not sparring with you.” you smiled as you took another sip. “Shall we take our leave then?” childe says standing up and placing a pouch of mora down on the table. “Yes, please, before I murder someone.” you murmur, grabbing your bags, hooking your arm around childe and walking back to your shared home.
[ 9:12 am 8/29/2021 ]
hiya :) do you have any crowe x reader relationship canons?? i need more content of him </3
context: Crowe hcs!! love this sweet boy
The kid at the back (Tkatb). Crowe x reader. | Anypov. Fluff.
mwehehehehehe I actually just played the updated version recently..smirks evilly and rubs hands together.
- Crowe is such a gentleman so I think he’d ALWAYS open/hold the door open for you, even if you’re an independent person, he’s rushing to get ahead of you to grab the door.
- Acts of service and quality time kinggg. Always wants to be near you at lunch, with his friends, studying, in class. But if you have things to do, he’s obvi not gonna pressure you to be with him allll the time.
- He’s always doing things for you, etc: the door holding yk. But he’ll get food for you if you don’t wanna wait in the lunch line, he’ll carry your bag/books for you, write extra class notes for you if you weren’t there/snoozing away!!
- Mandatory he walks you home everyday after school. Especially with those missing persons cases?? He’s getting you home safe and sound—even if it’s the last thing he does!! (oh wait..)
- Stares at you, even if you’re looking back at him or not. He just loves to admire you because you are goddess/god in his eyes. He can’t take his eyes off you—nor does he want to.
- Back to what I said about quality time, crowe loves being near you. When he is near you, he’s almost always touching you (as long as you’re comfortable). His hands is either interlocked with yours, or his fingers are brushing against your arm, or your arms are interlocked, his arm around your waist..you name it! if he can be pressed up against you, he will do it.
- Mmmmm kisses with this man are so sweet and gentle, but fireworks at the same time. His hands hold you so gently, but the way his lips move against yours is almost desperate. Like you can just tell he’s in love with you by how he kisses you.
- I imagine him as both a big and little spoon. He of course likes to protect you and hold you close to him, but he also just wants to be held.
- OMG playing with his hair..brushing it, braiding it, putting hair clips in it. His hair is soo silky and smooth it’s so easy to run your fingers through it. He loves when you play with his hair and massage his scalp, he’ll fall asleep right on your chest.
- He cannot shut up about you to anyone who would listen. “y/n is so handsome/gorgeous,” “y/n is so smart,” “y/n is amazing,” “y/n y/n y/n.” like okay pal we get it your in love.
- I def feel like he’d leave little love notes in your locker for you or in your textbooks. Just cute little stuff like, “you look good today,” or “I adore you.” Or even reminders about assignments or tests.
- He’s just such a cutie patootie and a good boy, give him loads of kisses. mwah mwah mwah.
1:55 pm 11/07/2024. @i90o3
does any1 know what happens in the Scarletta ending where he’s your servant .. (fanfic research purposes)
I think that servant scarletella ending is the one where you defeat him and he loses all his memories LOL so you give him a name (which makes him "yours" since having someone's name grants you power over their soul or something like that) and then he becomes your servant ✨ That name bit is the whole reason why he wants your name so badly— because he wants you to be his after thinking your past victims (as a serial killer) were sacrifices for him (a simp-stalker fr).
The umbrella is now yours and I guess thats means you now have (significant?) control over the apartments in that ending.
THANK YOU SO MUCH! cant wait to write this fic now that I understand. Love you pookie
genshin impact (ENDED. RETIRED. NO MORE)
— [📁]; [🎀] - fluff [💣] - angst [🧸] - comfort [🍾] - suggestive
Diluc
• hairstyles [🎀]
•Euphemism/Friendly-fire s/o [🎀]
• Halloween Costumes [🎀]
• Reacting to their younger sibling getting hit on in front of them [🎀]
• Reacting to “deez nuts jokes” [🎀]
• Movie dates [🎀]
• Sleep wear headcanons [🎀]
• “Can I sit on your Lap?” [🎀]
• Tattoos [🎀]
• Rainy Travels.. [💣 + 🧸]
Kaeya
• jacuzzi [🎀 + 🍾]
• Halloween Costumes [🎀]
• Reacting to their younger sibling getting hit on in front of them [🎀]
• corset mischief [🍾 + 🎀]
• “your not mad, are you, princess?” [🍾 + 🎀]
• Genshin Impact headcanons [🍾 + 🎀]
Xiao
• Trapped [🍾]
• Babying [🎀]
• Halloween Costumes [🎀]
• Submissive and breedable [🎀]
• Photo Booth [🎀]
• “your cute when your focused” [🎀]
• Xiao’s mark [🎀]
Childe
• Halloween Costumes [🎀]
• Jealousy hits hard [🎀 + violence]
• Movie dates [🎀]
•Genshin impact headcanons [🍾 + 🎀]
Scaramouche
• Trapped [🍾]
• Falling in to their s/o’s breasts [🎀+🍾]
• Babying [🎀]
• Submissive and breedable [🎀]
• Reacting to “deez nuts” jokes [🎀]
• Genshin impact headcanons [🎀]
Albedo
• albedo’s mark [🎀]
• Genshin impact headcanons [🎀]
Kazuha
• Trapped [🍾]
Thoma
• Falling in to their s/o’s breasts [🎀 + 🍾]
Ganyu
• Falling in to their s/o’s breasts [🎀+🍾]
Sucrose
• Candy dates [🎀]
• Genshin impact headcanons [🎀]
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