Hey, can you write an imagine where Y/N cheats on Izzy with Slash. When Izzy finds out, he is heartbroken, breaks up with her, and falls into a heavy alcohol addiction. Only then does Y/N realize how much she loved him and tries to win him back.
Including angst and fluff please, make it real long please âĄ
Yess I gotchu! Sorry itâs late, Iâve been sick for the past week, but I finally finished it yay me! Hope you enjoy :) btw I have an alternate ending that I did for this, so if you want it let me know!
Izzy Stradlin x reader
(featuring Slash | themes: betrayal, addiction, heartbreak, regret)
Warning âźď¸ (angst, fluff, kinda long)
Y/N POV~
I never meant for it to happen. That sounds like bullshit, I know, but I didnât. One minute, I was drunk, laughing too loud at one of Slashâs dumb stories, and the next, I was in his hotel room, tangled in sheets that didnât smell like Izzy. They smelled like smoke and sweat and betrayal.
And now here I am, sitting on the floor of Izzyâs apartment, my back against the cold wall, knees pulled to my chest, wishing I could claw the last 48 hours out of existence. He hasnât said a word in hours. Just paces. Back and forth. Back and forth. Like heâs trying to walk it off, like heartbreak is something you can sweat out.
âIzzyâŚâ My voice is small, and I hate that. I used to speak and make his head turn. Now I sound like a ghost.
He finally stops and looks at me. Really looks. Eyes red, jaw tight, that wild black hair falling into his face like it always does. Except now he doesnât brush it away. He just stares, like heâs seeing me for the first time. Or maybe like he wishes he wasnât seeing me at all.
âYou fucked Slash.â
Thereâs no question in his voice.
I open my mouth to speak, to explain, though I have no explanation worth a damn, but he cuts me off before I can try.
âYou fucked him, Y/N.â
âI was drunkâ
So was I! Every night for the last four years. You donât see me climbing into someone elseâs bed.â His voice cracks, and thatâs worse than if he screamed. Iâd rather he throw a lamp or smash a guitar than break like this.
âIzzy, Iâm sorryâŚâ
He turns away.
And just like that, I know itâs over.
I didnât see him for weeks after that. The guys said heâd holed up somewhere in L.A., sleeping on a friendâs couch, bottle always in reach. Sometimes it was whiskey. Sometimes vodka. Once, it was cough syrup and Coke.
Slash didnât say much, but he didnât need to. The smirk he gave me backstage after a show said everything. I was just another notch. Another story heâd laugh about. Another mistake.
But Izzy? I ruined him.
I started hearing things. That he missed rehearsals. That heâd fallen asleep during a recording session. That Axl threatened to kick him out if he didnât pull it together. Duff tried to help, but even he was at a loss. âHe loved you,â he told me once, shaking his head. âHe really fucking loved you.â
I knew. God, I knew.
The first time I saw him again, it was pouring. The rain was heavy and mean, like it was trying to drown the whole damn city. I waited outside The Viper Room, soaked and shaking, because someone said he might show up. And he did.
He didnât recognize me at first.
Or maybe he just didnât want to.
âHey,â I said, breathless when I saw him, cigarette dangling from his lips, coat clinging to his shoulders, eyes bloodshot.
He blinked. âY/N?â
âIzzy⌠I need to talk to you.â
He just stared, swaying slightly, the smell of alcohol clinging to him like a second skin. âTalk? Now you want to talk?â
âI miss you.â
He laughed. It was empty. Hollow. âYou miss me? What part? The part before or after you fucked my bandmate?â
I flinched. âI made a mistake.â
âYou made a choice.â
We stood there in silence, rain hitting the sidewalk like a metronome. I reached for him.
âDonât.â
His voice wasnât angry this time. Just tired. Broken.
âIâm not okay,â I said softly.
âNeither am I,â he whispered. âAnd thatâs because of you.â
I didnât give up.
