Tryna prove a point to my mom
I honestly and truthfully hate myself.
My hair:
I’m black and I get perms and I really wanna go natural. Told my mom and she told me that if u were to go natural all I would do was get made fun of. My relaxed hair grows so fucking slow and turns nappy really quick so when I get sew-ins you can tell the difference and I already get made fun of for that plus my fave is already fat and the only thing that makes it look slightly better is my hair. Yikes
My body:
I’m fat. I have scars everywhere. My thighs look like drum sticks. I have hip dips and that plus the way I already look makes me go from a 1 to a -12. I have stretch marks literally make me look so fucking disgusting and I have so many that I know that none of them are going away even when I lose weight. SOMETHING SO SIMPLE AS MY FINGERS ARE EVEN A FUCKING DISAPPOINTMENT. my fingers couldn’t be fucking normal and straight and have of them if curved. My fucking nails are just annoying. My sister lifted my shirt and goes oh I thought ur stomach plugged out a lot more than that.
My skin:
My pores are fucking huge. Every time I shave you can see the pores in my leg from a mile away and it looks like a have a fucking disease, I have bad hygiene and I don’t take care of my skin and it’s fucking disgusting.
My face:
My acne is so bad. My hyperpigmentation has literally ruined any confidence I had left. My teeth are ducked up and the adults in my fucking house hold refuse to get me a dentist appointment.my nose literally is a pig nose which makes it SOOOOO much better bc I am a fucking pigs. My eyes are this dull dark brown. Not that beautiful hazel color that everyone loves it just plain and fucking boring.
There is nothing for anyone to love about me. There’s nothing for me to love about my self.
you have been visited by the seven magic dragon balls your biggest wish will be granted but only if you reblog
Lol was manifesting a kdrama life and my mom ended up in the hospital 😀 the universe must think this shit is a game huh 😒
i truly don’t care about anything anymore. i’m pretty, all my dreams are coming true, i’m THE it girl. i have no worries about anything <3
I’m crying in the fucking changing room bc I cant fit into a fucking large and my friend is just a medium and small and I just wanna die.
I was about to say life works in mysterious ways but no it doesn’t. I’m that powerful. Girlies don’t judge me but I was letting the 3d affect me for a hot second until I realize I controlled my reality cause im that bitch.So here’s a little success story.
I’ve been affirming i attract money and several money affirmations for the last couple of days. Just a little side note in the last 3 weeks I have only worked 1 day for 4 hours. My check should have been less than 40 dollars because of taxes. I would say someone explain to me how my check was 200 dollars. BUT THATS BECAUSE I CONTROL MY REALITY AND SAID FUCK THAT I WANT MORE.
You control your reality. The other day I sobbed my eyes out at the 3d but I still saw results because at the end of the day I knew that I had everything I wanted because I control my reality.
Reblog to reach your UGW in 2019
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Sorry hoes hate me cause i'm the it girl i never asked to be the shit girl.
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