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5 years ago
This Is The Baby Money Yoda, Reblog In The Next 60 Seconds Of Seeing This To Receive A Blessing From

This is the Baby Money Yoda, reblog in the next 60 seconds of seeing this to receive a blessing from our green bean prince.

5 years ago
SO Handsome

SO handsome

5 years ago

Adam Driver’s hair

Reblog if you agree

5 years ago

I wrote twitter meta about the one good thing about this film (Adam Driver’s acting, the PURE character work he did with zero dialogue) because I finally figured out what he was talking about when he said he was using “mask work” with Kylo Ren. He wasn’t playing through a mask only when he wore the helmet, he was acting as if his very FACE was a stoic blank mask he was looking through. That’s why Kylo Ren as a character has such a specific feeling to him, and why the audience instantly responded to Ben Solo, who could show his emotions.

This character was always 100% a young boy hiding behind a mask that hid and disallowed every emotion except for his anger, the only emotion that men are allowed to feel. This character is an exploration of how toxic masculinity harms men. And what miracles can happen for men internally when they embrace emotionality and forgive themselves and use their energy to do good. (I’m crying about him again.)

I Wrote Twitter Meta About The One Good Thing About This Film (Adam Driver’s Acting, The PURE Character
I Wrote Twitter Meta About The One Good Thing About This Film (Adam Driver’s Acting, The PURE Character
I Wrote Twitter Meta About The One Good Thing About This Film (Adam Driver’s Acting, The PURE Character
I Wrote Twitter Meta About The One Good Thing About This Film (Adam Driver’s Acting, The PURE Character
I Wrote Twitter Meta About The One Good Thing About This Film (Adam Driver’s Acting, The PURE Character
I Wrote Twitter Meta About The One Good Thing About This Film (Adam Driver’s Acting, The PURE Character
I Wrote Twitter Meta About The One Good Thing About This Film (Adam Driver’s Acting, The PURE Character
I Wrote Twitter Meta About The One Good Thing About This Film (Adam Driver’s Acting, The PURE Character
I Wrote Twitter Meta About The One Good Thing About This Film (Adam Driver’s Acting, The PURE Character
5 years ago

The Future of Star Wars...a theory:

Anyone else wonder if they decided to end the saga this way because they want us to be deeply invested in whatever else could be coming down the line for Rey and Ben and the rest of our ST characters? I mean...it seems like a pretty corporate thing to do.

We have strong evidence that a different ending was filmed—changing that ending to be more “ambiguous” could have easily been a late decision made to keep possibilities for other stories open. An ending like the one we we given in TRoS keeps people talking—it leaves people wondering what could be. And when DLF announces that a new story is continuing on with our ST characters (Rey, Ben, Rose, Finn, Poe and the rest of the gang) people will be more than ready to roll.

But the Skywalker Saga is over. Where do we go from here?:

Yes, the Skywalker Saga has ended...in the sense that the nostalgic-ridden story that lives in the shadow of our OT characters has ended. LF closed the book on the Skywalker Saga and gave “traditional” OT lovers the nostalgic film they wanted to “satisfy” them at the end of their nine film storyline. Rey literally laid The Skywalker legacy to rest by burying the family sabers.

But now, our new characters that were introduced in the ST don’t have to live with the shadow of Luke, Leia, Han, and Lando looming over them—These characters can grow and change and have their own story arcs separate from the OT characters. Gone are the days of catering to the OT audience—it’s time for a new generation of stories.

Do I think our OT characters will be erased and never talked about again? Of course not! But this isn’t their story anymore. Star Wars is about a new generation now. 💜

There is so much left open for us to explore: Rey’s story arc isn’t complete—she still has to finish her heroine’s journey. Ben Solo isn’t dead. He’s somewhere in the Great Unknown—the World Between Worlds was introduced for a reason. There can be no balance without the Dyad together—Ben and arey must reunite. Finn is Force Sensitive—there is so much to explore there! And Rose, Jannah and Poe all have stories brewing, too.

I’m excited for the future. Wether these stories are explored in comics, novels, animation, Live Action TV shows, or (we can all hope) films—I am ready for any of it. I’m craving these stories. So many of us are.

5 years ago

reblog if reylo is ur ride or die ship

5 years ago

ATTENTION REYLO FAM!

ATTENTION REYLO FAM!
ATTENTION REYLO FAM!
ATTENTION REYLO FAM!
5 years ago
#denial Is How We Deal With A Heartbreak.
#denial Is How We Deal With A Heartbreak.
#denial Is How We Deal With A Heartbreak.
#denial Is How We Deal With A Heartbreak.
#denial Is How We Deal With A Heartbreak.

#denial is how we deal with a heartbreak.

5 years ago
Thank You To The Sequel Trilogy Cast For Bringing These Characters To Life (2015-2019)
Thank You To The Sequel Trilogy Cast For Bringing These Characters To Life (2015-2019)
Thank You To The Sequel Trilogy Cast For Bringing These Characters To Life (2015-2019)
Thank You To The Sequel Trilogy Cast For Bringing These Characters To Life (2015-2019)
Thank You To The Sequel Trilogy Cast For Bringing These Characters To Life (2015-2019)

Thank you to the Sequel Trilogy cast for bringing these characters to life (2015-2019)

5 years ago

Me reading the expanded canon like:

Han embracing his two year old son close to his chest for him to sleep because of his nightmares;

Han being pissed at their household droid for waking up Ben and making him cry;

Toddler Ben loving Lando Calrissian and calling him “unca wanwo”;

Lando presenting Ben with a blaster;

Ben never wanting to be a Jedi but a pilot like his father;

Leia sending his son away to Luke’s academy when apparently she was trained as a Jedi herself (??????????????????);

Ben trying to save his Jedi mates from the fire Palpatine caused in Luke’s Jedi temple; 

Han being pissed at Leia in TFA novelization because she never told him she could sense Snoke/Palpatine surrounding their unborn son.

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THE SKYWALKER-SOLOS DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER!

5 years ago

Adam Driver smiling.

Reblog if you agree.

5 years ago

han solo x ben solo parallels

Han Solo X Ben Solo Parallels
Han Solo X Ben Solo Parallels
Han Solo X Ben Solo Parallels
Han Solo X Ben Solo Parallels
Han Solo X Ben Solo Parallels
Han Solo X Ben Solo Parallels
5 years ago

please reblog this if you think/want ben to come back

i’m trying to prove a point :)

5 years ago
Best Of Kylo Ren Matt The Radar Technician
Best Of Kylo Ren Matt The Radar Technician
Best Of Kylo Ren Matt The Radar Technician
Best Of Kylo Ren Matt The Radar Technician
Best Of Kylo Ren Matt The Radar Technician
Best Of Kylo Ren Matt The Radar Technician
Best Of Kylo Ren Matt The Radar Technician
Best Of Kylo Ren Matt The Radar Technician
Best Of Kylo Ren Matt The Radar Technician

Best of Kylo Ren Matt the Radar Technician

5 years ago

reblog if you’re pretending ben solo isn’t dead

5 years ago

#BenSoloDeservedBetter

Tbh, all of Ben’s scenes were powerful/meaningful and had me bawling in the thatre today, but I still think they kinda wasted his character, or better, missed a lot of opportunities with him and didn’t handle his story arc well:

-He had little screen time/dialouge (the “No one knows me”/”But I do” bit didn’t even show up??) and barely interacted with characters other than Rey, as well as being directly talked about by the other characters. Would’ve loved a short argument between him and Hux or a heated meeting between him and Finn/Poe to see how their reactions would have changed.