Call me pathetic. Call me delusional. But I loved him. I love him. And I couldnât let it end like that. I started writing him letters. Leaving voicemails. Waiting outside shows. I became the girl I used to roll my eyes at, clingy, desperate, hopeful.
Weeks passed.
Then one night, I heard a knock on my door.
I opened it and nearly collapsed.
âIzzyâŚâ
He looked different. Thinner. Tired. But there was something in his eyes I hadnât seen in a long time, clarity.
âI canât sleep,â he said.
I stepped aside.
We didnât talk much that night. We didnât need to. He lit a cigarette and sat on my bed, fingers trembling just a little. I watched him. Studied him. Every line of his face. Every bruise I left on his heart.
âI still dream about you,â he said finally. âBut in the dream, you always leave.â
âIâm here now.â
He looked at me. Long and hard. Then set the cigarette down and stood.
And when he kissed me, it wasnât soft. It wasnât gentle. It was fire and pain and everything we never said. His hands were rough, callused, trembling. He pinned me to the wall, his mouth hot on my neck, his voice a low growl in my ear.
You ruined me,â he said, breath hot as he lifted my shirt. âYou fucking ruined me.â
âI know,â I whispered.
He kissed me again, harder this time, like he wanted to forget. Like he wanted to punish me. Maybe he did. Maybe I deserved it.
Clothes fell to the floor. His body pressed against mine, hot and heavy, every thrust a reminder of what we had, what we lost. He held my wrists above my head, lips on my collarbone, moaning my name like it hurt.
âI hate you,â he gasped against my mouth.
âNo, you donât.â
And I was right, because he came undone with my name on his lips, burying his face in my shoulder as we collapsed together.
Fast forward ~
It had been almost a year since the night izzy came over.
Twelve months of silence, of blocked numbers, of showing up to the studio just to hear heâd left five minutes earlier. I had written letters. Sent messages he never opened. I even showed up at his old apartment once. Slash answered the door.
âYouâre the last person he wants to see,â he said coldly, before slamming it in my face.
Izzy had fallen deep into it, alcohol, bar fights, late nights with women whose names he didnât bother to learn. I heard the stories. Everyone did. He was burning out and didnât care who watched.
But I still loved him. That never changed. Even as guilt gnawed away at me like rot under the skin.
And then one night, I found him.
Passed out in a back booth at some shitty dive off Sunset. Guitar case on the table, empty bottle in front of him. He looked like a ghost, pale, thinner, eyes sunken like he hadnât slept in weeks.
âIzzy,â I said, crouching beside him. My hand touched his shoulder. He flinched hard.
His eyes opened, bloodshot and slow to focus. âWhy the hell are you here?â
âI needed to see you. Iâm worried.â
He sat up, barely. âA little late for worry, sweetheart.â
âI know I hurt you,â I whispered. âBut I love you. I never stopped.â
He looked at me, really looked, and I could see it all behind his eyes. The pain. The love. The memories.
âI believe that,â he said finally, voice hoarse. âAnd it doesnât matter.â
My throat tightened. âIzzyâŚâ
âYou broke something in me. And no matter how much I want to pretend I can forgive you, I canât.â He reached for his bottle, found it empty, and dropped it with a thud. âI hope you figure your shit out someday. But you and me? Weâre done.â
And that was it.
He stood and walked away, guitar slung over his shoulder like a war wound. I didnât chase him.
Because maybe this was how it was supposed to end.
Steven finallyyy made his happy bday post to izzy!
Backstage Heat (modern izzy birthday story!!) I canât believe he is 63 todayđĽ˛
Izzy x reader (Warning!! Slight smut)
This is my first story btw so let me know if I should write moređ -slutz
The second the hotel room door clicked shut, Izzy had you pressed up against it. His mouth crashed onto yours like heâd been holding back all night and maybe he had. That look in his eyes during dinner, the little smirk he gave you when you leaned in too close, the way his fingers brushed your leg under the table like an accident; none of it was innocent.
âHappy birthday, rockstar,â you whispered, breaking the kiss just long enough to breathe.
