Looks lile chapter by chapter won, so I'll release chapter 1 later tonight. Chapter 2 is probably my longest cbapter so far. Still working on chapter 3.
I've given up on being in a relationship. If you don't meet my fictional character standards, I don't want any.
How I imagine Canon Hawks vs. Fanon Hawks would react to you crying. (Somewhat similar, but with their own quirks)
C.Hawks would see you are crying and tries to cheer you up, whether it be trying to make you laugh, or take your mind off what is upsetting you. He can tell how upset you are based off your body language, and he is very careful on his words in order to not upset you further. If he is completely unsuccessful, rather than telling you its not all that bad, or to not dawn on it too long. He will tell you to not let it take control of you, and that whatever is making you cry, you will get through it. He would be a shoulder to cry on if you needed it, and would let you know that you are not alone in how you feel.
Vs.
Fanon Hawks would wonder as to why you are crying, but wouldn't press you on if you didn't want to share. He would allow you to cry on his shoulder, and would wrap his wings around you protectively. He would let you know that if you ever need anything, he is here for you. If you continued to cry, he would stay there with you until you feel like you feel better. He would kiss your forehead and tell you that everything is going to be okay, even if he doesn't know why you are crying. If he saw you getting ready to leave, but sensed you may do something stupid, he would trail behind you at a fair distance to make sure you were okay.
the darkness of hawks my hero academia
I remember when Hawks was first introduced and opinions were kinda split since we were still trying to figure him out. Even with a bit of a shaky start, I think some people were enamored with him from the get-go. Anyhow, you’re right to say that he was designed to be a fan favorite, Horikoshi admitted that himself when he said he wanted him to be popular!
Hmm. That’s kind of interesting to point out. “A rags to riches story?” And the “opportunity of the hero system” ooh that makes me think, and once again I am wishing we got more on Hawks’ side of the HPSC story and how his debut went. I can definitely see them pulling a “with hard work, you too can be a hero!” and “the hero life offers you many great opportunities and grand splendor” to reel people in, but I think that happens naturally because of the All Might craze. Hawks’ history was kept private so nobody’s gonna be saying he went from rags to riches, and certainly not Hawks himself with how little he shares.
Woah 😂 Oh my god, the spooky music came out of nowhere! That surprised me, and what a dramatic explanation, “crafted on an empty conveyor belt by men in suits and empty office rooms” and you called him a chameleon HELP- but apt description. I feel like I’m reading a fanfic by a theatre kid, this is neat. Really poetic in a serious, looming darkness kind of way. And then everything playing in the background??? Haha, really cool way to design a video and with the sound effects.
I’m glad you acknowledged that while Hawks’ theatrics COULD have been bits and pieces of who he might’ve turned out to be without HPSC interference, it’s mostly trained acting. Which is part of why he became my favorite. I think it’s really cool to analyze what he does and try to figure out the intentions behind them, and how he switches from one personality to another.
And…there’s where I’ll have to disagree. Lady Nagant might’ve been a hired killer, but Hawks isn’t. The HPSC stopped the whole “killing” thing after the last Chairman was killed. And he’s never tried to enable them? He was really upset about that, not wanting to turn a blind-eye to the League’s victims, didn’t let anyone die during the High-End incident despite the HPSC clearly saying “you can, and you will” even if it could’ve convinced Dabi. He’s not the HPSC’s blind puppet. And he definitely doesn’t like them or working for them. Otherwise he wouldn’t have said, “there’s nobody to give me orders anymore, I’m free of my shackles.” When they got shut down.
The spy gig wasn’t the first time he expressed disliking their ideas. The HPSC loves putting up appearances, past and future, with “false sweetness” and he ruined their elaborate little public showcase of the top heroes. They wanted polite PR lines? They called it a “critical turning point?” he threw that line back in their faces. “If this is a critical turning point, then what I don’t want to hear is all these PR-friendly soundbites.” You know, the same thing that annoyed Nagant for it being a lie to the public to save face. Perfect, “safe words” but not real, honest heroics. He sounds rude, but he shoots down the idea of “clinging to the past” by making a counter-point to every line said during that. The HPSC was very frustrated with losing All Might, this was their way to make up for it. But society shouldn’t cling to that old system. Hawks is the first hero to ever say that. Otherwise pretty much everyone is trying to cling to the old ways and become the next All Might.
