Crying Is Ok

hi loablr :33

im going to share something that i did recently, i think it might help a lot of yall!!

basicly, get an empty tic-tac package and write down some affs ("Everything i desire is aldr mine, for example) in small pieces of paper, fold them and put them in the package

whenever you start doubting, get it out and take a random paper, the aff you get is the one you'll repeat everytime the doubts come to your mind yaey!!

remember you don't need to do anything, your desires are already yours, they have been ever since you decided you wanted them

hope this was understandable, im writing this while severely sleep depraved 💔

Sometimes, the silence you feel in your manifesting journey isn’t resistance it’s alignment

A quiet kind of knowing. You might catch yourself thinking, “Why don’t I feel like doing the visualizations today?” or “Why do affirmations suddenly feel empty?” It’s easy to mistake that feeling for being off-track. But what if you’re not giving up at all? What if you’re just getting closer?

The truth is, the closer your desire is to manifesting, the less noise there is. It stops feeling like a chase, and starts feeling like peace. Like when a plane is about to land the turbulence fades, and a still, steady feeling takes over. That’s not resistance. That’s alignment. That’s readiness. And in this space, your power isn’t in saying it louder. It’s in trusting it deeper.

Your body knows this before your mind does. If affirming over and over again starts to feel heavy, it’s not because you’re doing it wrong it’s because your nervous system is grounding you. It’s gently saying, “We already believe this. Now let’s rest in it.” You don’t need to keep repeating something you already know deep down. The energy has shifted. Now you’re being invited to live from that shift.

You’ve already done the work. What if that part’s over? What if your inner world has already aligned, and now reality is just catching up to meet you? You don’t keep opening the oven every minute to check if the cake is baking. You trust the process. You let the heat do its thing. Manifesting works the same way. Let your desire breathe. Let your energy settle. Your calm isn’t a sign of losing momentum it’s the arrival of belief.

So now… you live. You smile more. You breathe deeper. You move through your day with quiet confidence, because you’re no longer trying to get your desire. You’re allowing it to meet you. You’re not manifesting by force anymore you’re manifesting by embodiment. And that’s when everything begins to shift.

You don't need the void state to manifest whatever you want

"The All is Mind; the Universe is Mental." - Hermes Trismegistus

How long will it take you realize that YOU ARE THE CREATOR, that everything around you comes from within you. You don't need to induce the void state or anything like that because you are the GOD. You can manifest anything, LITERALLY ANYTHING within a second into your reality but there you are reading thousands and thousands of blogs on tumblr and still not getting anywhere. You need to realize that you are becoming your own enemy by not manifesting what you want, and letting your ability go waste. You don't need a good self-concept to manifest anything, you need consistency. Keep on persisting because you know that THE CREATION IS DONE. Your desires are coming, all you have to do is sit back and relax. Infact, it is not a desire, it's a reality (whatever you want, is already yours) It's that simple, RELAX. ⋆｡𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 ˚｡⋆ You know what, the more you try to force something, the more it goes away and that is why, RELAX. You already have everything you've ever wanted, what's the rush, Amore? It's already yours once you stop putting it on a pedestal and relax. 𓆉⋆｡˚⋆❀ 🐚🫧𓇼 ˖°

THANK YOU FOR SAVING ME I WAS SO THIRSTY

read this if you're confused about persistence, if you've been affirming for months and nothing's shown up, if you're wondering whether you're doing something wrong but can't figure out what. not a method post. not a technique post. just what’s actually going on when it's not working yet.

ok. so. hi. this is going to be messy and probably upsetting. not because it's dramatic. don't flatter it. but because it's honest. and honesty gets weird when you're dealing with a field that's still so underexamined. we're all just poking the edge of the simulation with a biro. and maybe i should leave it alone. maybe i'm overcomplicating again. maybe this is one of those moments where i should just shut up and script and go to bed. but. no. i can't. i don't know how to shut up about this. and maybe this isn't even the truth. maybe this is just one lens. but fine. whatever. here it is.

context: someone asked me today. "how do i force myself to shift in a short amount of time?" (@srcerers this is your fault....affectionately) and i was writing the usual. the "correct" answer. if you decide it, it's done. if you say you shift instantly, you do. period. PERIOD. done and done, tried and true. the golden assumption + confidence = success formula.

and then i spiralled. because i've been saying that for months. and yes, i've shifted. yes, i've seen results. but before that???????? i spent ages deciding. persisting. affirming. knowing. and still. nothing. and no, this isn't about pedestals. this isn't about wanting it too much. this isn't a fucking disney villain song about obsession. this isn't "just let go babe." no one here is pacing the astral gates with mascara running. this isn't longing. this is clarity. this is when you know it's yours and reality still has the audacity to play pretend.