He looked at you like you were the only gift that mattered. âYou gonna behave tonight?â he murmured, low and teasing, his voice gravel rough and dripping with heat.
You smiled wickedly. âNot a chance.â
His laugh rumbled deep in his chest, like thunder. âGood.â
In seconds, you were in his arms again, your back pressed to the wall, legs wrapped around his hips. His hands were everywhere, gripping, trailing, teasing. You tugged his shirt up over his head, revealing the lean muscle, tattoos, and that familiar glint of mischief in his eyes.
âYou think youâre in charge?â he asked, breath warm against your ear.
You nipped at his jawline. âItâs your birthday. Iâm just here to ruin you.â
âOh, babyâŚâ he growled, spinning you and tossing you onto the bed. âYou already have.â
You laughed breathlessly as he crawled over you, one knee pressing into the mattress, his fingers hooking under the hem of your dress. His rings were cool against your skin, but the heat in his gaze was pure fire.
âYou wore this for me?â he asked, sliding the fabric up slowly.
âMaybe I wanted to make tonight unforgettable.â
He leaned in, lips brushing your ear. âYouâve got a mouth on you.â
âAnd you love it.â
He didnât respond with words; just his mouth against your neck, your collarbone, your shoulder. Every kiss was possessive, every touch practiced and hungry. His hands knew every curve, every spot that made you arch and gasp. The room was filled with the sounds of breathless laughter, rustling sheets, and low groans that lit your whole body on fire.
Clothes hit the floor, one by one, and the rest of the night blurred into heat and motion; his body pressed to yours, the sharp contrast of his rough hands and your soft skin. He took his time, but never slowed down. It was fast, wild, but somehow still intimate. Every look, every touch, said mine.
And when it was over, when you were both breathless, tangled in the sheets, limbs heavy and hearts racing, he lit a cigarette with one hand and pulled you into his side with the other.
Smoke curled toward the ceiling as he kissed your temple and said, âBest damn birthday Iâve ever had.â
Warning âźď¸ (Enemies to Lovers, lots of banterđ, smex ofc)
Hey yâall! So I was supposed to post this last night, but I fell asleep whoopsies @slashduffizzysgf hehe. So, hereâs a lil something to kick your morning off! This story is kinda long so hope yâall enjoy. Oh btw if anyone has requests you can always put it in the submission box or just message me directly đ
Duff McKagan x Sassy Babysitter aka Y/N
ďżźY/N POV
You werenât expecting to spend your afternoon in the McKagan household babysitting their little girl. Youâd gotten a call earlier in the week from a family friend of theirs, who mentioned their daughter, Lily, needed a sitter for the day. What they didnât mention was their 21-year-old son, Duff.
You had met some of the most outrageous rockstars in your life, guys with egos as big as their fame, but this guy? This guy was something different.
When you first arrived, the house was quiet, almost eerily so, and you thought maybe youâd hit the jackpot with a peaceful gig. That was until Lily fell asleep for her nap, and you heard it. Guitar riffs, loud drums, and the unmistakable sound of chaos above.
Curious, and with no plans of leaving early, you decided to investigate. You followed the sounds of the ruckus up the stairs, to a room at the end of the hall. You knocked lightly, but it didnât stop the music. So you pushed the door open, just a crack, enough to peek inside.
The sight before you was nothing short of rockstar madness. Duff McKagan, guitar in hand, was standing in front of a drum kit where a guy, presumably his bandmate Steven, was going absolutely wild on the drums.
Duff was lean, tall, and dressed in a way that screamed ârock ânâ rollâ, black leather pants, spiked bracelets, black tank top, and cowboy boots. His messy, blonde hair cascaded over his eyes, but even from the doorway, you could see his confident grin.
When he finally noticed you in the doorway, his strumming slowed, and he tilted his head back, catching your eyes. âYou the babysitter?â he asked, his voice deep and dripping with that cocky charm youâd come to expect from rockstars.
