I Am Actually Insufferable Once I Get Comfortable With Someone

Don’t mind me, I’ll just be camping under this post :3

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Fuck it, I’m done waiting, I’m not gonna let anyone else control MY destiny. MY BODY MY CHOICE. I’m doing DIY HRT.

All are welcome ^-^

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Sounds like I need to get on prog

Since starting progesterone, I swear it’s like someone rewired my entire emotional circuitry.

At first, it was just about friends—people who were kind, supportive, and just… safe. But now? It’s deeper. It’s like this pull. I need to see them again. I need to know they’re okay. Do they miss me? Do they feel the same pull?

Suddenly, I’m craving touch and closeness in ways I never expected. Like, why do I want to hug everyone and just… stay there? My brain keeps slipping into autopilot, and I catch myself staring at someone thinking, “God, they’re so cute and hot and perfect and I just want to—” And then I have to slam on the brakes before I blurt something out and make things awkward.

But honestly? I kind of love it. It’s messy and intense, but it’s so alive. Before transitioning, I was… numb. I didn't know how to care because I never really needed to. I kept people at arm’s length. Messages annoyed me. Socializing felt like a chore.

Now? I love it. I get excited when someone i know messages me. I’ll stare at my phone waiting for that “hello” from my favorite people. It fills me with emotions in ways I didn’t know I was starving for. It feels like proof—proof that someone thought of me. Me, specifically.

I just wish people messaged first more often. Because if I reach out to you, it means something. It means I care, maybe even more than I should admit out loud.

Eating my girl-pizza rn in front of my girl-computer while I’m girl-rotting in my girl-room 🫠

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that "OKAY SO" before someone u love starts infodumping........ most blessed feeling in the world

Literally though. I get that Metroid and Castlevania pioneered the series, but isn’t there a better name we could’ve come up with??? I don’t hate the name “Metroidvania” I just think it’s very silly.

Thinking right now: We need a game is every genre for the LGBTQ+ community. Currently (To my knowledge) we have: Celeste - Platformer ULTRAKILL - FPS Fallout New Vegas - RPG Guilty Gear -STRIVE- - 2D Fighting Game Hollow Knight - Metroidvania

What other games and genres can we gaymers conquer??

Waking up a sister