Welp, Guess You Just Unlocked The Secret Sketch I Didn’t Think I’d Upload Anywhere Ever™:

Messy lighting experiment from a few days ago featuring my two favourite not-quite-human boys. I’m very much in love with Shin Megami Tensei IV: Apocalypse.

A sleeper, fully in control of his dreams.

[Zavier Holmes from the Timekeeper Trilogy by Tara Sim]

Finally finished playing all the Professor Layton games (except for the ones only available in JP), and: I’M IN LOVE. (All this logic, all this consistency T u T It makes me so happy~) Miracle Mask is my favourite!! And Azran Legacy. And The Unwound Future. And Randall. RANDALL. And Alfendi. ALFENDI. And EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING!!

The Black Paladins.

(He deserved at least a hug… I’ll miss him.)

I was tagged by @heartlessfujoshi​! Thanks!!

1 Nicknames: Dia (It took years to get people to call me that), before it was Mizi

2. Zodiac sign: Taurus

3. Height: 165 cm

4. Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw

5. Last thing I googled: smt4 wind turbine (i’m working on the challenge quests …)

6. Favorite musicians: Imagine Dragons and Revolverheld <3

7. Song stuck in my head: The Git Up by Blanco Brown

8. Following: 170

9. Followers: 448 (most of them are probably porn bots though … x’D)

10. Do you get asks?: Unfortunately not :’(

11. Amount of sleep: Ideally about 7 - 7,5 hours. But it actually varies between 5,5 and 9 hours.

12. Lucky number: 7 and 87 (hm, I wonder where the second one is from?)

13. What are you wearing?: sweatpants and a PJ shirt

14. Dream job: Something where I can keep learning new things. Something challenging. Something where I can manage my time to still have enough time for my hobbies.

15. Dream trip: A trip through Japan.

16. Instruments: I’m not talented at music, I’m afraid. I learned to play the recorder as a kid, but I don’t think I was any good.

17. Languages: I speak German and English, but I also know a little bit of Italian and Japanese. The first three make a pretty good combination, so if I have to, I can also read similar languages like French or Spanish or Dutch.

18. Favorite songs: Like 30 by Imagine Dragons. Way too many. I’ll pick 5 that I have a special connection to.

Only – Imagine Dragons

Something Just Like This – The Chainsmokers & Coldplay

Song 4 u – Ayumi Hamasaki

Sprinter – Kalafina

In The Shadows – The Rasmus

19. Five random facts:

1. I have four younger siblings (I’m the oldest) who are all taller than me, making me the smallest person in the family.

2. If there’s a TV playing anywhere in the room, I physically cannot concentrate on anything else anymore. I don’t have any problems listening to audiobooks while working on drawings or cosplay though.

3. I’ve been organizing a manga/anime/japan convention in my country for two years now, currently starting into year three. It’s small (about 1000 attendees), but still a lot bigger than we expected in this rural area.

4. I’m a happy crier. When somebody surprises me with something nice, i WILL absolutely start to cry.

5. My most priced possession is the scale figure of Ludger Kresnik from Tales Of Xillia 2 that my siblings got me for my birthday in 2017.

20. Aesthetic: Roses (absolute peak in combination with swords). Also stars and space.

I’ll tag @miramaare, @sacredmoonrising and @ignisfavilla. If you feel like it?

YESSSSS!! THIS!!!

Things that make me feel like posting on Tumblr is actually still worth the effort:

THANK YOU SO MUCH for your tags, they make my day!! <3

“Had to lose my way To know which road to take Trouble found me All I look forward Washed away by a wave

I'm going back to my roots Another day, another door Another high, another low Rock bottom, rock bottom, rock bottom I'm going back to my roots”

- Roots, Imagine Dragons

That's the place where I live. Looks cute from up there, doesn't it? When I look out of my room's window, I can see up to the exact place I stood when I was taking this photo.

It's nice to see things from a different angle from time to time.

Riku Appreciation Week | Day 2: Quote

I gave in to darkness once and ever since it’s chased me in one form or another.

The Seeker of Darkness who stole my body. A puppet replica of the shadows in my heart.

And now … I’m facing me.

AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 16: SET C - “Disappearance”

I was watching as your light went out, and I felt nothing.

When he came for me, I fought with everything I had. He had beaten me before, but surely this time, surely with all the not-hatred I felt for him, I could win.

I couldn't.

As I felt myself vanishing, the pain and the sadness finally caught up on me. It was just for one moment, but I felt an overwhelming hurt. In that moment I wanted nothing more than to go back in time, back to when things were okay. I wanted nothing more than to be whole again. 

But there was nothing to be done. You were gone, and so was I.

In the end, it was all for nothing.

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