-Leia didn’t mention him while talking to Rey (really missed such a part), didn’t react to his redemption because she was killed off right before, but she also didn’t even do so at all as a force ghost. It’s kinda upsetting to me that she seemed to pay attention to Rey, who is essentially a stranger taking her name, than to her own son redeeming himself and dying for his love.

- Ben’s death is what bugs me the most. I get that it was him making a selfless choice, sacrificing himself for someone he loves rather than a selfish choice against and sacrificing someone he loves like with Han and I appreciate that it was essentially him finding peace and realizing whom he loves most and what makes him happy but… idk it felt so small and unimportant in the context of the movie to me. Partly because he was so isolated from/ignored by the other characters so it only had an impact on Rey, she’s the only one who knows about it and didn’t show much emotion about it to me, especially afterwards.

To add to that I’d say that he’s just kind of… forgotten after his death? It makes me so sad that he struggles, redeems himself, realizes so much, crawls in pain to his love and saves her by giving his own life, actually smiling for the first time in the whole ST and is then never mentioned again? He’s neither mentioned by any of his family members (they are there but just help Rey instead?? Since Han was just a memory/metaphor) nor honored for his redemption and sacrifice by anyone. They could’ve just made a scene where Rey mentions him saving her to anyone, finds his lightsaber and smiles (okay that might be a bit weird but I hope y’all know what I mean), buries his helmet in the desert or makes a gravestone for him or something like that. There seems to be like… no appreciation from her side afterwards which I find so, so sad and pretty ooc for Rey. Honestly made me dislike her a bit in the end.

All this is even fueled by the fact that he just dematerializes instead of simply dying, so there is no burial like with Vader, which would’ve been a moment of intimacy and honor. She could’ve kept his clothes, but probably didn’t, even though that would’ve been sweet.

They didn’t even bother to make him appear as a force ghost goddamnit! That makes me so mad!

It was just Leia and Luke. Just… having him live on with his family in peace as a spirit after all that would’ve given out at least a little bit of hope.

But no. His redemption, sacrifice and death is just kinda glossed over like it was no big deal in the end, as if it hadn’t been such a huge theme in the ST and it’s pretty ironic that Ben got more attention and hopeful support from his family when he was evil than when he was alive and good.

To me it appears that Ben was almost punished for his redemption in a way. Even if he has done terrible things, he just shouldn’t be erased after that, especially not if the focus has always been on his inner conflict anyways.

(Ugh and don’t even get me started on the fact that he didn’t get a happy life with Rey - which they both deserved - or real revenge on Palpatine and that we never got to see his emotions towards Vader…)

I mean, maybe he did imply that it was too late for him to be saved, but I call BS since to me it was just his uncertainty speaking and a parallel to TFA. His princey unmask in TFA even implied that he was still human and that he was still able to be saved. And maybe he didn’t become a force ghost because he lives on with Rey’s soul, but heck, I WANNA SEE STUFF LIKE THAT ON SCREEEN! Not in my mind or the novels or metaphors!

(And am I the only one that feels like chunks of TFA and TLJ were ignored and the Reylo conversations were kinda a bit too… unemotional and too much focused on their parents rather than Rey and Ben? I also had the impression that Rey didn’t have much “real emotion” towards Ben in this movie? Like their love was very one-sided in the final movie?)

That being said, I really do appreciate Ben sacrificing himself for Rey, his smile, their kiss and that whole thing with him coming to peace with his father’s murder, it was beautiful and helped showing that he genuienly loved her, that he was in fact deeply regretting killing Han, and it was completely erasing his “monster”-label in my eyes, but Ben still really shouldn’t have died like that. It’s just not hopeful to me.

Furthermore, I firmly believe that they didn’t kill him off because of Han or because he couldn’t be saved, but because they had to kill off the last Skywalker to close the saga, but still…

His redemption/sacrifice/death had shockingly little impact on the other characters and story and felt very unimportant/meaningless to me. (Which is also my view on Han’s sacrifice - with Ben dying in the end, it sorta felt a lot less meanigful and - I hate to say it - like a waste. Han surely went out there because he wanted his son to live, not to die and be forgotten by everyone)

In the end, I really don’t think that JJ and his team handled the ending of Kylo’s/Ben’s story well. And I’d say that even if I wasn’t a Reylo. Ben could’ve found his peace and payed for his sins without ending like that.