you're not begging. you're not desperate. you're just wondering why the algorithm is lagging. and you're allowed to. you're god, and the lights are flickering. you're allowed to knock on the wall and ask why.

and sure. someone might read this and say "you were overthinking." or "you were still checking the 3d." but it's not that. this isn't panic. it's not frantic. it's the calm after the calibration. this is what happens after you stop checking. after you stabilise. after you fully assume. when you don't need results to believe. but they still don't come. and so you ask. not because you're doubting. because you're refining. it's not sabotage. it's devotion. it's wanting to understand the edge of your own dominion.

and the thing is. in the past, i wasn't hoping. i wasn't tiptoeing. i was in. all in. clearly, absolutely. no checking. no waiting. i wasn't treating the assumption like a wish. i was living like it was already law. so i continued in this spiral. because if you're god. if your thoughts create. if you say "i am in my dr" now and you mean it, like actually mean it, shouldn't that be enough?? i say this confidently, because after shifting so much, yes, that is indeed what happens. but. for people who haven't experienced that privilege. like. confidence plus assumption equals done. right??? so then why not. where does the decision go. does it just evaporate. does it fall behind the couch cushions of the multiverse. in what fucking universe do you decide something every day with conviction and it still doesn't root. how does that not calcify into fact.

so let me give you a scenario. maybe it's you. it was definitely me.

you're affirming day and night. not hoping. not wishing. knowing. you've decided you are in your dr. period. you walk like it. talk like it. feel it. you're not checking for results. not looking over your shoulder. not waiting for it to kick in. because it already did. your inner world is loud. it's screaming this is it. i'm there. not even zeus could knock me off the road because as god is my witness, i am in my goddamn dr.

and, nothing. no hogwarts. no mansion. no parisian cigarette moment with my boo in the rain. just your room. your walls. your body. again. again. again.

and it doesn't make sense. because the law is the law. you're god. your thoughts create. shifting is instant. so what the fuck is happening.

and look, i used to think there were only two ways to persist. either you're in power mode, clean, cold certainty. emotionally detached, i've already shifted, i'm just reinforcing it. or you're in panic mode, still affirming, still assuming, but there's this silent grip underneath. if i stop deciding this, it'll fall apart. and yeah, on the surface those feel like two different planets. one feels sovereign. the other feels shaky.

but if you strip the tone out of it, if you stop obsessing over how it sounds and just look at the architecture, both are assumptions. both are decisions. both count. because the law doesn't care if you're cool about it or crying about it. it only cares that you're doing it. that it's declared. that it's held. so if both modes are valid, then why do they sometimes fail????????

and this is where it started to come apart for me. because both 'i've already shifted' and 'i need to keep deciding' are still assumptions. one just feels better. it's smoother. but structurally, they're the same. and if the panic one isn't checking, if it's clean panic, if it's quiet panic, it should still land. it should still work. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's what broke the seal. because if it's not about hope, not about doubt, not about waiting, not about checking, and you're affirming like a master shifter, what the fuck is it? and i'll be using me as a poster child of examples and say that, hey, although shifting is now easy for me - i still struggle with manifestations. so. why???

and that question is the reason i'm even writing this at all.

so now maybe you're thinking (if i hopefully have not fully gutted your brain as i have with mine while writing this):

maybe it's because i'm doing it from panic, not power. maybe i'm secretly doubting. maybe i haven't let go. maybe i'm still in the waiting room. maybe that's because i keep looking at the 3d.

no. stop. cut it out. that's noise.

you can be in panic. you can be in power. it doesn't matter. if you are persisting. assuming. deciding. then it should work. that's the rule. that's the contract. it's not a myth. it's not a loophole. it's not some cult-coded trick line you chant and hope it lands. it's the structure. it's the law.

i kept trying to find a reason. maybe it's density. maybe it's linear cause and effect, like flipping a light switch and expecting the bulb. but loa doesn't work like that. and shifting definitely doesn't. it's not circuitry. it's not push-button response.

if you are the light, then the switch shouldn't matter. you're not triggering something, you are the trigger. you're the source. the mechanism. the whole #&*!$%@ circuit board. so what's jamming the signal. if it's not doubt. not timing. not belief. then what.

and here's the closest thing to an answer i've got (half consolation, half theory, fully an attempt to keep myself from throwing my laptop across the room):

you've already shifted. you just haven't caught up to yourself yet.

i know. i hate how that sounds too. it's vague. it's annoying. it feels like spiritual scaffolding. but it's not. or i at least hope it's not.

when we say shifting is instant, we don't mean the wallpaper peels itself off and your mom turns into dumbledore. we mean the moment you decide, the reality activates. the coordinates reroute. the entire grid adjusts.

