Vampire Diaries DR
Moodboard ཐི❤︎ཋྀ
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emma ⭑.ᐟ
i. about ꩜
𖥔 20 𖥔 she/her 𖥔 artist 𖥔 writer 𖥔 shifter 𖥔
it's about time i made something like this, ( but i've been putting it off... ).
this is my shifting blog, but really i'll talk about anything spiritual, or just my life. i've been in the shifting community since mayybbbee 2021 ? i gen have no idea when i found out, i just remember freaking out immediately
ii. realities ꩜
i'll prob make a more in depth master list for my dr's when i make more posts about them, but i basically insert myself into everything i even slightly consume, so i don't even think this is a definite list...
𖥔 main realities:
୨୧ waiting room, the vampire diaries
𖥔 back-burner realities:
୨୧ hxh, stardew valley, college dr, jujutsu kaisen, apocalypse, small town/gilmore girls, haikyuu !, genshin, study dr, txt, mha, le sserafim, kamisama kiss, aot, doctor dr, gravity falls, monster high, inheritance games, multiple fame drs, ever after high, royalty dr, drs for stories i've written / story ideas, obx, baldurs gate, streamer dr, marine biologist dr, kpop survival show, the cruel prince . . .
iii. tags ꩜
𖥔 emma’s shifting diary
𖥔 emma’s vampire diaries dr
𖥔 emma's stardew valley dr
𖥔 emma’s pick a card
𖥔 emma’s card of the day
Hey guys…
no such thing as being “too excited to shift” because you know how many people view shifting as a chore? how many people wish they were still excited and energized to go to their dr?
view your excitement as a gift. joy is a wonderful thing and a great propellor.
i had at least three dreams i shifted last night
shifting diary entry #12
as per usual i’m asking things like “ why do i keep dreaming about shifting ” or “ why do reality checks fail me sometimes ” feel free to analyze this for me because i have no idea…
the first that i can remember… i don’t know if i unconsciously tried to shift in a dream and then believed that i shifted or what, but i do remember waking up in a bed with purple sheets and thinking that i shifted because of them ( i don’t have purple sheets here ) and i remember thinking to myself that even though this one thing changed im sure i shifted, but i was in a completely different room yet under the impression this was my room here just with purple sheets.
and here’s the craziest part, i did reality checks and they failed… i looked at my hand and counted my fingers and all ten were normally there. this isn’t the first time it had happened either, reality checks have failed me multiple times before. now, some people might think that it’s possible that i actually shifted but i know for certain it was just a dream.
after counting my fingers i started freaking out and thinking to myself that i actually did it and pinched myself just to be sure and i “ felt ” it. but i also remember thinking to myself that things didn’t feel as real as i thought they would. i mean it’s just another reality right ? i remember thinking that maybe people were lying or something because this doesn’t feel as real as life here. i thought maybe i just needed to be grounded more but as time passed the weird hazy sensations of dreams stayed.
for some context my sister was sleeping in my bed with me and when i woke up in my dream she was there too and im pretty sure i told her that i shifted. but eventually she just kinda disappeared from the dream and i started thinking to myself that i can’t stay long bc i need to tell her that i shifted… which also has happened to me before.
the dream ended up turning into one where i was around people in my intended reality and this is where it gets really fuzzy and i’m having a hard time recalling what went down, but im not sure it’s important anyways. but i do remember that this dream was long as hell.
the next one i really can’t remember at all but i do know it happened bc i vaguely recall trying to shift in a dream and then it “ worked ”. but i think the dream was really short and i woke up really confused with what i just dreamt about and why, why do i keep dreaming about shifting ?
the last one is also confusing. i remember there was a person in the dream i was talking to about shifting and trying to figure out why i haven’t shifted yet, but she gave me awful advice lol. things that would just make things more complicated than they needed to be. i also wasn’t even telling her things that were true, things that weren’t correct about where i was shifting to and where i was gonna wake up? the dream turned really weird and had like 1578 sub plots going on but this girl seemed determined to help me, im not sure if she did though.
also, two days ago i took a nap and ended up in a lucid dream and then tried to shifting in it like a billion times…
Living in the end? Or hoping to shift?
"When I shift, I will..."
"if I wake up in my chosen reality..."
"I can't wait to meet my S/O..."
"When I finally shift, I will do this and this ..."
The thing you don't seem to grasp, is that you already exist in your chosen realities. You were born there, you grew up there, you formed core memories and have thousands of stories to tell... You have lived with your family for years and you have known your friends for years and you have most likely already met your S/O. You have eaten all of your favourite foods and went to most of your favourite places. You have fallen down and scraped your knee, you have gotten a bad haircut that you regretted immensely, you have gotten into a fight with your best friend and made up almost immediately... You have already lived there. Why are you looking forward to something as mundane as waking up in the same bed you've woken up in for years now?
Live in the end and stop hoping to shift. You're already there, direct your awareness towards the reality of your choosing, and let your pure consciousness do the rest. Act as if you're there. Think like your DR self, act like your DR self, talk and walk and eat like your DR self because they are you and you are them. There is no divide, no disconnect, no separation.
Happy shifting ❤️
Shifting doesn’t have to feel like a chore
just take a deep breath and shift. that’s all you need to do. you are literally shifting currently, and you will be where you intend to be within the next hour !! ( you already are )
I would just like to say— because i’ve had this thought for approximately 15 days now— if you feel super stuck or frustrated in your journey right now and also feel like your team isn’t helping out, or they’re giving you the same advice they always give, it’s likely because you’re closer to shifting than you currently think.
i’m gonna use hunger games as an example for this, bear with me but in the first book, katniss is dying of thirst and she resorts to just shouting up at the sky hoping that haymitch will get a sponsor to send her water. he does not. katniss is confused by this momentarily before realizing that sponsor gifts are given only by absolute necessity. which means, if haymitch is silent, then katniss is closer to water than she thinks. a couple minutes of walking later and she finds the fresh water stream…
view shifting in the same way. haymitch is your team or the universe if you will. you’re katniss. the water is your dr. you might feel stuck and lost right now and might not know what the hell is going on or why you haven’t shifted yet but in a few short steps you’re gonna get to your water source!
persist. don’t give up when you’re right at the finish line.