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I’ve only been in the void state for a few seconds and it scared me cause I felt nothing around me. I know it’s just a deep meditative state, but i have bad intrusive thoughts that make me conquer up scary imagery/scenarios that I’m scared will negatively manifest whilst I’m in the void state.

Do you have any tips on overcoming anxiety/fear surrounding the void state?

Okay so, first.

NOTHING can attack or sum up when going in the void, your mind already knows it's a peaceful state and you won't actually have ANY negative thoughts.

But I think I get you, before entering it can feel overwhelming, honestly the only tip is to ground yourself and tell yourself you're okay and that's your body and nothing more.

Imagine being surrounded by the void and acknowledge it as something COMFORTING instead of scary, whenever you get those thoughts? Push them away no matter how hard it is, again, it's just the fear of the unknown.

Because whenever we get some results when trying to get into the void and we get close but we don't enter the other times we try we think it will fail, this is happening a lot with me and I really don't know what to do, is there any solution?

OKAY SO.

don't complicate it.

Simplicity is the key, it's not "oh when I don't try I enter" or "oh when I try I don't enter".

Treat it as something you always do, do you have to overthink everytime you fall asleep saying "if I do xyz I'll sleep", no, you'll sleep, y'know? You have the knowledge that you'll definitely sleep.

Same thing, be NEUTRAL with it, let go, every attempt is an accurate success instead of a "near one". Good luck!

My journey. (Tw)

This is the longest post, please read everything if you need motivation, need some advice, and let me help you with something.

I want anyone who is doubting themselves, anyone who is trying not to give up, anyone else in the community of being blessed, to read the post whole.

I'm going to be talking about my life, and how the journey started, what I did and what I did not, bear in mind please, this was a little emotional for me to write, I feel a bit nostalgic about it all and I honestly can't believe so much went in such a time.

I found out about everything starting with a book I bought from the local fair that interested me a lot, and I swear if it weren't for the book, I would be here, I used to be the most logical bitch child ever, top grades, stressed like I'm in college already, pained mind and always pressured to be perfect, resulting in me being burnt out and already too mature for my age in mind, yet still childish in many senses, and constant fights with my parents, I felt like I was against the world.

The book was The Power of your Subconscious Mind - Dr. Joseph Murphy.

I was a kid who loved hobby reading, sort of an escape from the hell hole of the pressure I would have around me, and I adapted by this book, and it changed everything for me.

I was only 13 at that time of the book, after that I started trying it out for things and I saw results, made me happy, and I went to something I found in the corner of YouTube, called subliminals, and another part of it where it was called manifestation.

Now with subs, I found reality shifting, then came the void, then came lucid dreams and all that combined together in a hot mess.

Shifting was something so beautiful to me, The idea of a world where I could live my life was something that trapped me so much, I already imagine things a lot and use it as an escape mechanism, sounded perfect, right? And naturally, my first DR was my hero academia, just because I wanted to relive being a proper teenage.

And for subliminals? I can tell you one thing, I was extremely insecure of the person who used to be in the mirror, because all I did was to throw away my life, I studied, slept, and woke up, no friends, no one to trust, I just lost myself, and all that when I was 13-14, (tw) I hated hated hated myself and my appearance so bad, I could only pity myself for the state I used to be in.

I feel almost sad for my younger self, as I'm 18 now watching my young teen self stress through her life, cry at her appearance, even sometimes (tw) wishing to be just die in her sleep, all that because I was heavily burnt out, seeing girls my age looking prettier through puberty, talking with others and I'm stuck on a wish that felt like it won't happen, and yet, a part of me was too ashamed to feel this way, because I knew there are people worse than me, and I sympathized for them.

I think it started good, at 14 years old, I fully started subliminals and it worked for a while, especially my first results that hyped me up so much as changing the grades I mentioned on the other post, so I thought life was changing right?

It did for a year, at 15 things were going well on the outside, I started obsessing over my look, I started using subliminals even more too much for my appearance, I changed drastically, and tried to fit in, but get, none of those changes in my self were drastically from manifesting or anything, sure of course I had some small results, it was almost like I was not naturally like that, I felt fake in short, like a second skin to my real self, every night trying to shift or enter the void and whatnot, all that and finally, and I even opened a Tumblr account which safe to say, got pretty popular back in the day and honestly that was quite a mistake for me at that time.

Why? It ruined me.

