Sylvia Plath // Fyodor Dostoyevsky
Do you ever just wanna
Kutte, ullu ke pathe.. You bastard, sale suar ki aulad, tujhe kya lga tu mujhe chod dega toh mai zindagi bhar tadapti rhungi? Kameene kide padenge tere upar, kutte ki maut marega, or marne ke baad narak ki aag mai tu jayega... Teri ma ki......
Or are you normal?
Normalize gaslighting yourself into thinking everything is okay
Do you ever feel like you're missing something but you're not sure what exactly? Just this heaviness like there's fog clouding your heart :(
i feel everything, like thunder behind someone elseβs eyes, like heartbreak that isnβt mine but still settles in my bones.
empathy, they say, is a gift, but some gifts come wrapped in fire. i burn quietly for others, even when they donβt notice the smoke.
i love too much, every time. not halfway, not measured, just everything, all at once.
and when they leave, they take pieces they didnβt know they borrowed. still, iβd do it again, bleed kindness into the silence, offer softness in a world that often bites.
itβs a blessing, itβs a curse, but itβs me. and i donβt know how to be anything else.