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I like creppy stuff and reading. She/Her. 20. Currently obsessed with The X-Files.

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3 weeks ago
The X-Files Kitsunegari | 5.08
The X-Files Kitsunegari | 5.08
The X-Files Kitsunegari | 5.08
The X-Files Kitsunegari | 5.08

The X-Files Kitsunegari | 5.08

3 weeks ago

i'm SO laid back, i only care about like 3 things in the world:

my favorite fictional characters and music

every person on this earth and their opinion of me

the crushing psychological weight of being alive

3 weeks ago

Fitness tip: if you use a 10 kg weighted blanket, you can get all of your weekly upper body workout from simply changing your bedsheets.

3 weeks ago

My thoughts on En ami S7E15 , also Mulder is royally pissed- love it.

My analysis- i spent too much time thinking about it due to the controversy. Please note revival spoilers***, do bookmark and revisit this when you're up to date. I spilled my gut..

3-5 min read :)

My Thoughts On En Ami S7E15 , Also Mulder Is Royally Pissed- Love It.

CSM- A father figure

He mentioned his affection for Mulder and Scully. He essentially created them. Mulder's obsessive quest for the truth, especially surrounding his sister's abduction was orchestrated by him.

He loved Mulder. He was seen to be mourning (privately) when Mulder was "dead" S4E24 S05E01. He protected him, not selflessly of course. Likewise, he protected Scully. CSM had no qualms about assassinating powerful figures throughout his life—it would’ve been easy for him to eliminate Mulder and Scully if he had truly wanted to. But he didn’t.

Father (metaphorically) of the miracle 

"How else do you explain that fearless devotion to a man obsessed, and, yet, a life alone? You'd die for Mulder but you won't allow yourself to love him."

Beautifully said by CSM. He observed, knew and understood Scully and Mulder as though as they were his own children.

Let's ponder what happened in the revival (spoilers ***), stay with me before you roll your eyes, gag or BOTH. The notion of CSM being the father of William can be seen as metaphorically. Please hear me out ..

Sometimes it takes an outsider to point out the obvious- to enlighten Scully. The invisible wall came down and she finally gave herself a chance to love Mulder — ultimately led to William's conception. In that sense, CSM is, indirectly, the “creator” of William. Okay maybe too much credit to CSM... read on

Yes, CSM spun the narrative to suit his agendas—he always does. The “William parentage” twist, written by Chris Carter, was deeply disturbing for many. But it got people talking. The show never fully explored this claim, and considering CSM’s long history of lies, I believe it was another one. After all, the producers and Carter himself have repeatedly confirmed that William is the biological child of M&S.

En Ami (french) —as a friend He wanted to be an ally. He chose to keep Mulder in the dark for obvious reason. He chose Scully because she was a scientist (discussed later) and also because she was altruistic(not to say Mulder wasn't). She was a scientist and a medical doctor and hence possessed the skillset which ultimately made her the "ideal" person to contact for this mission- using Scully to destroy disc.

In the car, he picked up a cigarette, then proceeded to discard it —said "maybe it is time to stop", hinting that it was time to be an ally. His smoking was a reflection of anxieties and guilt due to his past and position within the Syndicate (as revealed in the Musing of the CSM episode). So that scene (to stop smoking) showed that he thought about being good, to be an ally to Scully - ultimately Mulder and humanity.

Why Scully? No, I do not believe Scully acted out of character. A good scientist is inherently inquisitive. She was compassionate. It is my opinion that no man in this universe deserves such great power to heal, let alone holds the secrets to curing all diseases. We are not meant to be immortals. Natural selection must runs its course! The knowledge the disc contained could very well doom humanity. Let’s be honest—humans are selfish by nature. Neither Scully nor Mulder could protect that information from the world forever.

En Ami or Enemy? (pardon the tongue twist, also not a native speaker) A true villain always believes in the righteousness of their cause.

Two ways to view the action of CSM:

He was trying to be an ally to humanity by destroying the disc.

(More plausible reason) He extracted what he needed from the disc to heal himself, then destroyed it to ensure he remained at the top of the food chain. In doing so, he once again became a villain to Mulder and Scully, having used Scully in a selfish mission under the pretense of goodwill. Therefore proceeded to smoke again as he deals with the weight of the world's darkest secrets.

