It Won't Wreck You

Ac mai bhi itna Sweat kr kaise leti hai aap?

If hugs could heal I will give you thousands and more every time with a comfy rub on your back. I will say I am proud of you and not because of your achievements but because of the type person you are. The smile you could bring to my face and how you lit up my whole world just by existing. If hugs could heal I would have never let you go pulled you closer snuggled a lil more even If it means I will hurt forever.

Moodboard

— v, from “excerpt from a book i will never write” (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

How to cry when you clearly want to but you are just numb because wtf is this

Being hyper self aware and crying is funny to be honest. Because you know the reasons you should not cry, the solutions of your problem, and almost every damn thing but you are still crying over dumb shit and then, crying even more when people come to you and start giving solutions like you can't name 10 solutions of your own problems in a single breath.

Please, do not give me a solution or find my fault. I am a professional 'comforting - crying - person'. I can predict everything you will say. You just need to sit beside me, quietly or maybe curse along with me at my problems and shits. I will be more happy and feel comforted like that.

Can't get over this paragraph

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dostoevsky was right

on suffering, on love, on how deeply alone we are in our wanting to be understood

this one’s personal, i had to write it to breathe again. maybe it’ll help u exhale too