âYeah. Didnât realize you were part of the deal,â you said with a dry smile. âBut you mind turning it down a little? Iâm trying to enjoy some peace and quiet.â
Steven, sitting behind the drums, chuckled under his breath, but Duffâs smile only grew wider. âPeace and quiet? I think youâve got the wrong house, sweetheart.â
âYeah, I guess I did,â you shot back, not even trying to hide the sarcasm in your voice. âIâll just go grab a drink or something.â
But Duff wasnât letting you off that easy. âNah, donât go just yet. Itâs rare I get someone with this much⌠attitude,â he said with a grin. âStick around. I wonât bite.â
âYou sure about that?â you countered, leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed. âIâm not so sure you can handle all this attitude.â
Duff let out a low laugh, amused by your defiance. âOh, trust me, sweetheart. Iâve handled much worse than you.â
âCareful now, McKagan,â you shot back. âIâm not the one you want to mess with.â
âNot even a little?â he raised an eyebrow, clearly entertained by your sass.
You met his gaze head-on, not backing down. âNot even a little.â
Before either of you could exchange more words, Steven finished his solo and glanced over at you. âYouâre a lot more interesting than this guy,â he teased, grinning at you before looking at Duff. âMaybe we should give her a lesson or two.â
âYeah, thatâs real funny,â Duff muttered, rolling his eyes but never breaking his confident grin. Heâd definitely been in situations like this before, but something about you kept pulling his attention. He finally broke away from his instrument, his gaze not leaving yours. âAlright, fine. You want peace and quiet? Iâll give you a little.â
You thought the exchange was over. It wasnât.
After a while, Steven left, and you were left alone with Duff. You were trying to keep the babysitting gig going, making sure Lily stayed asleep, but Duffâs presence was making it impossible to concentrate. The house felt too quiet now, and the tension between you both simmered under the surface.
Duff, having not taken his eyes off you, moved closer. âStill here? I figured youâd be out by now.â
âI have a job to do, you know?â you replied, turning toward him with a sly smile. âSome of us actually work.â
He leaned back against the couch, crossing his arms. âYou know, Iâve always found that people with your kind of attitude are the most fun to break.â
You scoffed, keeping your ground. âYou can try, but good luck. Youâll need it.â
âYouâre a stubborn one, huh?â he teased, taking a step closer to you. The air between you grew thicker as he closed the distance. âI like that.â
âDonât get too cocky, McKagan. You wonât win me over that easily.â
âIâm not trying to win you over,â he replied with a confident grin. âIâm just trying to have a little fun.â
At that moment, the tension cracked. Before you knew it, Duff was pulling you closer, his lips crashing onto yours. The kiss was everything: raw, passionate, and daring. You pulled away for a second, catching your breath, but when he leaned in again, you couldnât help yourself. Something about himâŚthe cocky attitude, the relentless charm, made you want to see just how far this could go.
You didnât know how long it had been before the sound of a door creaking open and the tiny steps of Lily waking up brought you back to reality.
âShit,â you muttered, pulling away from him. âI gottaââ
Duff raised a finger to his lips, signaling for you to be quiet. âWe wonât wake her. Donât worry.â
You didnât know how long it had been before the creak of a door down the hall reminded you that Lily was just a few rooms away. You broke the kiss, breathless, your hand flat against Duffâs chest. âWe shouldnâtâŚâ
Duff didnât budge, just smirked as he leaned in again, voice low and rough. âSheâs out. You really wanna stop now?â
Your eyes narrowed, heart racing as his fingers teased the hem of your shirt. âIf she wakes up, youâre explaining why I didnât answer the damn phone.â
He chuckled, cocky and calm. âFine. Iâll just tell them you were⌠busy.â
You shoved him back slightly, but it only made him grin harder. âGod, youâre such an ass.â
âYeah?â he rasped, pushing you gently back onto the mattress. âYou didnât seem to mind a second ago.â
His hands slid under your shirt, mouth hot on your neck as he murmured, âStill donât hear you telling me to stop.â
You bit your lip, stubborn as ever, even as your hips lifted to meet his. âDonât think this means youâve got me, McKagan.â
He kissed you hard, all teeth and heat. âNah, sweetheart. Just means youâve got terrible self-control.â
You moaned against his mouth, gripping the back of his hair as you whispered, âYou talk too much.â
âThen shut me up,â he growled, and you did, pulling him back in, every touch daring him to try and tame you.
