She Cant Get The Joy

Celebrating Mulder's hair

Take a few moment to admire Mulder's hair. Season 1-11, with FTF and IWTB in between.

I've always found Mulder/DD attractive. Season 4,5,6 were my fav! I love S1-3 too but I thought someone butchered his hair in S7, then I recalled, it was the trend in early 2000. S8/9 pretty good. He came back strong in S11!

omg is the same image aoughhfhsh

how to say "I love you" in x-files [141/?] ⤷ 2.13 — “Irresistible”

who let this bird on the train

i could fix² her¹

¹her = mom's computer (forcefully "upgraded" to windows 11) ²fix = install linux on it

Video games have this fascinating middle ground between "not as good as you remember" and "exactly as good as you remember" that lives roughly in the vicinity of "its ideas are as good as you remember, but their actual game-mechanical implementation sucks ass".

I think Fox Mulder would love Gravity Falls but Stanford Pines would despise The X-Files

Please help me find this old forum full of fanfiction please

Full disclosure: this is entirely NSFW, but insane NSFW. I don't know what you'd call it today? Whump? Torture porn? I don't fucking know. My details on it will be a little off because I was a very mentally ill teenager with limited access to the internet. I can't remember basic facts about my life, let alone this fucking website, but I'm now showing my wife The X-Files for the first time and I'm like "this fandom has some of the best fanfic ever but also the most insane?" and this has been plaguing me for the past five years. I lost the link I think?

It was a forum. I remember it being a blue colour scheme, maybe green? It was cool toned. I'm 90% certain the entire website was dedicated to 'extreme' and 'graphic' content. As in, there wasn't really fluff on the site. It took a while to load up, but I was living in the middle of fucking nowhere with shitty wifi trying to load it on my seven year old phone so who knows. I cannot remember the name. I want to say they were organised into cute little categories but I can't lie I don't remember.

It was definitely a product of the old internet though, but I know that's absolutely no use.

However! I remember one (1) specific fanfiction o on this site! And I do not think it was cross posted! However, I do Not have the title! The storyline was essentially Mulder was kidnapped and forcibly given heroin until he was addicted, and then was like. Just dumped? I don't think he got out himself but I can't remember how and then it was all withdrawal/addiction themed hurt/comfort. Mostly hurt. Not much comfort. (In hindsight, that was probably a good tagline for what I remember the site being).

I don't know. I just want to know I'm not crazy and that it actually existed? Anyway, thanks for reading if you read this far lmao.

when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever