"I'm not afraid of being lost. We all wander off time to time. It's the fear of never quite finding myself that keeps me up at night."
- Sylvia Plath
๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฉ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐๐. โIf you get hit by a ๐๐๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐๐ฎ๐ฌ, you get your tuition ๐ฉ๐๐ข๐.โ
Longing is the absent chatting with the absent. The distant turning towards the distant. Longing is the springโs thirst for the jar-carrying women and vice versa. Longing allows distance to recede, as if looking forward, although it may be called hope, were an adventure and a poetic notion. The present tense is hesitant and perplexed, the past tense hangs from a Cypress tree standing on its rooted leg behind a hill, enveloped in its dark green, listening intently to one sound only : the sound of the wind. Longing is the sound of the wind.
โMahmoud Darwish, from โXIVโ, In the Presence of Absence. Archipelago, 2011
I barely remember the last 6 months honestly like am I even alive
โPeople think that intimacy is about sex. But intimacy is about truth. When you realize you can tell someone your truth, when you can show yourself to them, when you stand in front of them and their response is โyouโre safe with meโ - thatโs intimacy.โ โโTaylor Jenkins Reid
There really is such a softness in knowing that you look up at some of the same stars as people who lived 5000 years ago did.
I saw an article called โMake Peace With Your Unlived Lifeโ and it really made me stop and think. So much of our lives is mourning for what we didnโt become. Itโs a waste. We didnโt waste any opportunities. What came and went was not meant for us.
โShe looked up at the stars and asked what it was like to fall. The stars twinkled sadly and replied with, โOh, honey, you already have.โโ
โ Excerpt from a book Iโll never write #46 // Then, why does it hurt? (via vanillasweet)
Iโve been interested in the costumes from Crimson Peak for a while, so I made a video! Check it out if youโre interested! :)