Ten Years Ago. Not Yesterday. Not Last Year. TEN YEARS AGO.

mel medarda 🤝🏿 green eyes by erykah badu

ARCANE IS OVER I WANNA CRY!!!

but also have some punkrock Sevika to cheer yall up a bit! It's a lot of sketches, I wanted to clean this a bit more but im too lazy and I need to do smth else.. for now, enjoy!!

my package coming today!!! all is right with the world ^_^

what fucking hell dimension are y’all blogging from

ME!!!

my wips are BEATING MY ASS i need somebody else to cook

finally writing some motorfang again who cheered?

to all y’all graduating, finishing a semester, thinking about starting school, leaving school, looking for a job, working, resting, improving, or trying every day to do whatever you can to be the person you want to be… I’m so proud of you, and I hope you are proud of yourself. it hasn’t been easy, but here you are, and you’re doing so good. I love you, keep it up, I know you can do this

Flyer for the Clit Club, NYC (1996)

a tale as old as time atp...

Going to the Black Fictional Woman's tag, and

seeing ships that don't include her

Post that doesn't have anything to do with her

posts that villainizes her but babies the, also grown and capable man

Seeing all her positive traits get attributed to a man

Essay on how the make love interest never really cared for her and was just using her to hide his feelings for another male that they ship him with.

The anti-blackness that easily slips through

I'm talking about Allura & Mel, but I've been in fandom long enough to basically be taking about damn near every black woman in a show...

falling in love ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡.

contents by @bonbonbee

the silent eye contact from across the room.

^ & the flirty glances especially when there are people around

always turning their head if your name is mentioned

will always eventually turn the conversation topic to you

immediately looking for your reaction once telling a joke

^ caring how you perceive things

cares for your opinions more than their own

the first smile you share.

^ not a small half-smile, a real smile. differs between a hearty laugh, a beaming smile with their teeth, or the smirk after a kiss.

slowing becoming like each other

the subtle things they notice.. become not so subtle.

^ "i've always loved the freckles on your cheeks, and your eyes, and your lips. no i just like you."

finding things that remind them of you.

"i like this candle." "i know." "how?" "it reminded me of your perfume."

being shy around each other

"why are you so jittery?" "i just saw _____, they're so beautiful."

denial. realization. obsession.

^ their responses to falling in love w/ you, sometimes in that exact order.

denial: "whaaaaattt, i don't like _____..." "yeah, and i don't breath oxygen."

realization: all the butterflies in their stomach, why their gaze always falls on you, the urge to seek your approval.

& good ol' obsession.