He was cocky, relentless, and way too full of himself.
But you?
You werenât about to make this easy.
He groaned against your mouth as you pulled him closer, your legs wrapping around his waist like second nature.
Duff broke the kiss just long enough to look down at you, flushed and breathless beneath him, a smug tilt to his lips. âYou sure youâre not gonna start crying halfway through and tell me this was a mistake?â
You snorted, tugging on his shirt until it was over his head and tossed somewhere across the room. âYou wish you were that unforgettable.â
He laughed, low and rough. âSweetheart, youâre gonna be walking funny tomorrow.â
âOh my god,â you muttered, biting back a smile as he dipped his head to your neck again, teeth scraping lightly at the spot that made you gasp. âYou seriously never shut up, do you?â
âNope,â he said smugly, voice muffled against your skin. âBut you like it.â
You tried to retort, but your thoughts scattered the moment his hand slipped past the waistband of your jeans, fingers finding just how ready you were for him. You hissed in a breath, and that damn smirk of his returned.
âWell, well,â he murmured, teasing but dark with desire. âAnd here you were acting like I wasnât getting to you.â
You gripped his hair, tugging just enough to make him look at you. âI still donât like you.â
âSure,â he breathed, eyes locked with yours as he popped your button and dragged your jeans down. âSay that again after Iâm inside you.â
Your breath caught at the sound of his zipper, the shift of fabric, the weight of him settling between your thighs.
âDuffâŚâ you warned, trying to sound firm even as your body betrayed you, arching into him, heat pooling low in your belly.
He ran his nose along your jaw, lips brushing your ear as he whispered, âJust say the word, baby. Or stop me now.â
You didnât. Couldnât.
Instead, you pulled him down, lips crashing into his like you were trying to burn away every inch of the tension between you. He didnât waste another second. He shoved his cock in slowly, watching every expression flicker across your face with great satisfaction. He filled you up just enough to stretch, not enough to break.
Your breath came in shaky gasps, hands clutching his shoulders. âShitâŚâ
âFuck, you feel good,â he growled, rolling his hips with a deep thrust that made you bite your lip to stay quiet. âCanât wait to hear you when youâre not trying to be quiet.â
You were already close to snapping at him whenâ
RING. RING.
Your eyes flew open, panic flashing. âNo. No. Noââ
Duff froze, that shit-eating grin back on his face. âGuess who that is.â
You glared at him. âDonât you dare.â
He reached over you, grabbed the cordless phone off his nightstand, and handed it to you with the smuggest look youâd ever seen.
âAnswer it.â
âDuffââ
âPick. It. Up,â he murmured, hips still pressed snug between your thighs.
You hesitated for a split second before snatching the phone from him and pressing it to your ear, trying to keep your voice level.
âH-Hello?â
âHi, Y/N! Just checking in. Is Lily alright?â
Duffâs next thrust had your hand flying to his shoulder, nails digging in. You clapped your other hand over your mouth, eyes wide as he buried his face in your neck, biting back a groan as he moved again, slow, deep, and relentless.
You forced a shaky smile into your voice. âYes. Sheâs⌠s-sleeping. Everythingâs great.â
Duff chuckled softly against your skin, and you slapped his arm with the hand not holding the phone. He didnât stop⌠of course he didnât. He was enjoying every second of it. Watching you struggle to stay composed while he made it impossible.
âAre you sure?â his momâs voice asked kindly. âYou sound a little out of breath.â
You squeezed your eyes shut, trying not to moan. âOh, uhâjust went upstairs to check on her! Thatâs all. Everythingâs fine, I swear.â
Duff grinned wickedly and pulled out almost completely, then slammed back in, watching as you choked on a gasp and smacked his arm again. âAsshole,â you mouthed.