I thought I could open the blog to help people with their journey as well as help myself with mine, y'know? Things got out of hand when I got a bunch of people who messaged me and ranted to me about their problems, and bless my younger heart, I used to be so touched by it and help them with it, I was like an unpaid therapist, and I never cared about my health, I just wanted to make people who had worse life than mine, get their results before even I did.

I should've told them I can't manifest for them, but that was where the shit and trust issues came from, sadly I got into the trap of (tw) "suicidal" people who claimed they'll off themselves and blame it on me if I don't enter the void for them, saying how they hate their life and everything else and how they want to change everything.

Please.

For the love of god.

I've been there like you and in worse, I stood up, I found the courage to stand up everytime I fell down, everytime, and that happened so much, almost 6 years worth of failure and never once I wanted someone to do it for me, why? Because it's your life my love, please don't think I'm rude or whatnot, I seriously I'm telling you, it's all in your hands.

And yes, of course there are people with far worse conditions and living state than mine, and I'm never blaming anyone to ask for help, but seriously.

To threaten a literal child on a simply happy pink blog telling her to enter the void for them or else? Especially one where she was a little too eager to help? Please, do it on your own as much as we all did on our own, I used to think "why don't bloggers like to manifest for others?".

I understood it after that, the emotional baggage? That was traumatizing for me.

Either way, I also had one of my followers spam follow me on my private Instagram (which I don't know how) and started (tw) a slight talk of let's say, almost grooming.

Thank God it wasn't pictures, I don't know if it is considered that, but is it alright to be told (tw) that they'd like to f#ck me or what not? I'm uncomfortable to go into more details but that was the breaking point for me, seeing almost 40 or something accounts spam messaging my requests no matter how much I block them, kept making more accounts.

I. Was. Horrified.

That's when I snapped, that was my last resort, I hated everything, I hated it all, I blocked all the current accounts, deleted my Instagram account, shut my blog off and started neglecting myself heavily and got back again into a depressing state, where I thought that's it, I'm cursed, wasn't I?

I burnt out so bad.

I genuinely believe it was the worst year of my life, even when I turned 16, everything got wrecked, the life I built and tried to maintain it fell apart, one of my friends backstabbed me so hard, I just gave up on manifesting and the void, which was something I wanted so much every night, wishing or begging anyone listening to help me, scrolling hours in Tumblr trying to find something helpful.

When I turned 17, this was my healing stage.

I may have slight tears in my eye, or I may sound dramatic, but oh god I am so glad to be here where I am now, I love myself, I seriously feel so bad and emotional for my younger self, if only, oh if only I could go back to hug her and tell her to live her teenage life, but I couldn't, I took life too seriously at that time and told myself I was cursed, only in the summer of 2024 I got back to my manifesting mindset, without Tumblr.

At 17, I started fixing myself, I gently loved myself, I started throwing the pedestal of the void away, I treated everything in front of me as a miracle, I loved myself, helped myself, took myself back on my feet and I gave myself time.

Time is something a lot of people here are annoyed by, it does not exist, so why are you bothered to give yourself some of this "nonexistent" time to heal yourself? I know some might say it's hard to love yourself, guys please.

Just love that small part of you that is still standing, that was shown the void and shifting and anything else for a reason, at 17 I started seeing results from everywhere again, I gained popularity, I built myself, I helped myself, trusted the law of assumptions, and my mindset had grown.

Now, I'm healed.

I no longer do this just to "get out of this" or "to escape everything", I do it for myself and because I know I deserve it, I don't place it up, I place it within reach like an apple waiting to be picked.

Everyone reading this, if you have come so far, do not give up, but of course.

It's your choice, no one can beg you to come back to your life, it's your choice my love.

I hope everyone in any situation my deepest and my most tender love to them, wether you're shifting, premashifting, rebuilding yourself with the void, changing everything.

Please thank yourself for staying strong and reaching here for so long, some say they've been doing this for 2 years, some say one.

I went on strong for 6, and I am glad I did, and I realized it all falls in your hands, I could've done it all by the first year, heck, even the first month, so my loves, my last piece of advice:

Love yourself, thank yourself, and ease yourself, let the apple fall, and not your hand that was straining for the apple.

Xoxo. Coco

HOW DO I KNOW WHEN TF TO OPEN MY EYES BECAUSE LIKE I ALWAYS FEEL AND KNOW THAT IM IN MY DR AND I ALWAYS TRY TO USE MY FIVE SENSES TO ACTUALLY CONFIRM IT AND WHENEVER I DO FEEL LIKE ITS TIME TO SEE MY DR I JUST SEE MY CR

OKAY SO.