it's as if you are rerouting a train track mid-motion. you're still moving. but you're not on the same line anymore.

the problem is, we expect the scenery to change with the switch. and sometimes it does. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's because the 3d isn't a flatscreen. it's not theatre. it's not performance. it's a mirror. and mirrors don't update because you want them to. they update because you've changed so deeply that they literally can't reflect the old you anymore.

so when you say "i am in my dr" and it doesn't look like your dr, that's not proof it failed. it's just a delay. you're already in the new field, but the particles haven't aligned. and yeah, that's maddening. because your body feels the shift. your head knows it. but your eyes won't show it. and then you start to doubt. not openly. but subtly. in the quiet. in the repetition.

so. what can i sum up. persistence is not about time. it's about saturation.

it's not about hours logged or how many affirmations you can fire off in a spiral notebook. it's about how deep it goes. how thick it sticks. and no, that doesn't mean screaming it louder. doesn't mean performing it. it means not needing to say it at all. not because you gave up. not because you're done trying. but because it's default now. baseline. unconscious. it is. not a spell. not a statement. just identity.

shifting isn't something you win. it's not a trophy for spiritual discipline. it's a symptom. a side effect of self-recognition so total, so absolute, that there's no room left for contradiction.

so yeah. both "i've already shifted" and "i need to keep deciding" can work. panic or power doesn't matter if the persistence is clean. if you're not checking. not looping. not measuring the silence. but if you're still waiting, even subtly, even spiritually, it's not saturation. it's performance.

and that doesn't mean you're doing it wrong. it just means you're still becoming. still burning off the part of you that thinks shifting is something to win, not something you already are.

and yes, some people shift instantly. some people shift after six months of saying "i'm already there." and they're not better than you. they're not more "aligned."

they just hit saturation faster. their idea of "this is true" had less gunk to burn off.

you say: but i'm god. i decide. why hasn't it happened yet?

and i say: it has. if it feels like it hasn't, you're still relating to it like something outside you. you're still watching for it.

reality isn’t late. reality isn't anything. it just reflects. it doesn't show up when you're ready, it has to show up when you're being. not when you want. not when you wait. when you are.

if it's not visible yet, it's not because it's in transit. it's because you're still checking. you're still measuring. you’re not failing. you're not early. you're just still treating truth like a method.

and truth isn’t a process. it’s a position. a posture. you don't need to persist for six months. you don't need to reach peak saturation like it’s a score. you just need to stop making realness conditional.

stop affirming like you're earning it. start assuming like it's breath. like it’s done and there’s nothing to explain.

because shifting isn't slow. it's not cumulative. it’s not linear. it’s identity. the second you say: i am - it's done.

not "on its way." not "almost here." and certainly not "it's glitching."

done. and if you're still asking when, then you haven't decided. not really. so stop trying to time it. just be it.

and look. i still believe shifting is easy. because it is. i've done it. i know it's not in charge. but sometimes it's not about method. it's about the silence in between. and that doesn't make the law wrong. it just makes the process actual. i'm not saying shifting or manifesting is hard. i'm saying that staying loyal to the truth when it hasn't shown its face yet takes a different kind of strength.

you don't have to overanalyse it.

but you're allowed to want to understand it.

that doesn't undo the truth.

it just lets you live inside it better.

We have to talk

It's okay to fail. It's okay that today wasn't very nice for you. It's okay to feel like you've failed. It's okay but it's not true, you are an incredible person, who is doing everything possible to get out of a bad situation, and I know that you are going to achieve it, just look out there, hundreds of people who have achieved it, you are no different from them. That's why do it every day, affirm every day (not 10,000 times, assume what you are, because it is what you are.

sweet heart, listen to me. Go there and get it, I trust you.

why the fuck are u even paying attention to the 3d what😭😭

idk how many times this needs to be DRILLED into y'alls heads that 3D IS JUST A REFLECTION. ITS NOT YOUR 'REAL' REALITY. ITS A COPYCAT, ITS LITERALLY A MIRROR.

your mind, or 4d, or imagination whatever you wanna call it, is the real reality. its the original reality. and you control your imagination, right? so as soon as you say you have something, you already got it in your real reality. how does a mirror even matter? how does the 3d matter? you should not even be feeling like you need validation from the 3d. bitch YOU ARE THE VALIDATION. THE 3D LOOKS AT YOU FOR VALIDATION. NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND.

if you guys just really realized that your actual reality is your 4d and your imagination, you would be so fucking nonchalant and relaxed tf out with manifesting. because its already yours. who cares about the 3d. its just a mirror, its only job is to reflect. if it shows you otherwise, just let it. know its yours already. just persist because ITS ALREADY DONE. BE FREE.

pls stop relying on the 3d bruh😭😭.

