Pitter Patter Putter Patter *you Look Down And See This*

longing // oc

I am terrified all the time

I am filled with fear in the face of beautiful things

The most beautiful thing I ever saw has made me the most afraid

And the fear has never left me

— Niina Pollari, from “Megalophobia,” Path of Totality

Large concrete Soviet apartment buildings are a type of girl

[person 500 years ago knitting a sock] O Sister Margaret, regale me again with the tale of Vicar Wesley's scandalous elopement with the baker's daughter!

[me today knitting a sock] O Youtuber Hbomberguy, regale me again with the tale of SHERLOCK IS GARBAGE, AND HERE'S WHY

mutuals can open my protective plating and play with my wires and say its to check for viruses but we both know its just to put your hands in my organs

lets give it up for pleasures of the flesh !!

y’all i’m on cloud 9

all i’m seeing is your face, every face

and is your shame helpful? is it inspiring goodness and change? or is it keeping you frozen in time unable to move on and be everything you have expanded to be?