In order to know when to open your eyes, you don't need to confirm it's your DR, you will KNOW you're there, like LITERALLY, the five senses thing is just a way to CONNECT to your DR and help you shift there, once you're there? OH HELL YES YOUR SENSES ITSELF WILL BE LIKE "mf we're there, WE ARE THERE."

So my advice? Let go on WHEN to open your eyes, and simply follow your guts instead of making sure, again, the senses thing is to reconnect with your DR, not a metaphor to help you understand if you ARE in your DR, bc you obviously are 🤭

Hi gals!

long time no see, right? yeah blame me all you want y'all i deserve it- anyways, i came on here to say that NO I AM NOT LEAVING NOR AM I GONNA LEAVE, i have gotten my phone taken away bc of how much i have been on my phone and ignoring my studies (TEE HEE BLAME ME ALL U WANT I LOVE IT HERE) and honestly i also thought i could be very distracted by it, BUT, i'm here to put a notice and say i'm on a break bc of the fact i have 17 days left before 1st of June, the exams that will dedicate my future, i seriously hope i could get into med school, so i'm studying hard (and for ppl who tell me "why not manifest not studying and getting the grade?" I LOVE STUDYING THIS YEAR LEAVE MY ASS ALONE IT'S SO FUN. but i do manifest ofc, anyways! here's an update. i have entered the void again during these times and i also managed to have a shift (not saying minishift, a mini shift is still a shift even if it was for a couple of seconds). I did Reya's mind reprogramming for 4 days AND OML GUYS PLEASE DO IT IF YOU HAVE DOUBTS, I MANAGED TO MINI SHIFT AND CLEAR EVERY DOUBT OF MY MIND, i'm currently manifesting to enter the void/ shift to WR during my sleep and so far i'm so close! PLS FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING ONLINE I WAS ALSO A BIT OVERWHELMED BY THE AMOUNT OF ASKS OR SM, but i'm back here for a day or two and then i'll disappear again bc Biology is calling my name. tip of the day bc i had a dream that told me to hop on tumblr and tell this to those who need it: you've come far, i see that small doubt that suddenly caught you asking yourself if you can or not, yes, yes you can, and you'll continue to do so, i am proud of how much you have gone and ever so much more proud you can reach it, continue and keep growing! CHEERS! I'LL ANSWER DMS AND ASKS RN MWAH I MISSED YALL SM.

BY THE FUCKING WAY, PINKPANTHERESS JUST DROPPED HER ALBUM AND OH MY GOD I AM LOSING MY SHIT "hi, my name's pink and i'm really glad to meet you."

TEE HEE

I Lucid dreamt yesterday, and here's how it's different from shifting.

(p.s // I literally love Kate Bush)

HI LOVES.

Lately I've seen quite some toxicity in the shifting community, thankfully not so much in Tumblr but in tt and others, mostly people saying how Reality Shifting is just lucid dreaming.

So I was bored yesterday and I decided to lucid dream, which was something I COULD NOT DO AT ALLLLLL when I was younger, but guess what? That mindset click I did last time, I did it again for Lucid dreaming and mf I had one last night, and here's how this post alone can maybe make some of y'all anti-shifters aware how the fuck y'all are deluded (I mean you're the one stuck here not us- sorry.)

I got in a dream, at one point realized it's one, by counting my fingers, saw I had 12 or some shi, I was like "ooo bitch I'm dreaming?"

I just walked around my house in that dream it was fun af, but now's not the time to talk ab it, I didn't do much, like I said I was on a mission to understand the difference between shifting and lucid dreaming.

Lucid dreaming felt... Fake, no seriously, like when you're in it, you look at yourself, around, you get the complete knowledge that, yes, this is all fake, y'know? Like your body part might look crooked, your vision is hazy.

Like it's almost close to the feeling of looking inside those memory things in Harry Potter, I forgot the name 🧍🏻‍♀️

Things don't sit well, you pass walls, you float, you run slow, you get me? Muffled sounds and voices, and most of all, pass a year there and when you wake up it feels like three seconds.

Shifting?

God knows, YOU know it's somewhere, like the ground is firm, the people are really people going around their lives, you look completely human and law applies there.

There's no haziness, everything is bright and vivid as though it is your life, your thoughts are simply the same as your waking self, you walk normally, you hear things, and most of all? You taste them.

The most difference was the time it felt, like I said, spend a year in a dream and you'll wake up feeling it lasted three seconds, spend a year in a different reality? Wake up actually having one year worth of memory and life.

