im sorry mabel OWNS those 2000's emojis
one moment im crying over my s/o and the next i want him to fuck me
balance i say
He’s stretchy! He’s funny! He’s silly! He’s gummy! D-O-E-Y!! Doey!!
He's my personal antidepressant
JOHN WICK 2014, dir. Chad Stahelski
I want to hug him so bad
Nightmare
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what personally helped me in my shifting journey.
ʚɞ i learned that nothing is truly needed. it was always about want. if i didn’t want to do something, i didn’t do it. simple.
ʚɞ i formed my own opinions and beliefs. i would always follow what other people said about shifting and never really tried to think of what i personally believed.
ʚɞ i learned not to care about doubts or limited beliefs— which is easier said than done. i think it’s so easy for me because i know doubts will not slow down my journey. i know i have the ability to shift whenever i want to, no matter what.
ʚɞ misinformation truly didn’t matter to me anymore. even if you have been fed with misinformation, you can still shift either way. because there is no right or wrong way to shift— i think just clearing your mind and getting rid of that misinformation is more freeing instead of it being required.
ʚɞ i stopped looking for proof. i would always try to shift just because i wanted to prove it to people, but i realized i didn’t need to prove anything to anyone. shifting is a personal journey, they can find proof themselves. i will prove it to myself instead
ʚɞ i stopped looking for the “key” to shifting. every night i would open tumblr, looking for advice that would somehow make everything click. girl, everything already clicked. i know what i need, or WANT to know. and there is no key to shifting, why would there be a key if there’s nothing to unlock?
ʚɞ i don’t think of it as imagining, i think of it as remembering. those are my memories. they aren’t just daydreams, that is already my life. i experienced that. i am always in my DR.
ʚɞ when you’re living your life in your DR, all it takes is a simple decision if you want to go back to your CR. “i want to go back,” and you will go back. i think of shifting to my DR the same way. it’s all a decision— and it’s instant.
I will shift tonight.
I will shift tonight.
I will shift tonight.
I will shift tonight.
I will shift tonight.
I will shift tonight.
I will shift tonight.
I will shift tonight.
I will shift tonight.
I WILL SHIFT TONIGHT.