Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 16: Jealousy

AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 16: SET C - “Disappearance”

I was watching as your light went out, and I felt nothing.

When he came for me, I fought with everything I had. He had beaten me before, but surely this time, surely with all the not-hatred I felt for him, I could win.

I couldn't.

As I felt myself vanishing, the pain and the sadness finally caught up on me. It was just for one moment, but I felt an overwhelming hurt. In that moment I wanted nothing more than to go back in time, back to when things were okay. I wanted nothing more than to be whole again. 

But there was nothing to be done. You were gone, and so was I.

In the end, it was all for nothing.

[previous] [next] [chapter overview]

By the way, I’ve had an Instagram account for a few months now and I finally offically opened it yesterday. So if you want to follow me over there:

https://www.instagram.com/herzblutrose/

Who knows, maybe I’ll use this opportunity to be a little more active on both platforms?

Oops, akusaimonth is already over and I only finished one picture out of the four picture set for the first prompt.

Parasite, Paradise

So, @emsawards just went and took the two things I obsess about the most at the moment and put them together into one, thrilling, amazing fanfiction. I couldn’t be more happy!

(For the designs, I picked a little from the manga, a little from the movie, the paladin armor, their normal outfits, Keith’s space pirate outfit and of course a good part of @v-0-3 artwork of Shiro that started it all. Though I changed Shiro’s haircolour to white in the end, because I love the contrast to Keith.)

AkuSaiMonth 2022

For anyone wondering what's up: I was asked if I would hold an AkuSaiMonth event this year and after a lot of deliberation I decided to ask for permission from @misomilk (you know, the original creator of the event!) and go for it!

Personally, I think it's a pretty fun format this year, because not only is it a bingo card (like 2015), but the BINGO CARDS HAVE RANDOMIZED PROMPT ORDERS! How cool is that?? I'm very excited about this, yes x'D

There's not a lot of time leading up to it now, I know, but if any of you feel like taking part or want to see what will be created, feel free to head over to @akusaimonth and give it a follow!! <3

There's also an AkuSaiMonth Instagram, if you want to see what's going on there as well!

If you were wondering what I was doing this last week: I sold my soul to Satan once again in order to get those two cosplays done. And on the weekend I went to a con with my (twelve year old. Yes, TWELVE. Look at her, she's HUGE.) sister :D (the second youngest ... I've got four younger siblings @A@)

One day, I will finally manage to start earlier ... >___< (I mean ... my Astrid Cos was done in two days ... well, maybe three if I'd be very strict.) Then I wouldn't be stressed for days. Then I would have time for breaks and a healthy portion of sleep, and I wouldn't forget half of the costume at home <_<"

This was actually a gift for my sister. The cosplays and visiting the con, I mean. She had to win a "bet" first, namely: She had to do without sweets or sweet drinks or very fat food for the whole summer vacation (that lasts for two months here.) And well, she won. :) I don't care for any "beauty standards", but she was really getting into a weight-, and therefore a healthproblem and she definitely needed a push into a different direction. Wheter it helped or not ... well, we'll see.

Either way I am really proud of her, because she proved a whole lot of willpower in those two months, and that is definitely important just as well :)

Here's the finished drawing next to the sketch! (Also some more Rowan sketches. I have a few of those ahaha)

And some progress pictures!

King (ID in Alt)

I might maybe perhaps possibly still be slightly obsessed with the Wilds of Eldraine story. (And Rowan specifically. Support women's wrongs!)

Di[e]ce Appreciation Week | Day 2: Focus

haruki opening pandoras box trying to focus on all the information overflowing his blank mind

WHAT: A month-long celebration for AxelxSaix (LeaxIsa) and vice versa. WHEN: July 8 (Saixel Day) – August 7 (Akusai Day), 2016

Hello, fellow akusai shippers! Are your hearts still broken? OTL Yes, that’s right. This year we’ll be celebrating our heart-aching ship again! 

Unlike the other years, however, the two modes will not be SLOW BURN and BERSERK, but ECLIPSE and DAYTIME MOON, which are two different sets of prompts. Eclipse is catered to graphics/video/playlist makers, while Daytime Moon is catered to writers and artists. You may choose whichever set that fits your fancy for the medium you’d like to work on (e.g. use Daytime Moon for graphics), and you can even accomplish both sets. :)

NOTE: For prompts marked with “/” you must choose between the two specified.

Posting dates and themes for each set are noted in the graphic above, but for copy-pasting (and better reading) purposes, they can be found under the cut.

Let’s have a lovely akusaimonth again this year. <3

Weiterlesen

More Foreteller headcanons!