The concept of “scientific impregnation” could also be spun into this narrative. Alien technology might have been used to repair Scully’s DNA, enabling her to conceive again. No (sexual) violation involved—just a cutaneous prick/jab of alien tech. Like your parents vaccinated you as a kid- you weren't given a choice were you? A “gift” (in CSM's opinion) to Scully, offered under the guise of friendship or guilt- WHO KNOWS....

Alternatively—or additionally—CSM may be seen as a metaphorical father to William. He thought his manipulation and carefully chosen words could have opened Scully’s heart to Mulder, ultimately leading to the child’s miraculous conception, possibly aided by alien tech.

Last but not least, it was a beautiful performance piece by Gillian Anderson, William B. Davis, and David Duchovny. The episode was more layered and nuanced than I remembered. Mulder was royally pissed and I love it!

My Thoughts On En Ami S7E15 , Also Mulder Is Royally Pissed- Love It.
3 weeks ago

Celebrating Mulder's hair

Take a few moment to admire Mulder's hair. Season 1-11, with FTF and IWTB in between.

I've always found Mulder/DD attractive. Season 4,5,6 were my fav! I love S1-3 too but I thought someone butchered his hair in S7, then I recalled, it was the trend in early 2000. S8/9 pretty good. He came back strong in S11!

Celebrating Mulder's Hair
3 weeks ago

Me watching The X-Files: Ah yes, another episode where:

Something weird happens

Mulder says “it’s aliens/ghosts/a lizard man”

Scully says “no Mulder it’s just swamp gas and mass hysteria”

They investigate anyway

Things get progressively weirder

The weird thing solves itself

Mulder stares pensively into the night

Scully files a report that says literally none of it happened

They both go home like “welp that was strange”

[Cue credits]

3 weeks ago
Beautiful Unhinged Idiot Boy
Beautiful Unhinged Idiot Boy
Beautiful Unhinged Idiot Boy
Beautiful Unhinged Idiot Boy

beautiful unhinged idiot boy

3 weeks ago
This Reductress Headline Fit Mulder Perfectly

this reductress headline fit mulder perfectly

3 weeks ago
*whispers In Scully’s Ear* Chupacabra

*whispers in scully’s ear* chupacabra

3 weeks ago
Going Insane Over This, If You Need Me I’ll Be Gnawing At The Bars Of My Enclosure
Going Insane Over This, If You Need Me I’ll Be Gnawing At The Bars Of My Enclosure
Going Insane Over This, If You Need Me I’ll Be Gnawing At The Bars Of My Enclosure
Going Insane Over This, If You Need Me I’ll Be Gnawing At The Bars Of My Enclosure

Going insane over this, if you need me I’ll be gnawing at the bars of my enclosure


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3 weeks ago
The X-Files Kitsunegari | 5.08
The X-Files Kitsunegari | 5.08
The X-Files Kitsunegari | 5.08
The X-Files Kitsunegari | 5.08

The X-Files Kitsunegari | 5.08

3 weeks ago
R.I.P Fox Mulder You Would’ve Loved The Minecraft Movie.

R.I.P Fox Mulder you would’ve loved the Minecraft Movie.

3 weeks ago

god what I wouldn’t give to be a fly on the wall in a 1998 cinema watching x files fans process the almost kiss

like did it become a twilight midnight screening in there?

3 weeks ago

mulder is a special character because he's always right and no one ever believes him. it's such a hard position to be in and absolutely no one understands. he looks like a crazy person and yet he's the only true sane person.

3 weeks ago
My Recent Mulder Walk-In Headcanon - Copypasta'd Below - Got A Good Response, So Here's A Tribute To

My recent Mulder Walk-In headcanon - copypasta'd below - got a good response, so here's a tribute to the 90s X-Files comics showing a Walk-In replace Mulder to save him from his brain condition.

Details: season 8 of The X-Files reveals Mulder hid terminal illness from Scully (dumb). And somehow Scully the doctor missed it (dumber). And in season 9 he abandoned Scully and his baby child to hide like a coward (dumbest).