âIâm so glad,â his mom continued. âThanks again for helping us out, Y/N.â
âNo problem!â you said quickly, voice an octave too high. âHappy to help! Okayâbye!â
You hung up and threw the phone at the foot of the bed.
âDone?â Duff asked, voice low and smug.
You shoved his shoulder. âI hate you.â
He leaned in close, lips brushing your ear as he whispered, âThen hate me harder.â
You barely had time to catch your breath before Duff dragged your mouth back to his. It wasnât sweet or slow, he kissed you like he owned you, like he was still laughing at the way you squirmed through that phone call and didnât regret a damn second of it.
His rhythm picked up, deep and steady, dragging another moan out of you that you had to muffle into his shoulder. His name slipped past your lips more than once, half-curses, half-whimpers, and every time you did, it only made him smirk harder.
âThatâs right,â he muttered against your throat. âSay it again. Louder this time.â
You gritted your teeth, not wanting to give him the satisfaction. âNot a chance.â
Duff chuckled darkly. âStill playing stubborn, huh?â He shifted his angle, going deeper than he was before.
Your fingers clawed into his back as your body arched up into him. âGodâDuffââ
âYeah, there she is,â he growled, picking up the pace. âYou gonna come for me, or you still pretending you donât want to?â
âShut up,â you gasped, nails raking down his shoulder blades. âYouâre so full of yourselfâ
âI told you,â he panted, lips grazing your jaw. âYouâd be the one begging. Not me.â
âKeep dreaming,â you snapped, even as your walls clenched around him.
He felt it, of course he did, and grinned against your mouth. âThat feel like dreaming to you, baby?â
Your breath hitched as a wave of pleasure hit. You came hard, legs locking around his waist as you bit down on your lip to keep from crying out his name loud enough to wake the whole damn house. He cursed under his breath at the feel of it, hips losing rhythm as he was cumming too.
Duff came with a rough groan into your neck, arms tightening around you like he couldnât get close enough. His cock was buried deep as he spilled into you, breath hot and uneven.
For a moment, all you could hear was the sound of both of you breathing hard, skin sticky and hearts still racing.
Thenâ
âWell,â you panted, pushing damp hair off your forehead. âThat was⌠something.â
Duff lifted his head, hair wild, still catching his breath. That smug grin was already creeping back. âDonât act like it wasnât the best sex youâve ever had.â
You gave him a flat look. âYou are so annoying.â
âAnd yet,â he murmured, leaning down to kiss your collarbone, âyouâre still under me.â
âPurely for scientific purposes,â you quipped. âStudying the effects of sleeping with a cocky dumbass.â
He laughed, that deep rasp of his filling the room. âYeah? And whatâs your conclusion, professor?â
You smirked, fingers playing with a strand of his hair. âThat maybe Iâll let you do it again, if you behave.â
Duff raised an eyebrow. âSweetheart, I donât behave. But youâll still be back.â
You pushed at his chest, even as a smile tugged at your lips. âYou really think youâre that irresistible?â
He leaned in, lips brushing yours, his voice soft and teasing. âYou tell me.â
You didnât answer.
You just kissed him again.
ďżź
This is a re-uploadâ ď¸
So I had a request for a part two of this izzy story. Canât find the request anymoređ, but if you enjoyed the first one hopefully youâll enjoy this one :)
Warning âźď¸ contains (public smex, choking, a bit of praise/degradation, dirty talk)
Y/N POV
The movie ended, but the tension didnât. Izzy kept his arm slung around your waist as you all walked out of the theater, trying to act casual even though your legs still trembled from the orgasm youâd ridden out in his lap.
Duff tossed an empty popcorn bucket at Steven. âTold you that chick was gonna die.â
Slash lit a cigarette and snorted. âI could hear you losers whispering the whole time.â
But Izzy didnât say a word. He just kept walking. Only you noticed the way his jaw clenched, the way his hand dug a little tighter into your hip like he was barely keeping it together.