It’s funny. They expressed frustration over “this is what we get for relying on one man.” But the HPSC continues their old habits of relying on one man when they sent Hawks in alone to spy on the villains with no way out for him, forbidding him to tell anyone of his mission and hiding how he was undercover even during the raid. He could’ve gotten help, he wouldn’t have thought killing Twice was his only option if he had back-up. But nothing. They sent him to deal with the consequences alone, and they got their karma from making the child of a villain, pretend to be a villain and do things he hates, thinking he’d do it easily, but Hawks drew it out for so long that Twice’s clone of Re-Destro destroyed their HQ and killed the Chairwoman. And might I add it was really stupid of them to invite Re-Destro to talk teaming up with support items or whatever when there’s no way they wouldn’t have known he was dangerous. Hawks would’ve warned them. And he knows they’re manipulating him. Isn’t it sad that he says “calling it a proposal when I can’t refuse? how malicious of you” when Nagant tried to refuse killing, she got a gun pulled out on her and got dumped in Tartarus. Hawks likes being a hero, and helping people. And they’re providing support for his mom, and hiding his family history. They’ve got blackmail on him, and Hawks himself can’t refuse if saying yes means someone else won’t have to dirty their hands in his place. He’ll take on the burden so people can rest easy.
And as funny as the sentence “what is Wash’s body count?” is, Hawks and Nagant are the only ones of their kind that were created in this way. Horikoshi’s said it, I’m not just pulling everything out of thin air.
I don’t view heroes killing villains or criminals as “dark” at all
sometimes when a villain is dangerous you have no choic
Aw shit. I'm almost done with chapter 4, like, really close. But then, but then... My brain was like: Hey remember Homestuck and how you were in the fandom and like a major nerd? Yeah, here now I'm going to throw old videos and songs from the fandom at your face that you should rewatch/listen to again while you write. Now I can't get Karkalicious out of my head.
Looks like updates will be a lot slower :/ My laptop is really old and is on its last steps. My new computer is having power issues, so I will have to write everything on my phone. Big sadge
How I would imagine Canon Hawks vs. Fanon Hawks would interact with Y/N after they tell him happy birthday.
C.Hawks: "Hey- oh, thanks for wishing me a happy birthday! I hope yours will be just as great!"
Vs.
F.Hawks: "Thanks for the birthday wishes, birdie. Though... I think having you as my birthday present will really make my birthday a lot better~."
Also big happy birthday to the best bird boy, Hawks!
C.Hawks: Hey endeavor! How's the wife and family?
F.Hawks: ENDEAVOR-SAN IS HERE!?!?!! FUCK I NEED TO MAKE MYSELF LOOK PRESENTABLE. CANON DO I LOOK FINE?! I DON'T LOOK MESSY DO I????!!!
C.Endeavor who looking at the two, winged heroes: Why are there two of you, and why is that one acting like an awe-struck teenager about to confront his highschool crush?
C.Hawks shrugging his shoulders: Beats me. He does that sometimes whenever you're mentioned. Must have a crush on you or something.
C.Endeavor looking at the two birdmen: But isn't he you? So wouldn't you also have those feelings as well?
C.Hawks: ...
No because Canon Hawks actually trying to be cute in hopes a crowd of fans will listen to him is actually adorable and the fact that he willingly allows them to take him away just says how much he cares for his fans. He lives to serve his people
Very much true, for any ship really
If your ship realizes they are in love and there's not a immediate sense of horror and dread I don't see the point tbh. Like, what even is their reaction then?
A shrug and 'alright then' thought?