#BenSoloDeservedBetter

5 years ago

Ben Solo smiling

Ben Solo smiling

Ben Solo smiling

Ben Solo smiling

Ben Solo smiling

Ben Solo smiling

Ben Solo smiling

Ben Solo smiling

Ben Solo Smiling
5 years ago
#post-TROS Mood
#post-TROS Mood
#post-TROS Mood
#post-TROS Mood
#post-TROS Mood
#post-TROS Mood
#post-TROS Mood

#post-TROS mood

5 years ago

😭😭😭

That’s It Folks, That’s How The Movie Ends
That’s It Folks, That’s How The Movie Ends
That’s It Folks, That’s How The Movie Ends
That’s It Folks, That’s How The Movie Ends

that’s it folks, that’s how the movie ends

5 years ago

Ben Solo/Skywalker

I know there is a lot of discord going around right now bur hear me out. Spoiler for TROS AHEAD.

I saw it today at 13:00 (from Switzerland)

And honestly I don’t think that Ben Solo is dead. Multiple reasons actually

Palpatine said and I quote “you share one life force, YOU WILL LIVE TOGETHER AND DIE TOGETHER.” Now he kinda dies in the next five minutes so why say it in the first place.

He did not show up as a force ghost in the end. When Rey is seeing Leia and Luke but not Ben I was pissed. Cuz bruh, they are two parts of a whole and you telling me she doesn’t even see him in the end. Thus he might not even be dead, no force ghost= no death. And I mean their connection was so strong that she handed him the legacy light saber in the end, no waaaay she doesn’t see him.

KK stated that when two people have a force bond, that can NEVER be broken, even if one dies it would leave a wound within you. Rey does A) not really mourn him and B) does not seem shaken at all about what happened. Even in the end she was just fine. And they made sure to say that a wound will remain and a hole that can never be filled.

He just kinda disappeared. I know that’s what some force users do but no body=no death?

Daisy herself stated that the movie is better upon multiple viewings so you can find some clues you didn’t before. Maybe relating to Ben not being dead.

Ben could have met her later on, just like Dany was resurrected in Volanties off camera, Ben and Rey might have met later.

Adam stated that it is a reversed story of Vader and he died so Ben must live in the end if it’s that. Also his death is really deniable, like honestly.

Maybe they’ll realese some thing about that or reveal some information in a future tv show or so but his death seemed so fucking unnecessary that it might not even be real. And Palps said they will live together and die together. Mayeb that’s why rey ain’t sad in the end.

5 years ago

I still somehow wish the ending is just trolling us all, and the real one will be released next week.

7 years ago

“Always remember this—you weren’t born to fit in, you were born to chase the stars. You were born because you have a purpose and your first task is to find it deep within yourself to eventually fulfill the greatest goal which is becoming who you are. You are similar to a wolf that’s part of the whole wild. There is genius in you, and you are far too breathtakingly beautiful to ask yourself whether or not you are enough. The real question is if you love yourself enough to make yourself feel that you’re worth anything or not. And that question takes a lot of searching. Searching through different mindsets and philosophies on a day to day basis. So many people don’t search and just live life blindly. So please—begin the search. Create your life in the pursuit of excellence. Prove something as you dive into the depths of your lonely fucked up being. Don’t take anything for granted and most important of all: be grateful. Practice it because you are not a stranger here. Just like the flowers giving oxygen to the earth. Just like the sun giving warmth to all creatures. You just have to know and feel the reason as to why you belong. Because this is your home.”