He barely waited for the others to around the corner before his hand was around your wrist, dragging you down the side of the theater like a man possessed.
âIn here. Now.â
The alley was barely lit, smelled like beer and smoke, but you didnât care, because he spun you around and pinned you to the wall with his body, mouth already crashing into yours.
âYou know what you fuckinâ did to me in there?â he growled, already shoving his hand between your thighs. âGot me so fuckinâ hard I couldnât think straight.â
You gasped as he put his hand up your dress and yanked your panties down your legs, letting them fall around your ankles. His fingers plunged into your soaking wet pussy without warning, and you moaned into his mouth, legs trembling.
Look at you,â he hissed, rubbing tight circles on your clit with two fingers inside you. âDripping like a slut. You wanted someone to hear you in there, didnât you? Wanted Slash to turn around and see me ruining you.â
You bit your lip, nodding shamelessly, and he laughed.
Nasty little girl,â he said, low and filthy. âBet youâd let me bend you over the hood of their car right now, wouldnât you?â
IzzyâŚ.â you whined, breathless.
Shut the fuck up,â he growled, yanking your shirt down to expose one tit, biting hard at the soft flesh. âYou wanted it nasty, right? Thatâs what youâre gonna get.â
His hand wrapped around your throat, not hard, just enough to make your head spin, just enough to say âyouâre mineâ. Then he spat in his free hand, stroked his cock once, twice, and shoved it into you from behind, fucking you rough and fast without any warning.
You cried out, back arching, nails scraping the brick.
Thatâs it, baby. Take it. Take this cock like the filthy little slut you are.â
He was brutal, fucking you deep, hands bruising your hips, sweat dripping down his head. His hips slapped against your ass, echoing down the alley like the world didnât matter. Like he didnât care if someone walked by and saw it all.
You like this? You like me fucking you like a dirty whore behind a goddamn movie theater?â he panted, one hand back around your throat, pulling you up against his chest.
âYes! fuck! yes!, Izzy, I love itâ
Thatâs right you do. You love my cock. You love being full of me. Youâre gonna cum again, arenât you? Make a mess all over me like a desperate little bitch.â
His fingers reached around and rubbed your clit fast. You broke in seconds, shaking, and moaning shamelessly as your orgasm ripped through you, walls closing around him.
He hissed, lost in that tight pussy of yours. âFuckâŚfuck, baby! Iâm gonna cum in this tight pussy. Gonna fill you up right here, so the next time you walk, youâll be dripping my cum down your thighs.â
And he did. Thrusting deep, cumming inside you, swearing against your ear as he spilled every drop.
You stayed against the wall, panting, legs weak.
He slapped your ass and laughed. âStill think weâre done?â
You turned to him, cheeks flushed, spit on your lips, his cum already leaking down your thighs.
âI hope not,â you whispered. âYou owe me a round three.â
Cry me a river series~ izzy x reader
Chapter two: Ghost NotesđŹ
Back Then â 1989
It was Vegas, and it was loud. Neon signs, fans screaming, the sound of your own heart cracking beneath the surface.
Izzy hadnât come back to the hotel that night.
You waited. Curled up on the stiff bed with your boots still on and the TV flickering static in the background. Youâd stared at the ceiling so long it started to look like it was moving.
When he finally showed, it was 5 a.m. He looked like hell. Smelled like perfume and smoke and something too sweet to be innocent.
He froze when he saw you awake. âDidnât think youâd still be up.â
You didnât say anything.
He sat down on the edge of the bed, ran a hand through his tangled hair. âItâs not what it looks likeâ.
You snorted, bitter and tired. âYou donât even know what I think it looks likeâ.
He turned his head toward you slowly, as if hoping the dark would hide the guilt in his eyes.
âMaybe I donât wanna know.â
You stood up, grabbed your bag, and headed for the door. You didnât even know where you were going, just that you needed out before you said something youâd regret.
âWhere the hell are you going?â he asked, voice sharp now.