So what if Mulder was switched out by a Walk-In after the Samantha reunion in Season 7's Closure? This possession was to save Mulder from an even worse fate, but left him doing out of character things. When he returned from death (minus an autopsy, somehow - dumb!), he was still in place between both the physical and spiritual worlds, hence his running away after William's birth.

The Mulder we saw in the latter half of season 7 wasn't quite our Mulder. It could hide Mulder's physical status as a mirage. And this Walk-In Mulder even left a will asking not to be autopsied. Perhaps claiming to do so out of Jewish tradition or to keep his hybrid DNA out of official documents.

But really it was to ensure Scully didn't butcher his chances of resurrection. The Walk-In spirits knew the fate of the alien abductees, and had to 'replace' Mulder to ultimately keep him alive. Ultimately, after season 9, both versions of Mulder converged into one.

This would also explain David Duchovny's bored acting in season 7.


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3 weeks ago

here is the albino earthworm I found today! it does not look like much at first glance, because there are many earthworms that are normally unpigmented and look much like this one.

Here Is The Albino Earthworm I Found Today! It Does Not Look Like Much At First Glance, Because There

but take a closer look at the head and you’ll see that the prostomium—the little lobe that comes off the first segment—is tanylobous, having creases until segment 2. that means it’s genus Lumbricus, which are all usually a dark reddish color!

Here Is The Albino Earthworm I Found Today! It Does Not Look Like Much At First Glance, Because There

here is the albino meeting another juvenile, a Lumbricus terrestris. I’m unsure if the albino is L. terrestris or rubellus, and will need to wait for it to grow up to be able to tell.

Here Is The Albino Earthworm I Found Today! It Does Not Look Like Much At First Glance, Because There

no matter what it is, it’s a privilege to see and raise this little oddity, I will keep you all updated on its progress!

3 weeks ago

You will soon know more about worms

3 weeks ago
Portraits
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Portraits

3 weeks ago

scully is a very special character because she's just. wrong all the time and she doesn't really care. she just cares about getting to the truth, getting answers. getting justice.

thinking about when she tells mulder she doesn't want to tell him he was wrong / there's no proof (however she says it). she may not believe in the same things he does, but it doesn't matter what she believes. they are always completely on the same side when it comes to the conspiracy. she wants mulder to get his proof and she'll be right there with him when he does.

3 weeks ago
Microsoft Productivity Pack For Windows (1992)

Microsoft Productivity Pack for Windows (1992)

3 weeks ago
How To Say "I Love You" in X-files [155/?] ⤷ 2.25 — “Anasazi”
How To Say "I Love You" in X-files [155/?] ⤷ 2.25 — “Anasazi”
How To Say "I Love You" in X-files [155/?] ⤷ 2.25 — “Anasazi”
How To Say "I Love You" in X-files [155/?] ⤷ 2.25 — “Anasazi”
How To Say "I Love You" in X-files [155/?] ⤷ 2.25 — “Anasazi”
How To Say "I Love You" in X-files [155/?] ⤷ 2.25 — “Anasazi”
How To Say "I Love You" in X-files [155/?] ⤷ 2.25 — “Anasazi”
How To Say "I Love You" in X-files [155/?] ⤷ 2.25 — “Anasazi”
How To Say "I Love You" in X-files [155/?] ⤷ 2.25 — “Anasazi”

how to say "I love you" in x-files [155/?] ⤷ 2.25 — “Anasazi”


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3 weeks ago
THE X-FILES | 4.18
THE X-FILES | 4.18
THE X-FILES | 4.18

THE X-FILES | 4.18

Do you know where she is? In a mental institution.

3 weeks ago

David directing: “Scully is so precious and funny and I think she should laugh more 👉🏻👈🏻”

Gillian directing: “AND she FUCKSS!”

3 weeks ago
It Happens So Early In The Show.

It happens so early in the show.

It’s such a great screenshot, and it happens so early in the show. We are truly blessed.

3 weeks ago
My Art From This Year So Far :)
My Art From This Year So Far :)
My Art From This Year So Far :)
My Art From This Year So Far :)
My Art From This Year So Far :)
My Art From This Year So Far :)
My Art From This Year So Far :)
My Art From This Year So Far :)

My art from this year so far :)

3 weeks ago

another gravity falls animation! :3 hope yall enjoy!


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