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title — the things i know pairing — soccerplayer!jisung x female reader genres — angst, fluff, high school au, strangers to lovers au, first love au, long distance relationship, hurt and comfort, coming of age overall warnings — underage drinking, cancer, character death, language, mentions of hickeys, fainting, mentions and descriptions of hospitals, soccer inaccuracies, lots of angst (you’ve been warned!) word count — 14.8k summary — jisung has never been keen on growing up, or even understanding what adulting means. at seventeen, all he knows is: he loves soccer (and he’s damn gifted at it), and girls are very pretty but also plenty scary. then he met you, his first love who turned his life upside down and made his stomach roll like the soccer balls he loved to kick around the field. but when your cancer comes back after years in remission, jisung thinks, he doesn’t really want to grow up anymore. playlist — falling, harry styles ; your guardian angel, red jumpsuit apparatus ; my first and last, nct dream ; bye my first, nct dream ; orchid, jeremy zucker

additional — for the heartbreak hotel collab hosted by @nct-writers​. my concept in the five stages of grief was “acceptance and hope.” thank you to my babes @suh-insane​ and @astroboy-lele​ for proof-reading!

The thing about knowledge is that you never know when or what you’re going to learn. There’s no way for you to predict what will be of your mind when you fall into bed that night, surrendering to the moon. In the morning, there’s no telling what knowledge your brain will choose to store away for remembrance over the course of the night, and what your brain will decide is unnecessary. What you decide not to remember is a memory you can’t even miss. 

When you wake up every morning, you don’t know if you’ll go to bed having met someone who will change your life forever. 

At seventeen, there are two things that Park Jisung knows. One, he loves playing soccer (and he’s damn good at it, the way his long legs carry him across the field in what seems to onlookers like seconds). Two, girls are very pretty but plenty scary as well. 

The day starts out normally, like any other away game that the team plays.

He wakes up at six o’clock on the dot, and eats a large breakfast to hold him over for the game, then packs a few granola bars into his soccer bag and lets his sister know he’s leaving before he jogs the way to the park where the bus is waiting for his team. The ride is normally an hour long, so he either tucks his earbuds into his ears and tries to get in a short nap or he converses with his teammates. 

Today though, the bus ride is three hours long. Crossing his hoodie-clad arms across his chest to act against the cold air of the bus, he focuses his gaze outside and watches as the town goes by. 

“Yo, Jisung, check this out!” 

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𝐀𝐍 | six(1,2 and 3) are all written in jaemins pov. they're flashback scenes from the entire first five parts. you're welcome to skip those and go to seven which goes back to the readers pov. (although, jaemins pov has more behind the scenes content that i haven't written abt in other parts)

[ 𝐎𝐍𝐄 ] ! 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄: smut, angst, fluff 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: for three months, after a hard breakup with your ex, you refuse to let another man worm his way into your life even if it was for love or pleasure to avoid that ugly feeling of heartbreak… but then you bump into jaemin 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 20.9k

[ 𝐓𝐖𝐎 ] ! 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄: smut, angst, fluff 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: you and jaemin discuss your friends with benefits situation before things between you both start to escalate. also, your friends are crazy and they know about it. 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 14.7k

[ 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 ] ! 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄: smut, angst, fluff 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: your friends with benefits relationship with jaemin starts to get more serious when he asks to be exclusive, and just as things go a little too well, things start to get bad. 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 15.9k

[ 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑 ] ! 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄: smut, angst, fluff 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: you finally get jaemin to open up about his past and someone from his past ends up right in front of his doorstep 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 18.2k

[ 𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 ] ! 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄: smut, angst, fluff 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: ever since eunbin came back into the picture, you start to truly realise where you stand and what you want from jaemin... but nothing ever really goes the way it's supposed to go 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 30.9k

[ 𝐒𝐈𝐗(𝐏𝐓.𝟏) ] ! 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄: smut, angst, fluff 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: you finally get inside jaemin’s mind. flashbacks in jaemin’s point of view could change everything. 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 33k

[ 𝐒𝐈𝐗(𝐏𝐓.𝟐) ] ! 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄: smut, angst, fluff 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: you finally get inside jaemin’s mind. flashbacks in jaemin’s point of view could change everything. 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 14.3k

𝐒𝐈𝐗(𝐏𝐓.𝟑) [unwritten] 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄: 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓:

𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 [unwritten] 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄: 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓:

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