âOut,â you said without turning around. âMaybe Iâll find someone who knows how to keep their promises.â
Now ~Present Day
You didnât mean to see him again.
But three days later, he was waiting outside your building. Leaning against the hood of an old car like something out of a music video, cool, casual, and completely out of place in your carefully rebuilt life.
You stopped on the sidewalk, arms full of groceries, heart pounding like a drum solo in your chest.
âIzzy,â you said, flat and cold. âWhat are you doing here?â
He straightened up, hands in his pockets again, just like before.
âI owed you more than just walking into that cafe.â
You walked right past him toward the door. âYou owe me a hell of a lot more than that.â
âI know,â he said quietly, following a few steps behind. âI just⌠I didnât know how to fix it.â
You turned around so fast he almost bumped into you. âSo you ran? Typical.â
âI didnât think youâd want to see me again.â
You let out a bitter laugh. âI didnât. But now youâre here, dragging ghosts out of closets I locked up a long time ago.â
His jaw clenched, and for a second, he looked almost like he used to, raw, haunted, beautiful in that broken way.
âIâm not asking you to forgive me,â he said. âI just want to talk.â
You stared at him. Really stared.
âYou shouldâve thought about talking then,â you whispered. âWhen I needed you. When I begged you not to shut me out.â
The wind picked up, rustling your coat, your hair. He didnât move. He just looked at you like he didnât know how to breathe anymore.
âIâm not the girl you left behind,â you said. âSo if youâre looking for her, go find someone else to haunt.â
You turned and walked inside.
And this time, he didnât follow.
Forgot to post this yesterday butttt itâs never too late!! Slash reposted this on his instagram and I left the caption in there Incase anyone wanted to read that lol
heâs the love of my life wdym weâll never get married and live happily ever after
Iâve been slacking a bit on this series, so here is chapter three and chapter four will come out later tonight.
Izzy Stradlin X Reader
~Chapter three: Rewind
You slam the door behind you, the echo of it shaking through your tiny apartment like a warning. Donât open it again. Not for him. Not for the man who once lit you up and then left you in the dark.
You pace the living room, your brain buzzing, heart racing. Izzy. On your street. After all these years. Like time didnât pass, like your heart didnât crack, like the silence he left behind wasnât loud as hell.
You peek through the blinds.
Heâs still out there, leaning against that same rusted Harley, cigarette glowing in the night. Like heâs got nowhere else to be but five steps from your life.
You clench your jaw and turn away. No way in hell youâre letting him in again. Youâve spent too long stitching yourself up to let him rip the seams.
But you donât sleep.
You lie awake for hours, staring at the ceiling, his face burned behind your eyes. The stupid smirk. That unreadable stare. The fact that he said your name like it still meant something.
By morning, heâs gone.
Or so you think.
You walk into the dive bar two blocks from your apartment that night, just looking for noise, a drink, maybe some peace in the distraction of strangers, and there he is. Sitting at the bar like fate has a sick sense of humor.
You freeze. So does he.
âYou gotta be kidding me,â you mutter.
Izzy turns slowly on the stool, eyes raking over you like heâs not sure if youâre real.
âI wasnât following you,â he says, as if reading your thoughts. âDidnât even know you came here.â
You narrow your eyes. âSo what, this is your neighborhood now?â
He shrugs. âI was here first, technically.â
âYeah, about five years too late.â
That hits. You see it in the slight twitch of his jaw. The silence stretches.
âYou look good,â he finally says.
You cross your arms. âYou look the same. Still think cigarettes and leather solve everything?â
He chuckles, low and tired. âOnly the stuff therapy canât.â
You blink. Thatâs⌠not the Izzy you remember. Or maybe it is, just one that got older, quieter, a little more real.
âWhat do you want, Izzy?â you ask, voice low.
He meets your gaze. âA minute. Thatâs all.â
And despite every part of your brain screaming no, your heart whispers one minute canât hurt.
So you sit. Just for a minute.
But nothing about Izzy Stradlin has ever stayed small.
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