DEAR LOA TUMBLR USERS🗣️🗣️ what do we think abt colectively manifesting kamala harris becoming president or just world peace cuz im genuinely scared for my life rn🙏🙏

yall need to start being nonchalant and calm when manifesting. Just decide something and move on. It's done. Not "on it's way" it's done. you have it. You came, decided, and it's done.

Your mind and the world is not separate from you. "But the 3D-" no, "but why isn-" no. It's done, relax.

ᡣ𐭩 𝑴𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒇𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒏 𝒐𝒇𝒇 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒃𝒖𝒕𝒕𝒐𝒏-

You're Always manifesting, whether you realize it or not, you're manifesting unconsciously and consciously, even if you think you're not manifesting well guess what? You are, because manifestation doesn't have an off and on button and the Law of assumption will keep working (cause it's a Law duh). You cannot stop it.

Ever realised that sometimes you tell a lie and it becomes true? Or you make an assumption about certain person and it become true? Or expected something to happen and it did? Daydreamed about something and it happened? This was all YOU, you did it unconsciously.

You're consciousness is what manifest, you were Born to manifest, this cannot stop and you can't turn it off, even if you say that the Law isn't working, well guess what? It won't, the Law cannot fail, it will reflect every assumption you make.

So don't you dare doubt yourself or your abilities, you manifest unconsciously, So why wouldn't you manifest consciously? Just know that the Law won't fail you and trust in yourself.

Every desires is easy to manifest, there's no big or small manifestation or unrealistic one, your subconscious doesn't know the difference between small or big desires, so start making the assumption that you manifest easily and instantly, and no desire is big for you to manifest, you're an omnipotent being, and the creator of your reality.

Just assume and live your life freely, you have this power in the palm of your hand so use it and don't hesistate to be creative with it, your imagination is endless.

You can manifest that dream life of yours, you can manifest that billion dollar, you can manifest that SP of yours, you can manifest getting out of your abusive parents or person, you can manifest that little fairy wings you always dreamed of, you can manifest a unicorn, you can manifest that perfect grade and acceptance to your dream college, you can manifest being millionaire and billionaire, you can manifest working your dream job, you can manifest your complete 180° appearance change, you can manifest your dream body, YOU CAN MANIFEST ANYTHING AND DON'T YOU DARE LIMIT YOURSELF OR DOUBT YOUR POWER.

You were meant for more, you were meant to discover this to change your life, you were meant to discover the Law of assumption.

Xoxo, Eli

TAKE THE VOID OFF THE PEDESTAL.

in regards to my recent post which was someones success story my DMS were flooded within the next hour on “how to do it” or “when’s the perfect time to do it” “how did she do it” “its not fair”. oh my GODDDD take this “void” or whatever you call it off the pedestal, its not the key to all your life problems, its not your fairy godmother, ITS NOTHING. majority of you all see pure consciousness as some stupid thing that gives you results instantly when in reality its just a damn state of consciousness. this is why you always “fail” to reach it because you’re seeing it as something its not. PURE FUCKING CONSCIOUSNESS is literally just a state that you live in literally every day. no you’re not “enTeRinG” something no you’re not “lEAvInG your body”. i don’t care what your coach told you about the void state (majority of them are WRONG). you know that inducing pure consciousness is solely being aware of the 4D only.. RIGHT? so then why are you still coming back to peoples blogs asking how to do it and why its not working for you. well in all honesty its your fault. its your fault that “things don’t work for you” . why? because thats an assumption.. and assumptions harden to fact, so i hope you’re enjoying your assumption because YOU made it. every day its always something new about this “void” and then boom not a day later a new “omg this void method let me in the void so instantly!” and immediately you’ll put it on the pedestal. please just stop, YOU’RE the only one whose supposed to be on the pedestal. not pure consciousness (since thats a state you’re literally in every day even when you aren’t aware of this), what also shouldn’t be on the pedestal are these methods. i deadass might just lose my shit if someone said they chanted to Aphrodite and Satan just to induce the void state and then someone said “well i just tried it and it didn’t work”

now i’m not bashing anyone who uses methods i don’t care, i’m just telling you to not put it on the pedestal so damn quickly, it shouldn’t even be on the pedestal at all. same thing with this void state pact, i’m not even going to get on the topic about a “pact” because the whole thing sounds irrelevant but what i can say is; it wont work. thats it, now you can MANIFEST other people but you can’t manifest FOR other people. but morally just take this whole pure consciousness stuff off of the pedestal, last time i checked who runs this reality? you? or the void. if you said you then i’m sooo glad you have common sense. if you said the “void” i hope it continues to dog walk you.

- do not dm me anymore about sum void, i’m not entertaining it.