I Think Something That Is So Intrinsic To The Queer Experience Is Staying Up All Night, Reading Or Watching

I think something that is so intrinsic to the queer experience is staying up all night, reading or watching a gay love story on your phone, holding back sobs. Knowing that you could have this one day, that you could be this happy one day. But for now, you have the same four scraps of hope. And while they can be badly written, or unrealistic, and sometimes not even meant for queer eyes; they are yours. And for the night you can hold this hope in your hands and pretend that you are entitled to your own love story, outside of the screen. And you don’t have to be so afraid until the morning comes.

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3 years ago

Kaeya spends a lot of time working really hard to keep Childe from ever even talking to his brother, coming up with various sneaky plans to keep Diluc safe from this evil fatui dude who clearly doesn't deserve him

And then it ends with him discovering they were dating all along anyway

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Ok, but Diluc thinks that Kaeya just wants to spend time together. And doesn't realize that it's a plan to keep him away from Childe.

So it ends up with Diluc stretching himself out, trying his best to spend time with Kaeya and Childe while also trying to do the winery work and his nightly activities.

And Kaeya discovers all this when Diluc just ends up overworking himself and falling asleep and missing his appointments with both Childe and Kaeya, so they just show up at Diluc's house. And find him sleeping at his desk. So it all comes out, and neither realized that Diluc was doing his best to accommodate both of them.

I believe a truce is called shortly after that.

Because well... Kaeya is honestly touched that Diluc was trying so hard to spend time with him. And Childe cares too much about Diluc and his health to really try and fight Kaeya.

2 years ago

i love being insane it really adds some soice to my boring little life


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1 year ago

im so glad colin and bradley didnt randomly age in their appearances a whole lot throughout the show, because despite time passing arthur and merlin, though older, still hold a sense of pureness and youth to them and THAT is what kills me. Idc how old they are, theyre just kids trying their best. Idc same with morgana, she looks so young, they all do, not child like but not like an adult who knows what theyre doing.

Theyre all just kids trying their best in a world where adults are constantly telling them whats right and wrong and it breaks my heart.

Like youre telling me when arthur gets stabbed he doesnt look like just a boy? He doesnt radiate man who has has the experience of a lifetime, none of them do, theyre all just about to start their lives and yet theyre faced with the world against them.

As arthur dying in merlins arms, theyre just kids. Theyre just two boys, one whose mothers far away and the other whose fathers long gone, both trying to figure out how to live. Both stuck in situations far too mature for them. It almost feels like throughout the show an adult needs to step in, like what do you mean arthur has all this responsibility? Hes just A BOY???

Dont bc they’re literally all just kids and it makes me sad

1 year ago

my hyperfixations are messing up school does anyone have advice im struggling


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6 months ago

omg i didn’t get to boop anyone last time :D


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3 years ago

Zhongli and Guoba are so cute amandbna ahhhhh


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1 year ago

Arthur: what are you doing?

Gwen: *watching a couple* matchmaking

Arthur: what's that?

Gwen: I'm like a hitman. Only that my objective is to get people together and not shoot them.

Arthur: ... Is that a thing? You can do that?

Gwen: sweety, I can do anything, I'm Gwen

Arthur: can you matchmake me and Merlin?

Gwen: consider it done

After they got together:

Merlin: I hear you're a hitman

Gwen: how can I help, dear?

Merlin: I need a hitman. I have my eye on someone who needs to motherfucking DIE

Arthur: she's not that kind of -

Gwen: *already taking out her guns* give me a name


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1 year ago

bail funds for pro-palestine activists

a15 bail and legal defense fund (supporting community members criminalized in the us for solidarity with palestine)

university of texas at austin students bail fund venmo @ psc_atx (livestream)

columbia students bail fund venmo @ bcabolitioncollective

as of april 15 ct dissenters (new york and connecticut) need bail funs for arrested activists: zelle: ctpalestinesolidaritycoalition@gmail.com cashapp: $BristolAntiRacism (use "april gift" in your memo so contributions can be tracked)

the palestine legal defense fund supports acitvists across the united states

palestine legal defence also supplies free legal support for activists

the national bail fund network may update with local bail fund efforts as events continue to unfold

this list is updated as of 24 april 10pm EST. i'll try to update as i find further bail funds and legal supports: if you know of other funds or if information shared here is incorrect, please reblog with updated info (+ a timestamp) so people can give and access support.

palestine will be free, solidarity forever 🍉 🇵🇸

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