— Juansen Dizon, Wanderer’s Purpose

7 years ago

“Sometimes, you do things and you do them not because you’re thinking but because you’re feeling. Because you’re feeling too much. And you can’t always control the things you do when you’re feeling too much.”

— Benjamin Alire Sáenz, Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe

7 years ago

“10 pieces of advice to give yourself at the age of 20”

At the age of 11, you learned that perfection does not always mean a flat tummy and a thigh gap. Go on and eat that second piece of cookie that you crave so much.

At the age of 12, you learned that just because you call her “mom” and him as “dad,” it doesn’t mean they inherently know how to be that. Also, suicide poison is not the cure for everything, it’s not a cure at all.

At the age of 13, you learned the difference between giving up and taking a rest. You might have given it your all but not make it. Remember to disregard everything that comes after but.

At the age of 14, you learned that standing up for everyone else does not mean that all of them will stand up for you when you need someone. Not one of them would be the first one to defend you, that spot is reserved for your name.

At the age of 15, you learned that people rarely mean what they say even if as a writer, you deem each and every word important. Learn to know the voices that speak sincerity and the voices that are just trying to get into your pants.

At the age of 16, you learned that letting go of people that only brings toxicity in your life is never a crime. Thinking about your own peace of mind does not make you selfish. Neither does placing yourself above that last number on your priority list.

At the age of 17, you learned that giving yourself to everyone willing could only lead to one thing: your own’s deterioration. Dear, you are more precious than someone who can’t even look into your eyes in the morning.

At the age of 18, you learned that loving and accepting yourself are two different things. Placing yourself in situations you are well aware of your self distraction is never loving yourself.

At the age of 19, you learned that lovers are not the only ones that can break your heart. People stay and go for a reason. Remember to treasure the rightful ones that life allowed to stay.

You’re 20 now and life has never been what you expected and planned it to be and that’s possibly the greatest thing that can happen into your life. You’re a writer but life writes with you, know when to let it leave significant marks and know when your own pen should be the one doing so.

written by bleakfantasies,  writing prompt #62: list 10 pieces of advice you’d give yourself

(via wnq-writers)

7 years ago
Neither Are You.
Neither Are You.
Neither Are You.

Neither are you.

7 years ago

Quick survey

Reblog if you’re a reylo

7 years ago

I know that it’s delicate…

7 years ago
So This Time I Am Not Drawing Any AU Comic, Because This Is Freaking CANON.
So This Time I Am Not Drawing Any AU Comic, Because This Is Freaking CANON.
So This Time I Am Not Drawing Any AU Comic, Because This Is Freaking CANON.
So This Time I Am Not Drawing Any AU Comic, Because This Is Freaking CANON.
So This Time I Am Not Drawing Any AU Comic, Because This Is Freaking CANON.
So This Time I Am Not Drawing Any AU Comic, Because This Is Freaking CANON.
So This Time I Am Not Drawing Any AU Comic, Because This Is Freaking CANON.
So This Time I Am Not Drawing Any AU Comic, Because This Is Freaking CANON.
So This Time I Am Not Drawing Any AU Comic, Because This Is Freaking CANON.
So This Time I Am Not Drawing Any AU Comic, Because This Is Freaking CANON.
So This Time I Am Not Drawing Any AU Comic, Because This Is Freaking CANON.

So this time I am not drawing any AU comic, because this is freaking CANON.

I feel like the novelization is killing me as a fanfic writer/artist BECAUSE IT’S TOO GOOD BEYOND MY IMAGINATION WHO NEED FANFIC AFTER READING THIS SHIT, TELL ME TELL ME DISNEY I WILL LOSING MY JOB IF MY LIVING DEPEND ON THIS ASDHFASDHFALKS

So This Time I Am Not Drawing Any AU Comic, Because This Is Freaking CANON.

I like ppl comment or reblog+comment because it is good to know what the reader’s thought and the interaction between artist and reader is fascinating, let me know your thoughts if you have any! Or else a like button I am very happy as well!

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