Do you understand how close you are? How you literally are one second away from touching them? From feeling them? From having your head on their heart hearing them beat gently against your ears? Or not for love, but how close you are to walk in the grass breathing in the smell of fresh mornings? Knowing you finally made it?

Xoxo, Coco

Edit// here's how I lucid dreamt

Just before sleep I set the intention of being aware in a dream, and repeated the number "5" before sleep, I actually was saying that to wake up at 5 and do some wake back to bed thing but it made me see the number 5 in the dream which made me look down at my fingers, so yeah.

A while ago I tried to enter the void but then I got sleepy gave up then rolled over on my side, then I dreamed of me when I have all my desires after the void??😭WHATT

OKAY DREAMS ARE SIGNSSSSSSSS TEE HEE, don't give up and go by your guts ✋🏻

I fucking entered the void.

Long post ahead!

@premiumbitch I owe u every shit wtf, your method was INSANE?

REMEMBER HOW I TOLD Y'ALL IMMA BE ENTERING THE VOID ON MY BIRTHDAY???? I did it, and guys it's literally the easiest shit idk why some people see it as smth big 💀

I didn't manifest anything, why? Because guess it or not I actually just wanted to be familiar with it, I love how I'm slowly knowing everything is mine, and yesterday I didn't want to manifest anything I just wanted to try the void out especially bc I have been studying sm these days, I wanted a break.

Now I've been eating up that mindset that I'm a master at the void, which let's be obvious, everyone is, they just need to get to the point and slowly realize it, it has to click.

Okay I'm going to stop yapping and fucking get into it 👍🏻, either way, yesterday night, at 1:32 AM or smth, after the day turned 6th April, I got in bed and made myself comfortable, and simply told myself I'll enter the void under 5 minutes, which actually and unsurprisingly, it was the case, I used a standard boring ass method too yk, the one where it's usually always what people do.

On my back, started slow breathing, and i set the intention of keeping myself awake when my body sleeps (best advice I got from idk who it helps sm) and then I let myself sink in the bed for some minutes, like I just laid there, and already I immediately was in the SATs.

So naturally I affirmed for the void, knowing I'm already in there, and mf I slipped in there after two or three minutes of affirming, just saying "I am the void." Or "I am in the void."

I think the reason I actually got out myself or sometimes used to slip in and back, is how I immediately focused on my body signs or anything connected me to myself, so I have a note to myself next time, to allow it naturally happen and focus just on the blackness behind my eyes.

ANYWAYS I STAYED THERE FOR LIKE I THOUGHT 2 OR 3 MINUTES BUT IT WAS A WHOLE WHOPPING 1 HOUR TF, and get that, how did I know it's the void? I just wanted to see stars there and I fucking did 🎀

IMMA GO CRY I FINALLY AM THE CREATER OF MY OWN REALITY.

anyone reading this, babes please don't give up, genuinely don't, I've been in this game for 6 years and I know a lot of people that'll leave for this long, saying they have no patience, girly you can do it if I did, I used to be in SUCH a bad place you can't even imagine, I pulled my shit and started living in the end for 2 months (and no it doesn't take two months, I just was stubborn af and kept slipping in and out my beliefs).

Special thanks to them for keeping my motivation up 💗

@joc3lynn @catherineaboutlife @salemlunaa @premiumbitch @prettygirl444sblog @mercifulstate @shimmershifts @littlemissprettyprincess @luckykiwiii101 @carlyshifts111 (I adore her oml her RAS thing? ATE the fuck up)

And of course can't forget @gorgeouslypink but idk if she's here anymore? And every old blog back in the 2022 and 2020, I adore y'all sm even though I don't have your blog's names 😔🎀.

Hi I have been diving into the void state for a while now, and the more I learn the more I lose interest in it(?). Of course I want to experience it but I no longer care for signs or symptoms or methods or measure my progress or think in terms of failure and success. It’s about being so It feels that there is nothing to do so what is there track anyway?

Is this way of thinking normal? It feels very normal to me but maybe I became too passive. I honestly don’t know anymore.

BRO.

This?

IS THE BEST STATE, LITERALLY TF U MEAN OMGVKANOSNOAJODJOAD

"losing interest" is not actually losing interest, you're just treating it as it should've been treated.

Neutrally.

LITERALLY YOU'RE GOING GOOD, it's absolutely normal and that's literally how I feel now, it's the best path.

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