"I Am, I Thought, A Tragedy".

LOVE, DESIRE, HURT, KNIVES, BLOOD.

Richard Siken / 红月 Red Moon (Detail) - Huang Guangjian / x / can’t we just leave the monster alive - TXT / ’Ariel’ by Aneleh, published in the tide rises, the tide falls journal / Yves Olade, from When Rome Falls; Bloodsport, 2017 / Jane Hirshfield, Assay Only Glimpsable for an Instant

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on."

-Robert Frost

Hunter S. Thompson // Sylvia Plath // N.M. Sanchez

"The journey from an online stranger to your favorite person" :- kindness exists dude.

harmony

i write poems to the moon

you sing to the stars

and it matters so much

especially when we're miles apart

i hold the starry night around my neck

you see it in real life

our harmony must make

such a wonderful sight

i hold my cousins close

you smile at every child you see

so let's watch our children grow

under our garden's tree

i think coffee is a waste

you say it's too bitter

let's drink our cocoa, my angel

and make life sweeter

i write poetry to piano keys

you dream to flute's gentle blows

the whole orchestra to ourselves

so let's meet in contrabass lows

angel, apart and close

are we an eternal dichotomy?

but maybe in another life we are

in perfect harmony

~astraeye

There are 5 types of fear

1. Terror 2. Panic 3. 14 missed calls from mom 4. Username or password is incorrect 5. “We need to talk”

"Medicine, law, business, engineering, these are all noble pursuits, and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for."

-John Keating; Dead Poets Society

And today I did my hair,went to the church

Met my parents after a month,brought home some duck eggs and some herbs.

Cleaned my tub and washed my breasts.

My plants were green and my apple was not rotten today.

White linen sheets and dirty curtains still made my bed.

I did all the things but didn't wait for someone again.

I barely remember the last 6 months honestly like am I even alive

the worst fate is to live my life without you in it.