I had this girl in my class and she was considered to be like really dumb. She’d ask a ton of doubts and questions in class, which everybody would consider to be “stupid"and “silly” and even the teachers would often taunt her but she’d never stop asking. But the thing was that she’d almost always top the class examinations and everyone was like???? They all thought she was cheating and stuff and obviously even the teachers were very biased because she wasn’t so ‘smart’ in class, and she was regularly accused of cheating. But nobody could prove that she was actually cheating but the whole class and teachers totally believed that she did. I’m pretty socially awkward so I never really talked to her, but she was leaving school this year and I was genuinely curious about how she was so good during exams and how she didn’t let everyone’s remarks affect her. She always used to sit and hang out with only one girl, and she told me that that friend of hers was severely socially anxious and she’d lag in studies because she couldn’t bring herself to ask doubts in class or ask for help from others. So they had this system where during lectures her friend would write down any question she had, and she would ask them for her. And I was just so touched??? Idk but it really changed the way I looked at people?? This girl endured taunts and jeers and borderline bullying for being “stupid” when she was actually really smart and could easily have refused to ask such doubts for her friend but she did?? And brushed off everything others would throw at her for her friend?? I was just, idk it just really changed me in some way.
I know this isn’t going to happen in Film Red but that’s not going to stop me from trying to manifest it
Most romantic phrase in French?
i love unrequited love, i love blind devotion, i love guard dogs. i love being desperately obsessed with the object of your affections. i love when devotion rots into cruelty, i love when love doesn't know any better, i love when love is ugly. i love defanging and declawing yourself just to be loved. i love when a character will wait for the next time they will be loved like a bird or a dog at their beloved’s door. i love when love is insanity and by the LORD do i love betting on losing dogs
phrasing of this is taking me out
jon snow (special interest is taxes) versus theon greyjoy (the reason that adderall was invented) little sad gayboy duel is happening in my mind always
branded by the sins of another
Kid´s your local drag queen
he´s the kind of guy that you see in the train on your way that just looks more fab than anyone else you´ve ever seen
his wig styling game is on another level and you have given up trying to figure out how the fuck he walks with those boots
also he´s too buff to get jumped
cue drag queen protection squad
him and his crew will literally start a fight with homophobes and transphobes and curbstomp them
they literally act as bodyguards for other drag queens and accompany them to the toilet so they´re safe and nothing bad happens
Killer is the guy who throws around condoms like candy
preaching safe sex to everyone
also makes sure (especially Kid) drinks and eats enough, has all the snacks and water
also will not hesitate to elbow any disgusting gropers
they always mysteriously vanish into the night
Kid is an activist for queer youth protection so he always shows up with his ´my sexuality is not your fetish´ sign
okay but they all sing along the songs so fucking loud and yes they know every single word (and also keep up with new queer music)
their bold presence helps kids who are there for the first time ease up and feel like they belong
actually Heat is super kind (duh) and will go to the closeted kids and first timers and just talk to them
telling them about his experience, giving them advice
sigh, he´s such a sweetheart
meanwhile Wire will start a fight with literally anyone who looks at them the wrong way
literally any kid that comes along their way he´ll just go up to and be like: there´s nothing wrong with you, no matter what society tells you
eddie munson never died he tucked his arms and legs into his belly curled into a ball and he just rolled away